-Peanut P.O.V.-
I shiver as I feel Andrei’s hands on my back as he lightly places them flat down against my skin. His hands cover the middle of my back as he hooks his thumbs on either side of me. F**k, it feels like my skin is shot with thousands of little sparks of electricity but in a good way. I don’t know why this is happening but I also don’t want it to end either. For some reason being in his arms makes me feel a sort of safeness that I have never felt before in my life.
My body moves on its own as I lean down while breathing him in. I unconsciously groan as I tilt my head to the side before resting my forehead on his shoulder. He doesn’t say anything as he just tightens his hold on me while causing me to grind forward on his lap bringing me closer to him. I hold back a moan once I feel my semi-hard c**k rub against his. I know I should pull away, but something in me doesn’t want to. So I give into the feeling as I wrap my arms around his shoulders before lacing my fingers together in his hair, that is at the base of his neck.
“F**k. Baby, you are going to have to pull back a bit.” I hear Andrei whisper.
I shiver upon hearing him call me baby, but I also shiver due to how he said his sentence. I could hear the lu*t in his voice as he whispered those words right by my ear….I then did the unthinkable. I did something that I have never done before, I slowly lifted my head away from his shoulder making sure to leave my face right in front of his. Our noses were lightly touching as I stared into his eyes. I gasped upon looking into his eyes as I saw how much he wanted me, or what I thought to be...so I took a leap.
“Mhm…” I moaned as I crashed my lips onto his.
I felt him freeze which caused me to freak out so I started to pull away, but a hand soon came up behind my hand to keep my lips on his. I tilt my head to the side as my glasses were getting in the way. I moved my hands up to cup either side of his neck, but I soon felt Andrei’s tongue swipe the bottom of my lip causing me to pull back. F**k, what was i doing?? I didn’t even know if he was gay or if...I didn’t know anything about him really. F**k.
“I am so sorry. I didn’t think... I didn’t..” I stumble over my words as I try to climb out of his lap but he holds onto my neck and keeps his other hand on my back.
I freeze once I realize he is keeping me from moving off of his lap. Wait, he doesn’t want me to move? I slowly move my eyes to look at him only to find him staring at me. I can feel my heart thumb in my chest as his piercing blue eyes stare into mine. I want to speak but everything in me is frozen in place by those eyes.
“Don’t apologize unless you didn’t really want to kiss me. Because I wanted you to kiss me.” He said in a calm voice. I looked at him with wide-eyes. Wait, I did not hear that right..He wanted me to kiss him?? WAIT, does that mean he is… “I can see those wheels turning in your mind, so talk to me.”
“Are you gay?” I blurted out as I needed to know, and if he is then why did he want me to kiss him?
Andrei chuckles a little bit which causes my stomach to fill with butterflies but it also causes my heart to drop a little bit as I wasn’t sure if he was laughing at me or..
“Baby, I wanted you to kiss me because I am 100% gay for you and only you. You caught my attention from the moment that my eyes landed on you.”
I could feel the blush fill my cheeks as I tried to look everywhere but him. His words just kept repeating over and over again in my head as I could feel my heart swell from his words. But just as the feeling came, it flew away. Soon dread filled me as I remembered why we were in this embrace to start off with. I could feel the blush leave my cheeks as I was filled with a cold chill. I snapped my gaze back up to him as I fought back the tears from filling my eyes again. His piercing blue eyes filled with worry as he removed his hand from my shirt and brought them up to cup my cheeks.
“What just happened?” He asked me as he caressed my cheeks with his hands.
“I just remembered why I am in your lap in the first place..” I said as my voice was just above a whisper.
“I am still not taking ‘no’ as an answer.” This time I didn’t try to fight it as I could hear in his voice how he truly meant it. There was no room for an argument.
I did think that it was cute that he really wanted me to spend the weekend with him but I also didn’t want him anywhere near my step-father. My step-father would make sure I paid for bringing him around or even the fact that I made a friend. I sighed as I closed my eyes while trying to think of a plan. I was wracking my brain for an idea when something did cross my mind. Hmmm, this just might work.
I opened my eyes and took a deep breath. “I will spend the weekend with you, but you will not be meeting my step-father or stepping anywhere near my house when you come to pick me up. There is a park that you pass after picking me up in the morning so pick me up from there around 8ish, if that is okay?” I asked meekly.
I watched as a smile filled his face. “I can do that. As long as I get to spend the weekend with you then that is okay with me, babe.”
“Okay.” I squeaked as a blush filled my cheeks, again. I swear I have never blushed this much in my entire life, but something about him calling me babe just causes me to blush as butterflies squirm in my stomach.
“Okay. Now come on, we need to go back.”
I started freaking out upon hearing that. How long have we been out here? I hope I am not late to my next class as I don’t want them calling my mom about this. F**k. “How long have we been out here??” I quickly ask as I try to scramble off of his lap.
Andrei’s laugh causes me to slow down as I look at him like he is crazy. “We have only been out here for about 30 minutes, don’t worry. We still have another 15 minutes for lunch.”
Now this really caused me to look at him crazy. “You have to be kidding me.” I say as I climb off of his lap and onto the backseat with him. I grab my phone from my book-bag to look at the time and I am floored to see the time. We really do have about 15 minutes until lunch..It has felt like hours we have been out here but it was only 30 minutes??
“Did you think it was longer?” He asks me which causes me to look over at him.
I half-laugh as I push my glasses up more. “It felt longer, that's all.”
“I guess time flies when you are with the one who makes your heart beat.”
“Stop saying things like that.” As I could feel the blush fill my cheeks yet again. I quickly moved my head down as I shoved my phone back into my book-bag. I was in the middle of zipping it back up when I felt a finger touch my chin.
Just from that simple touch, it commanded my body to obey as that simple touch led me to look over just as Andrei had bent over towards me. I just stared at him as I watched him get closer to my face before my eyes shut as soon as I felt him place a soft kiss on my lips. Soon a calming sensation filled me as I leaned into his kiss. Before I could lose myself in his kiss, I pulled back with a shy smile.
He just smiled at me. "I love how I can make you blush so easily so don't you dare feel embarrassed about it because I am going to make you blush all the time especially when you are around me." And of course, here comes the blush which just causes him to smile even wider. “Now come on, we need to get back inside as lunch is about to be over and neither of us has eaten yet.”
“Okay.” I say just barely above a whisper as he pulls his finger off of my chin. I stay starstruck as I watch him lean back a bit while shifting his legs a bit forward. He then lifts his hands up and I watch as he pulls his hair into a high bun. I quickly clear my throat as I look back to my book-bag and act as if I didn’t just watch him pull his hair into a bun. I lift my bag in one of my arms and use my other hand to open up the car door. I step out of the car and breathe in the air as I put my book-bag on. I shut the car door and soon look over to see Andrei shutting his door too. He smiles at me before walking over to where I am. Once he reaches me he holds out his hand for me to take..I blush as I slowly bring my hand up to his and I definitely blush deeper once he laces out fingers together before turning to walk back to the cafeteria.