I could try to explain to you what being without Malakai was like, but words wouldn't do these feelings justice. You would actually have to walk in my shoes and actually feel them deep down in your soul like I did.
Everyday was like a roller coaster ride. One minute I would be optimistic, the next I would be so depressed I didn't think I could go on anymore. His texts and his calls got me through each and everyday. Without them I could not imagine how I would be.
I had always been afraid to feel this way. To be tethered to another so strongly that without them I would feel helpless.
I had known Malakai for my entire life and the 8 years without him didn't seem like it ever existed anymore. Don't get me wrong I was terrified of it happening again so it was in the back of my mind but wh
