ALISON'S POV
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I have been feeling numb for weeks , Isaac has finally stopped showing up , but a part of me still wishes he does . I wish he could show up in my room , where there's no pressure of other people around me , so that we could speak . I don't necessarily know what we would speak about , but I can't live like this . I began to eat less , I feel almost bony , but I hide it with baggy clothes , hoping no one would notice the dents in my once puffy - ish cheeks .
I am currently sitting in the waiting room of doctor Mell's office , waiting for Jax to finish his therapy session . I didn't think this would happen , I really thought that he would stop going , but no , he wakes me up everytime , brings me breakfast , which I don't eat , and then I get dressed and come with him .
