ALISON'S POV
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Laying with my arms next to my sides in my semi dark room , the sun barely shines through the dark curtains and I wish I did not wake up . I could feel the muscles of my heart pull as sadness falls over my chest , the urge to turn around and fall back asleep was more than the urge to take a deep breath , to make myself breathe properly .
Why do I have to go through this ?
Why do I have to have mate that betrays me ?
That chooses his mom and sister over me ?
I don’t even mind that because I know how important family is , but to lie and not to tell me that I am being traded off .. that’s a blow to the heart that is unfixable .
I turn to look at the time , seven am .
I wish I was one of those normal girls that wakes up at twelve pm and goes to sleep at eight again
