"Do…do you know why it hasn't gone back to normal," I asked hopefully, thinking of the worst thing that would ever occur.
My eyes shifted the moment I heard of my parent's death anyway, that awful experience of them giving up their life because of me.
"It's you.' She pointed at me. "You are the reason, it hasn't gone back to normal.'
"Why? How am I the reason?" I was confused and felt tears welling up once again, sobbing was the only thing I could do in this life.
"You are traumatized. Whatever came about in your life that broke you left everything in impact. Your body is still in shock and hasn't recovered yet, until you get over the grief you went through, your body and your eyes will turn back to their normal color and everything will be fine." She smiled at me.
I wiped off my tears and gave her a huge smile.
Who could have known that I was the reason my eyes were that way? I sincerely thanked her over and over again.
For what she did for me and I was happy. I never expected that from her and it's been a long time since someone has been…that nice to me.
Ten days passed, I tried as much as possible to hide my nausea from everyone and forced myself to eat certain foods, even though I didn't want to.
I had to force myself to eat what was being given to me.
I made my decision to run away and I did, when they wanted to kill my baby with food poisoning.
I don't know how they found out, but they did.
I ran and ran as fast as my legs could carry me and was caught by the warriors.
I struggled for them to leave me alone, but they held me, slapped me and pushed me into a black truck.
I fell into it.
My hands and legs were tied behind my back, and tears streamed down my face.
This was the end of everything. I was going back to that monster and I was going to die, miserably without anyone remembering me.
I was going to die a cursed Omega and a miserable wolf.
One of the warriors dragged my hair as I screamed and struggled.
He covered my mouth with tape as he laughed, his yellow eyes shined in the dark as he stared at me.
Someone, please help me, I silently prayed.
"Do you think you could run away from us, the Alpha is the owner of this mansion, you can't run away, little cunt,' he mocked and gave me a huge slap across the face. I cried my eyes out and begged, I shook my head. "Hmmm….pleaaaase,' those were the words I could struggle and drag out of my mouth, as I fell on the carpet.
The warrior stood up and put a napkin on my nose, I inhaled a familiar substance and dozed off.
I don't know how much time that might have passed, yet, I woke up and saw my red tired hands filled with bruises on a chain.
I toiled to set it free, but it was of no use.
I gave up, crying and thinking of the child in my womb, what should I do to this child, how should I let this child survive.
How can I protect this child, when I can't even defend myself?
How do I do this? How do I solve this problem?
That was booming on my neck nonstop and my guilt wouldn't stop killing me.
I was tired of crying, tired of shredding tears.
I just want to be a person filled with freedom.
That's all I ever asked for but it seems like fate wants to make my life a living hell, harder than I thought.
I know I'm a cursed Omega, no one would want to do anything with me.
Why should they want to do anything with me, of what benefits am I to them, nothing at all and I don't blame them either.
I sat down, my hands were hurting so bad I couldn't put them down.
It was just hung up in the air, getting numb and weak.
How did they find me?
I hid my scent so well, how did they find out about my plans?
I couldn't have been caught or else, the doctor sold me out, could she have snitched on me to the Alpha?
She wouldn't do such a thing right?'
The door opened and I saw Derek laughing as he got in, he chuckled, came towards me and gave a slap across my face and forcefully held my cheek with his hand, gripping it as if he wanted to burst it.
"Where have you been, Ninola?' I was chained with my hands and feet tied to the wall.
It was getting painful every minute, I begged with all my heart for anyone to come and help me.
"I miss you so much, my love.' He carried me up and dropped me, hitting my butt on the dirty wet floor and peered at me with his eyes before smacking a huge slap across my face again.
"You have no idea how long I've been thinking about you. You are the one that is going to give me a child. I demand a child from you or do you think I didn't know what you did with the doctor?" He said mockingly.
I began sobbing, I knew it.
So that was how he found out about it.
"Please, Please, let me go." I was getting scared, frightened of what was about to come for me, what he was going to do with me.
"The doctor told me everything, you can't escape from me, Ninola, I am your mate and I deserve to do whatever I please to you. Whatever I want to do with you, you can't stop me. Do you think if you run away from me, there will be someone who will accept you out there. No one will accept a stupid Omega, a cursed one for that matter, they will all just want to get into your pants with their d***s, pouring their sperm into you because that's what you are good for and nothing more. Who will save you and accept you into their pack after all this, no one will do such a thing, it's absurd." He laughed.