My fingers were sweating and my forehead was sweating profusely, I forced myself to keep still and that this was not the end of the world.
I had to pull myself together, but how?
The door unlocked, revealing a young pretty female and I knew that it was the doctor that I meant earlier a few days ago.
"We meet again,'' she smiled at me and shut the door. "I was told to run some tests on you to see if you are pregnant or not."
"Will you help me?' I blurted out.
"Help you?' She frowned. "With what, exactly?"
"I don't want them to find out,' I whispered and made sure no one was listening to us. "Please don't tell them anything about this baby.'
"And why should I do that for you, you are carrying a child and it is my job to make sure you are okay and not hiding the truth from them. Anyways, can you tell me why you don't wish for someone to know about your baby. I need an answer and your reasons for not letting them realize that you are carrying a baby, you must have gotten reasons for hiding it, am I right?"
I breathed a sigh of relief and calmed myself, yet, I was on the brink of tears.
What am I supposed to do? I don't even have my powers or neither did I even comprehend on how to defend myself.
"Yes, you are right that I have reasons for hiding my baby and that's because they will take this child away from me and put me back into prison, that's why I don't want them to know."
"Then, how are you going to hide the baby when your belly starts to pop out, you know you can't hide the baby forever, it will commence showing signs of it in a few weeks and how are you going to cope with that.'
"Please don't tell them, I will figure out a way to settle this I promise and I wouldn't make this lose your job.' I said hopefully and went on my knees and cried, hot tears streaming down my face, begging her to not let them know about this child.
I unconsciously touched my belly, feeling that warmth inside me and still couldn't believe that I'm growing a child in there.
"Help me! If they take this child from me, I'm doomed. I'm nothing to this family but a plaything, a factory for producing babies. That's all I am to them, they hate me so much, including the clan, that no one has my back. I don't have anybody to help me, no family, I'm all alone in this. Please, doctor, I'm sure you can understand me since you are a mother and you have kids as well, so definitely you will understand how it feels to have a baby taken away from you against your will. I'm a nobody, just an Omega who's been treated unjustly just because I was born as a curse. Sometimes I feel like taking this baby away from me, killing it and never letting it come into this world, you know why, it's because I don't want to give birth to a child. I don't want it to suffer as I did, pass through the prejudice against Omegas and what if I give birth to this child and it turns out to be an Omega she will go through the pains, the sufferings, everything that I went through. What am I going to do then?!" I faced her completely, as I complained bitterly.
She stared at me with her eyeglasses on as she sighed.
"I haven't recovered from what I went through since the moment I was born. Everyone turned against me and I hoped, I deeply hoped that my mate would arrive and save me. But I was so wrong. He found me and turned me into his slave instead, wanting me to carry his child because he couldn't conceive with his Luna. I want to be free, leave all this to me and let me handle it, please and I promise to take all the blame for you." I wiped off my tears with the back of my hand.
She stepped forward and bent down in front of me, sighing for the second time.
I just need her help, right now, she is my only hope.
My only slim chance of hope.
"You are the rumored cursed Omega with the yellow and blue eyes, people say that you are cursed and almost ruined the clan. But when I first saw you, you didn't look that way to me. What I saw was a terrifying scaredy-cat drenched from the rain and your eyes were full of sadness.' My eyes were welling up as I gave a bitter laugh.
"I wouldn't tell them anything, for now, I will be leaving it up to you but on one condition.' She stated solemnly and fixed her eyeglasses.
"What condition, I will do anything you ask me to do."
"You will lie to them that you are sick and nauseous, that you need a lot of bed rest." She said and stood up, motioning me to get up and sit on the bed and I did without hesitation.
"I was told that blood came out of you,' she said and I nodded at her statement. "It's because you are stressed and you need a lot of bed rest. So, lay down peacefully and sleep, no, working for two weeks, your body needs it."
"Thank you so much, doctor.' I sincerely replied.
"You are welcome,' she said and was about to move towards the door when I said. "What am I going to do?"
Should I be asking that sort of question, when she had guaranteed to keep my secret?
"Your decision is yours to make,' she swiveled towards me. "You need to calm down, get a good rest. I'm uptight about your health and your eyes since it's mixed and hasn't gone back to normal.'