A Jacob and Renesmee Story Sequel: I'm Yours

Chapter Eighteen Part two

Renesmee’s P.O.V

After twenty minutes, we reached Second Beach, and Jacob and I removed our helmets. I stepped off and marveled at the ocean’s beauty. It had been a long time since I visited this beach. Jacob approached me, embraced me, and kissed my forehead.

“It’s so beautiful,” I said.

“So are you,” Jacob said.

I chuckled, turning around to him.

“Cheesy much,” I said.

“Well, it’s true,” Jacob said.

I blushed.

“Gosh, I love it when you blush. It makes you even more beautiful,” Jacob said.

My face turned even redder as I glanced down at the floor. Jacob burst out laughing. He grabbed my hand, and together, we walked towards the beach. Upon reaching the sandy beach, we strolled along the coastline. I had trouble maintaining my balance while walking, and Jacob came to my rescue. I now understand that it was a mistake to wear these shoes. You should wear them when walking on a flat surface. If I were to fall, there was a possibility that I would harm the baby.

Jacob looked at me worried. “Nessie, are you alright?” he asked.

“Yeah, it’s the shoes,” I responded.

“How about I carry you?”

“Okay.”

Jacob picked me up bridal style, and I wrapped my arms around his neck.

“Better?” Jacob asked.

“Yes,” I responded.

Jacob chuckled and continued walking. When we reached the cave, he carried me inside, and I glanced around to take in my surroundings. Amid the darkness, a light appeared, causing me to inhale in surprise.

“Wait, did you...” I said with excitement.

Jacob put me down and responded. “Yes, this is a recreation of our first date five years ago. The day after, you got rid of my virginity.”

My eyes widened. “Really?” I asked.

“Yes, but there’s more,” Jacob added.

“What?”

Jacob grabbed my hand and smiled as he pulled me along. We stepped into the lit area. I noticed candles flickering like our last date. The table is set for two, with food on top. I glanced across the cave and spotted blankets and pillows. By the waterfall, I spotted a microphone.

I looked at Jacob with curiosity. “You can’t sing,” I said.

“Well, I can sing a tad,” Jacob said.

“Jacob, you don’t have to sing for me.”

“Well, I want to.”

Jacob walked over to the microphone, and I sat in a chair. I glanced and noticed an individual emerging with a guitar and gasped. “You hired someone to play,” I said.

“I want it to be special,” Jacob said.

A smile spread across my face. Jacob amazed me with his willingness to get me to forgive him. I never expected him to put in so much effort to make me happy.

“Okay, Nessie, this is one of my favorite songs, and it’s by Bryan Adams. It’s called Please Forgive,” Jacob said.

The guitar in the background played for twenty-five seconds, and then Jacob sang, and I gasped. I didn’t know he could sing a little.

“It still feels like our first night together

Feels like the first kiss

It’s getting better baby

No one can better this

Still holding on

You’re still the one

First time our eyes met

Same feeling I get

Only feels much stronger

I want to love you longer

Do you still turn the fire on?

So if you’re feeling lonely, don’t

You’re the only one I’ll ever want

I only want to make it good

So if I love you, a little more than I should”

Jacob grabbed the microphone and approached me, catching me off guard. He then pulled the chair nearer to me and settled down. He continued singing while looking me in the eye.

Please forgive me, I know not what I do

Please forgive me, I can’t stop loving you

Don’t deny me, this pain I’m going through

Please forgive me, if I need you like I do

Please believe me, every word I say is true

Please forgive me, I can’t stop loving you”

Jacob kissed my hand while gazing at me, and I smiled. Jacob then stood, walked back to where the guitar person was and turned back to me.

“Still feels like our best times are together

Feels like the first touch

We’re still getting closer baby

Can’t get closer enough

Still holding on

You’re still number one

I remember the smell of your skin

I remember everything

I remember all your moves

I remember you yeah

I remember the nights, you know I still do”

Thinking about our nights together, I blushed, and Jacob smirked and kept singing.

So if you’re feeling lonely, don’t

You’re the only one I’ll ever want

I only want to make it good

So if I love you a little more than I should

Please forgive me, I know not what I do

Please forgive me, I can’t stop loving you

Don’t deny me, this pain I’m going through

Please forgive me, if I need you like I do

Please believe me, every word I say is true

Please forgive me, I can’t stop loving you

The guitar plays for a minute, and then Jacob sings more.

The one thing I’m sure of

Is the way we make love

The one thing I depend on

Is for us to stay strong

With every word and every breath I’m praying

That’s why I’m saying,

Please forgive me, I know not what I do

Please forgive me, I can’t stop loving you

Don’t deny me, this pain I’m going through

Please forgive me, if I need you like I do

Please believe it, every word I say is true

Please forgive me, if I can’t stop loving you

No, believe me, I don’t know what I do

Please forgive me, I can’t stop loving you

I can’t stop, loving you”

The song ended, and my face lit up with a smile, causing me to jump out of my chair and rush toward him. Jacob anchored the microphone onto the stand as I approached him. He stretched out his arms, signaling for me to come into his hug, and I followed his invitation. He embraced me with his muscular arms.

I pulled away, gazing into his dark brown eyes. “That was beautiful, Jacob. I forgive you,” I said, amazed. “I can’t believe you did this.”

“Well, I had to win my girl back,” Jacob said.

I chuckled. “Well, I’m glad,” I said.

Jacob stooped to kiss me, and I returned his affection. I brushed my fingers through the back of his hair while Jacob gripped my waist and drew me nearer to him.

Two minutes later, we moved away. Looking past Jacob, I saw the band was gone, and we were alone. In hindsight, Jacob had a smirk.

I looked at Jacob with curiosity. “What?” I asked.

“Nothing,” Jacob responded.

Jacob maintained a smug expression while leaning in and kissing me again. What was he smiling about? I couldn’t read his thoughts. He blocked me from accessing them. I reciprocated and kissed him in return. Within a minute, he moved away and escorted me to the table. He sat down across from me. As I was about to speak, someone emerged and approached us.

“Hello, I will serve you both tonight. First, let’s start out with drinks. What can I get you both?” The server asked.

I looked at Jacob, surprised. Jacob had hired a server to serve us both. Jacob smirked, looked at the server, and spoke. “I’ll get a beer and Renesmee. What do you want?”

“Hum, I’ll get a sweet tea.” I responded.

The server wrote it down, looked at us, and smiled. “I’ll return soon with drinks,” he said.

We both nodded, and the server left. Once the server left, I grinned. I couldn’t believe Jacob did all this to win my forgiveness. It showed that he cared that much. Jacob’s hand touched mine on the table, making me jump and look up at him.

“What are you thinking about?” Jacob asked. “You have me blocked from your mind.”

“Just this. You didn’t need to do so much to earn my forgiveness. That song was it. That song was a surprise for you, and I loved it. That’s all I needed from you.” I responded.

“I wanted to do something big. We’re soon marrying, so I want to show you that forgiveness is always possible between partners.”

I grinned and nodded. The beverages arrived, and we placed our orders. I ordered the chicken house salad. Jacob wanted me to eat something healthy for the baby. He chose a steak. The server left again. I looked at Jacob. He still had that same smile from ten minutes ago.

“What?” I asked.

Jacob grinned and shook his head. “Nothing,” he responded.

Jacob kissed my hand, expressing joy and admiration. “I’m thrilled to have you. You’re incredible. You’ll be a splendid mother to our child and an excellent Luna to my pack,” he said.

Jacob’s words made me blush. He was so amazing. I couldn’t believe he was mine forever. Jacob and I talked until our food arrived. The server placed my chicken house salad in front of me as soon as it arrived. My mouth started watering. The food looked appetizing because I was hungry. I must be experiencing intense food cravings at the moment. Jacob laughed, and I turned to him with a fierce glare.

“What? I’m starving. I’m serving for two and having food cravings,” I said.

Jacob stopped laughing. “I can see that,” he said. “It looks like you’re in love with it.”

Jacob laughed again. I gave a stern look as I grabbed my fork, pierced the salad, and ate it. Jacob found my action amusing and laughed. As soon as he paused, he observed my irritation and smirked.

Jacob sliced his steak, then speared it with his knife. “You look attractive when you’re mad,” he remarked.

Jacob tasted and moaned, and I glanced at him. Must he do that now? I was having hormones, and did he have to turn me on by moaning?

“Really?” I asked.

Jacob smirked. “Yep, I couldn’t help it. It tastes so good,” he responded.

Jacob then moaned again, taking another bite. Oh, my god. He was making it worse for me. I felt a warm, tingling pulsation from my private area. Increasing wetness followed it. I crossed my legs for comfort and continued eating.

Jacob tensed up and smirked. “Nessie, you’re killing me right now. I can smell your arousal,” he said.

“Well, then you shouldn’t be making those noises as you eat,” I said.

Jacob smiled and then spoke. “Fine,”

After fifteen minutes of eating, the server came to collect our plates. Jacob’s phone rang, prompting him to retrieve it and check the caller. Upon seeing it, he rolled his eyes.

“Who is it?” I asked.

“Embry. He must call about something important,” Jacob responded.

I nodded. “Answer it,” I said.

“Are you sure? I don’t want to interrupt our date,” Jacob said.

“I know, but if it’s important, you must take it.”

“Alright,”

Jacob stood up and answered the call. He exited the cave, and I released a sigh. What should I do now? I looked at the waterfall and smiled. Got it! I got up, and I stripped out of my car. I removed my strapless bra and underwear, walked toward the water, and stepped in. The water was. I got in and relaxed my body in the water. I then swam around since Jacob wasn’t back yet. I dove into the water and came back up with my hair wet. I swam to the waterfall and swam right through it, letting the water hit my back, not my stomach. I rested against the water and took a break. As I did that, I played with the water when I heard footsteps. I waited for who it could be. I then heard Jacob’s voice.

“Nessie!” Jacob called.

Jacob called again, glanced at my clothes on the floor, and his eyes widened. He then gulped. I smirked and swam out of the waterfall.

“Jacob, I’m still here,” I said.

I swam to Jacob, who looked at me with desire. “Nes... Nessie, what are you doing?” he asked.

“I wanted to go for a swim,” I responded.

“With no clothes on?”

“Yep, is there a problem with that?”

“No...no, not at all. It surprised me.”

I nodded. “Want to join me?” I asked.

“What?” Jacob asked.

“Get it in the water with me.”

“Oh, hum sure.”

As Jacob removed his clothes, I couldn’t help but feel aroused by his body once more. s**t, I dove under the water and swam across the water to the waterfall. I then swam through it and leaned against the wall. I heard an enormous splash. It meant that Jacob had entered the water. I listened as he approached me and attempted to evade him. If I get any nearer to him, I’ll lose control. Stupid bond. He caught up to me, and I tried harder, but it was useless. Jacob embraced me, wrapping his arm around my waist and pulling me close. I experienced a familiar spark when he touched me, like before. I could feel it coursing through my entire being and emanating from me. I found comfort in his embrace as he drew me closer, his hand resting on my stomach where my baby bump was. I could sense his breath brushing against the back of my neck. He bent over and spoke into my ear. His words sent a chilling sensation through me.

“You’re trying to run away from me again?” Jacob asked.

I gulped.

“I take that as a yes,” Jacob said.

Jacob lifted me and tossed me over his shoulder, causing me to face his backside. Great. It’s an odd situation because we’re both unclothed.

I smacked him on the ass. “Jacob, put me down!” I yelled.

Jacob chuckled. “Wow, Nessie, if you like my ass that much, why didn’t you say so?” he said.

I could sense a smirk on his face, and I rolled my eyes.

“No, I don’t know. Now put me down.” I said.

“Huh, no, thanks. I like this view instead,” Jacob said.

“Please, Jacob.”

“Nope.”

Great, if he doesn’t put me down, he will smell my arousal.

As Jacob moved into the water, he tensed up and growled.

Jacob spoke in a deep tone. “You smell so good,”

My eyes widened. He can smell me.

“Jacob, please put me down,” I said.

“Fine,” Jacob said.

Using my legs as leverage, Jacob flipped me over his shoulder. Plunging into the water, I struggled to catch my breath as I rose back up, feeling the pain in my stomach. I rose to my feet and expelled water from my mouth. I directed my gaze towards Jacob, who smiled as he laughed at me. I glared at him and swam across the water away from him.

“Oh, come on, Nessie,” Jacob said.

Jacob swam after me. I was so mad at him, and he continued to laugh at me. What if something happened to the baby as I landed on my stomach? I swam to the wall and hopped out. I went to the blankets and wrapped a towel I found around myself. Sitting down, I noticed Jacob getting out and walking towards me. He grabbed a towel, wrapped it around his torso, and knelt before me.

“Babe, I’m sorry. I didn’t know I offended you.” Jacob said.

I ignored him, shifted my gaze to my stomach, and rubbed it. He glanced at the same thing I observed, and Jacob’s face showed surprise. He displayed a guilty expression afterward. “Baby, did I?” he asked.

I nodded. Jacob grabbed my towel above my breasts. He pulled it away, revealing my body. He looked at my stomach and saw redness. There was a noticeable display of sadness and guilt in his eyes. He moved the towel back around my breasts, and he was about to get up, but I stopped him by grabbing his arm. Even though he hurt me, it also hurts me to see him like that. Jacob stopped moving and looked at me with a confused expression. “Nessie, what are you...” he said.

“Don’t... don’t go,” I whined.

“Nessie. I hurt you physically and emotionally.”

“It’s okay. The baby is fine.”

“How are you so sure?”

“It’s the size of a seed. What could go wrong?”

Jacob nodded and then spoke. “I’m going to walk on the beach,” he said.

“Jacob,” I said.

“I’ll be back soon.”

I glanced at him and nodded. I know he won’t leave me. He needed space because he felt guilty.

Jacob walked away from me, put on his pants, and walked out. I fell on top of the pillow and cried.

Jacob’s P.O.V

I headed out onto the sandy beach to get some fresh air. I needed some space even though I aspired to be near Renesmee right now and cuddle her in my arms. My wolf, Amarok, was doing the same. He wanted me to return to her, but I couldn’t. I felt overwhelming fear. I feared doing something terrible again. I cannot risk it at the moment.

As I walked on the beach, I looked out at the sunset. It was nice outside. I was hoping for this bridal shower. Renesmee’s friends and my pack members called it a couples’ shower. They had couples at the party instead of girls at a bridal shower. They told me about it, but they were keeping it from Renesmee. Remarkably, how skillfully they had concealed this. Anyway, after walking for a little while, I returned to the cave.

Renesmee’s P.O.V

Once Jacob departed, I put my bra and underwear back on and slipped my dress back on. After that, I needed someone to talk to about this stuff. I grabbed my phone from the blanket. Since I had not spoken to Chloe since the party on Saturday, I called her. I pressed the button and heard it ringing. After a couple of beeps, she answered.

“Hello,” Chloe said.

“Hey, Chloe,” I said.

“What’s up? Haven’t heard from you since the party. Did you and Jacob...”

“Yes, Jacob and I did it. Then we did it the next day in bed. We had another encounter before I showered, followed by a quick one in the shower.”

“Oh wow, so addictive.”

“Hey, Jacob is the one who keeps begging.”

Chloe laughed.

“He sounds whipped.” Chloe said.

“He is. He can’t keep his hands to himself,” I said.

“I saw you, and he used protection, right?”

“Hum... well about that.”

“What! You guys didn’t use protection, and you guys made love a couple of times.”

“Yeah, we kinda got too into it and forgot.”

“s**t, Renesmee, you could be pregnant right now.”

“Yeah, I kind of figured that out today.”

“You did? Are you pregnant?”

“Huh...hum.”

“Renesmee, are you pregnant?”

“Yes.”

It was silent on the other side, and I heard her sigh. “Renesmee, you’re about to get married. Do you realize you might not fit in your dress?” she said.

“Yeah, I know, and that’s why my family moved the wedding to next Wednesday,” I said.

“What? Why didn’t you inform me?”

“I never got a chance. Because of the pack house situation, I couldn’t talk to you about this.”

“Oh.”

“Yeah.”

“Well, that means I need to head to your family’s house to help.”

“Yeah, but I have something else I have to talk to you about first.”

“What is it?”

“Well, Jacob and I keep having fights.”

“What, what’s going on now?”

“Well, it started today.”

“Go on.”

“Remember when I mentioned the vampire family chasing after Sophia and me?”

“Yeah.”

“Well, they found us. A guy named Zachary found me. I went to the cottage and injured myself following the news about the baby.”

“Oh wow. So, how does this deal with Jacob?”

“Well, Jacob saved me but fought Zachary and almost got himself killed. It hurt me to see him do this to me the week before our wedding.”

“What! That’s terrible.”

“I know.”

“Did you forgive him?”

“Yeah, but he had to win me back.”

“How did he do it?”

“He took me out, and that’s what I’m doing now. He took me back to Second Beach, our first date together.”

“Aww, that’s so romantic.”

“Yeah, and he even sang to me.”

“Really, that’s so sweet.”

“Yep, but then he went downhill when he played with me in the water by throwing me in.”

“Okay...how is that bad?”

“He threw me on my stomach.”

“Oh...”

“Yeah.”

“So, did you guys make up?”

“No, Jacob feels so guilty. I think he’s scared he will hurt me.”

“Oh, I’m sorry.”

“Don’t be.”

“So, where is he right now?”

“He’s taking a walk on the beach.”

“Oh, hum, you guys should make up. It was an accident and, besides, it won’t happen again. Be careful this time.”

“Yeah, thanks; I’m so glad you’re my best friend. I trust you with anything, and you understand what to say.”

“Well, it’s my job.”

I laughed.

“Well, I had better get going. I would love to see Alice’s new wedding changes,” Chloe said.

“Alright,” I said.

“Bye.”

“Bye, Chloe.”

We ended the call, and a few minutes later, I caught a whiff of Jacob’s fragrance. I stood up to see Jacob walk in, looking at me with sympathy. I ran toward him without tripping. I jumped into his arms and wrapped my legs around his waist. For a second, he didn’t respond, and then he placed his hands on my thighs, holding me up. Right now, I desire to be in his arms.

After a minute of hugging Jacob, I got down. I placed my hands on his chest.

Jacob spoke. “Nessie, I’m sorry...”

To convey my forgiveness and dispel his guilt, I kissed Jacob. The unexpected kiss took him aback, but he reciprocated. I moved my hands around his neck and through his hair, tugging on it. Jacob touched my waist and drew me closer, intensifying our kiss. I interrupted the kiss to gaze into his eyes.

“Jacob. It’s okay. I forgive you. I don’t want to fight anymore,” I said.

Jacob met my gaze and nodded. “But what about...?”

I placed my hands on Jacob’s face. “Jacob, babe, the baby is fine. If anything is wrong, I’ll tell you.”

Jacob nodded again, and I smiled. I loved how much he cared for me and the baby. I looked into his dark brown eyes and saw passion and love.

“I love you,” Jacob said.

I smiled bigger. “I love you, too,” I said.

Jacob smiled and moved in closer to kiss me on the lips. I returned his kiss almost immediately. We engaged in a passionate make-out session. Things got heated. I didn’t realize that my dress was on the floor. I pulled away from the kiss and locked eyes with him, noticing his eyes transforming into a dark shade. He became aroused. I smiled and spun around. I walked away and exposed myself to him. I was still wearing my lace bra and underwear. Jacob observed me as I approached the water and unfastened my bra while my back was still facing him. I took it off. I stooped as I removed my underwear. I exposed my buttocks to him while pulling down my underwear on my legs. I then kicked off the underwear on my feet. I listened to Jacob’s growl and couldn’t help but smile in satisfaction. I glanced over and noticed Jacob giving me a thorough once-over. I had a smile on my face as I leaped into the water. I went underwater and resurfaced to take a breath.

I removed the water from my face using my hand. I heard a splash and saw someone near me. With a smirk, I watched Jacob swim closer to me. In a few seconds, he appeared right in front of me. With affection in his gaze, he gazed down at me. I enveloped him in my arms and pressed myself against him, our chests touching. Feeling our skin touching each other was satisfying. I spoke. “It took you long enough,”

Jacob embraced me, wrapping his arms around me. He placed his hands on my back and moved them upwards, caressing and stroking them. I experienced a sudden sensation of tingling up my back and throughout my entire body. I let out a moan and nuzzled my face into his neck. His lips brushed against my forehead, whispering something in my ear. “I love holding you in my arms.”

“Same. I miss sometimes being this close to you, holding each other, and doing nothing but that,” I said.

I glanced up to find Jacob smiling at me. There was a twinkle in his eyes. We exchanged kisses, reciprocating each other’s affection. He grabbed my buttocks, lifting me and securing my legs around his waist.

When we kissed, he tried to enter my mouth with his tongue, but I kept my lips closed. By squeezing my ass, he made me moan, allowing him to slip his tongue into my mouth. Our tongues intertwined in a synchronized rhythm as we kissed.

Jacob and I spent the night making love. I don’t know what’s wrong with us. Jacob and I haven’t been able to stop since we had s*x again on Saturday night. It’s like we’re addicted to each other. I guess it’s this bond thing we have with each other. It’s gotten stronger and stronger every day.

Jacob and I lay on the ground, surrounded by blankets and pillows. I was lying on Jacob’s chest with my hand on his chest. Jacob fell asleep, and I looked at his face with my head under his chin. He was so cute when he slept. I smiled, kissed his chest, and then fell into a deep sleep with him.