Jamie was ready to go back to school.
The boys were driving her crazy today. She hardly saw Max, except at night time.
He would come crawling into her bed each night.
Every night she had tried to deny him.
He was out looking for a job now.
She had remembered taking him in to get his driver's license just last year.
Karen was due home tomorrow. So tonight would have to be their last night sleeping closely together in the warmth of her bed.
Max drove up and down town, dropping of resumes and filling out applications.
He would come home and apply to more jobs online in the evening. But those nights, the way he pushed her body to respond to his.
She had shown him how to pleasure her and he was growing more confident in expressing his own needs.
Jamie kissed him in the morning as he snuck back to his own bed.
This morning his brother Simon entered Max's room.
"Hey, where have you been? I looked for you last night when I had a bad dream."
Max lied, he told him that he had gone to the bathroom, "silly."
He ruffled his little brothers hair.
Simon just shrugged and started to move away.
"You smell funny, like Miss Jamie's perfume, you like Miss Jamie, you like Miss Jamie."
He chanted as he went to get breakfast.
Jamie was already up in the kitchen, she gave Simon a side hug. "Morning, how was your dad's house kiddo?"
He shrugged.
"It was okay- I guess, we can't really play around over there. It makes Melanie nervous, that's his new girlfriend. She's only 18 just like Max."
Jamie thought that was ironic. An older man and younger woman was totally acceptable.
Turn it around and not so much.
She made Simon some eggs.
She scrambled 4 more Max. She knew what he liked now.
He would go to the gym to work out this morning.
Jamie wanted to join him.
She had to go to her class after she dropped the boys off.
Max came running into the kitchen," I got an interview Jamie!"
She gave him a squeeze on his arm.
Simon corrected Max."Miss Jamie, Max!"
She said it was fine, that Max was old enough to call her by her name.
Among other things, she thought.
He caught her eye and blew her a kiss behind Simon's back as he left for the gym.
A few hours later, Jamie made it to her class.
Sam met her at the door,"Hey what's up, haven't seen you for a week."
He grabbed her and unexpectedly kissed her lips.
She smiled awkwardly and pulled back.
"Oh, you're seeing someone else then?" he asked.
She put her eyes down and slid into her class- not answering him.
Jamie was trying to avoid his searing looks.
She never knew him to be the jealous type.
Sam waited until after class.
He came up behind her and kissed her neck as he had done many times before.
She brushed him away.
He was angry then.
"What's with you anyway, you tease and tease, but never put out. Man, I'm tired of your games."
She slapped his face.
He pulled back his fist as if he was going to hit her.
She leaned in. "Do it!"she said.
He shook his head, seeing other class mates and walked away,"B*tch!"
That was the kind of day it was going to be then.
She headed home, picking up Simon and Aaron on her way as they had just gotten out of primary school.
Max pulled up.
He was so happy, he kissed her right on the lips.
She pushed him off of her, the boys were in the living room. "Max, not in front of the boys."
He smiled.
"You are looking at the new Big Valley grocery associate! I got the job!"
She jumped up and down celebrating with him.
He pulled her into the pantry and kissed her deeply.
Her lips were swollen from his kisses.
She heard the boys looking for her."Miss Jamie, can I have some milk?"
Aaron knocked on the pantry door.
Max pretended that he was looking for something as Jamie pulled her shirt back down.
Aaron just looked at them,"You're acting weird."
They both stepped out, pretending that they had found what they were looking for.
Max was holding some plastic bags.
Jamie had a box of noodles.
Max ran to his room to call his mom to tell her about his new job.
She didn't answer.
She rarely did now that she had Jamie living there.
Max came back to Jamie and she could see that he was upset. "What did Karen say?"
He shrugged," No answer."
.
Jamie hadn't heard from her either.
She wondered if she was still coming home tomorrow as planned.
Max whispered close to her ear so the other boys wouldn't hear him.
"I need you, now!" He rubbed his finger along her spine.
She felt herself get warm all over. He was so sweet sometimes. She nodded,"Meet me in the car."
They went out to the garage and climbed into the car and she quickly kissed him.
He removed his shirt and started to unbutton hers as well.
He put his lips on her flesh, tasting her soft skin.
The stubble on his face chaffed her tender breasts.
She sat on him as he moved under her, holding her hips as he moved her to his rhythm. She was rocking them together slowly.
She was teasing him now, pulling back away from him.
He couldnt hold back, he slammed into her, his passion building.
He was bouncing her up and down. The car was rocking now, she moaned with each quick push.
He called out as he finished.
The windows were fogging up.
They were so caught up in their love making.
Max heard the garage door begin to open.
Jamie was hanging onto him, trying to catch her breath.
"Sh*t, mom's home!" Max whispered.
"Don't move, not one inch,"she said.
He started to giggle.
She put her hand over his mouth.
Karen pulled in and parked.
She grabbed her bag and ran into the house to use the bathroom.
Jamie and Max snuck out of the car.Jamie went up to her apartment to freshen up.
Max went into the house to greet his mother, Karen.
The two lovers avoided each other for the next few days.
On Jamie's day off she got a hotel room to get away.
She couldn't hide her feelings for him.
Max told his mom that he was going over to a friend's house.
Karen had been too overwhelmed with her job to ask any questions.
Jamie pulled into the beach hotel that she had rented for the night.
She didn't plan on Max joining her.
He insisted on it.
He drove up in the Volvo.
She saw him park from her window and sprinted down the stairs to help him with his bag.
The wind was blowing and her hair flew around her head like a banshee.
Max helped her pull her jacket hood up and put his strong arm around her as he ran with her into the hotel room.
He kicked the door shut behind him and grabbed her, pulling her to him.
He fell to his knees and began to hold her tight around her waist.
"I missed sleeping with you! It's not the same when mom is home."
She held his head and combed his hair with her fingers.
This boy! He was so loving.
She would break it off soon.
She felt so powerless against this spell that he had cast over her.
She never dreamed that she would be locked in this forbidden love affair.
He lifted her up and placed her on the bed. He removed his coat.
She saw a bandage on his shoulder, it was a tattoo on his left shoulder.
It said J and M forever, with a heart surrounding it.
He marked their affair on his body.
Like that would somehow make it real. It was his secret.
He told her he was working on moving out. He had a good job now.
She smiled at his fantasy. He was so naive. But she was not immune to his charms.
She pulled him to her. She felt the warmth of his body.
He was so hard every where.
She couldn't stop feeling his skin. He slowly undressed her.
He watched her tremble as he removed her pants.
He took his time to look her over. He was mesmerized by her body.
When he started to kiss her, it was like a wild fire ignited.
It was quick and hard this time. They were both in a rush to be together.
Afterwards she stroked his hair as he lay on her bare chest.
She treated him with loving kindness.
She knew her next words would sting his tender heart.
"Max, we can't keep doing this, it's not right. I was your nanny."
He lay still. She felt a tear drop on her chest. He was crying.
She lifted his head. She saw his red eyes.
He nodded at her.
He got up and got dressed to leave.
He knew she was right. He'd felt bad too.
He wanted to tell the world that she was his girl.
He looked so defeated.
She went to him and pulled him back to her.
She kissed him savagely, she suckled his lip as she pulled him in to her, tasting him again.
She wanted just this last night. One last night, then never again.
She gave him the best that she had to offer.
They made love all night.
She showed him different positions and let him experiment with her body.
He would use his tongue, teeth, and lips to bring her to extacsy.
They lay limp by morning when the sun rose.
He went out and got her some coffee.
Then they took a stroll down to the beach.
They talked quietly about his future, going to college.
He said he had applied at the same one that she was going to.
They walked and talked.
She tried to let him down easy. But her heart was breaking in two now.
She put her head on his shoulder and tears welled up from her heart break now too.
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It was a long drive home for both of them now.
He arrived first, she came back about an hour later, going straight up to her room.