Chapter 6
Nathan
I can't say that I hated the kiss, to tell the truth. Actually, I kind of enjoyed it. I didn’t want to enjoy it, I wanted to hate the kiss, I wanted to feel sick to my stomach because of the kiss. But I wasn’t.
To be honest, mostly to myself, I don't hate Becca. I really don't. I've never hated her. That’s just what I have made her believe. And yes I do feel so bad about my behavior, but that's the only thing I thought of to do. To keep her safe.
I hate myself for being like this towards Becca. Forgiving her these cold gazes, force my face to look disgusted. Talk to her with hatred in my voice.
Becca looks at me with disgust as well. But from start, she didn't. She looked at me in a whole other way. With other types of eyes. She looked at me hurt. With time she sort
