Chapter 9
Nathan
After Becca left us to go on her walk, I feel shameful and angry with myself. I know what she left right now because of me. It could be because of Rain as well, I think it's both of us actually, but mostly me. I'm being so cruel towards her, it's not fair.
I feel it's obvious that Becca wants to get away from me, now more than ever before. Ever since the accident with our hands, she hasn't looked me in the eyes. Not one time.
I mean, before she could still look me in the eyes. With hatred and disgust of course, but that I could handle. Now when she does look at me, it's with hurt. And that I can not handle very well.
"Nathan?"
Calvin snaps his finger in front of my face. He's annoyed with me right now. No one knows where Becca went and they are all blaming me. The
