Behind Closed Doors

First meeting

All throughout the day I feel uneasy, like there's something on my mind that I can't shake off. Oh yeah, the girl in my dream just literally walked in or school today. I was beyond shocked when I saw her, I almost forgot how she looked like in my dream but there's no doubt that it is her. When our eyes met I felt an electricity went over my body, and when I looked back she was still starring at me. Her eyes doesn't give any emotion and some part of me was disappointed.

"You can seat at the back next to Mr. Wyatt, " says Ms. Anderson.

She agreed and placed her things on the table next to me. I can't help but gawk at her, I mean yeah she's very beautiful. But the fact that I saw her in my dream, I'm going crazy. Am I going crazy? Cause I definitely feel like I am. I need some sort of explanation or I'll loose it. I stare at her the whole time with my unknowing look and I know that Ms. Anderson and all of my classmates notice since she calls me out twice. But, I can't help it.

She went outside almost immediately when we're dismissed for lunch.

"Dude I think Gunther fell in love with that new girl Kaya!" Chuck said with glee. Sometimes I really question why am I friends with these assholes.

I didn't respond, my mind is fixed on why she appeared in my dream. I can't remember exactly what happened to my dream but I know that it wasa good one.

"The great Gunther Lee Wyatt was knocked down by girl, HAHAHAHA that was the funniest". Miguel says laughing.

"Seriously Gunther are you going to stare at your food this entire time. Say something" I looked at Jordan, he was right. It's weird.

A couple of girl gave me a box and some letter on the table. Not this again. I can't even store a lot of things in my locker since there's a lot of girls throwing letters and gift in there. I don't even understand why are they doing this. It's just a f*****g face. Honestly, if there's a lot of people in this shitty town I doubt that they will ever notice me. Unfortunately for me this is reality, I can't even walked through campus without someone looking at me intently. I guess I can thank my father for this. Years already past but his presence still lingers. How I wish I can change everything.

Kaya enters the cafeteria and I can smell her scent. Is it that strong that I can still smell it from here? But anyways, It feels like this room got a little better now that she's here.

She sat at the farthest seat away from me. That didn't stop me from staring at her, I saw a lot of guys looking at her as she sat alone quitely. She was barely eating the food in front of her. I think she's aware of the eyes around her. She looked around annoyed and I don't know why but I felt happy.

Suddenly, she looked straight back at me. For a moment I indulge in the way she looks at me. How can someone he so beautiful.

After a while it got awkward for me but she still stares back. Chuck pulls me out of my little moment with Kaya. She also puts her attention to something else.

I feel a strong sense of familiarity towards her, I want to spend the whole day bombarding her with questions but I don't want her to think that I am a creep or something.

After lunch we went to the back of the football field to smoke.

When we arrive at the "smoking area" a lot of people was already there, Lizzy the girl that we went out with yesterday was here to. She walked straight to me and asked if I have time later for you know, her voice was so seductive that I want to vomit. Was she always this irritating she's really getting on my nerves. But still a number of guys still falls for this piece of crap. I mean she's pretty, but not as beautiful as my Kaya and I'm not really interested in sluts who sleeps half of this town already. Okay that might an exaggeration but according to my friends she even slept with his step brother. Don't know if it's true but it doesn't really matter. I'm not even a little bit interested.

I finished a stick of cigarettes and I lit another one. I'm not really a chain smoker but I want to smoke as much as I can while I'm at work since I won't have an opportunity to smoke later at home.

I went back to our room without Chuck they're still flirting with the girl that he's making out with earlier and I don't really want to watch them exchange their salivas.

Back to our homeroom I can see a guy hovering Kaya. I can't see her face but I can feel my face heat up from annoyance. I walked towards them and now that I'm in front of them I saw kaya's indifferent face, and suddenly It felt awkward. What the f**k am I doing. I was consumed by my anger earlier that I act harshly and now that I'm here akwardly.

"Move..." I told the guy, I think his name is Bryce.

I'm a little bit surprised on how I stated that calmly when I know that it was really awkward for me and for them.

I was about to sit when I caught a glimpse of Kaya smirking. Great! Now she's laughing at me, so stupid. Just because of a stupid dream how could I think or assume that there's something between me and Kaya. She didn't even bother knowing me, I should really stop this weird s**t I'm just putting myself in a very f*****g weird situation.