Behind Closed Doors

Marry Me

We decided to go on a quick smoke break after class, I normally would decline but sitting with the silent Kaya is very uncomfortable and I need some fresh air to ease the heat that's been bothering me since that Bryce spoked with Kaya. I needed smoke today that any other day, it feels like obe stick is not enough to distract me.

Walking in to The smoking area, a group of guys including bryce and his buds was in the smoking area already. I saw him looked at me and I glare back in return. He flinches and stares at his shoes, good boy...

I know my social skills needs improvement but I sense a kind of possessiveness when it comes to Kaya.

Why? It's definitely because of my dream last night.

Sigh...

That dream again, I need closure with that, that's the only time that I can shake of this feeling that's been bothering me. I need to confront her if she know something or anything.

I lit another cigarette and I feel a little bit dizzy because of this stress I smoke more sticks today than I used to. I just need a distraction to shake off this uneasy feeling.Sadly smoking is just making it worse. Now I feel a little bit sick and I ask Chuck if we can go back. I think he can sense my uneasiness and agrees. There's a reason why he's my best friend.

He finishes his last stick and we ask the others to join us.

After smoking we went to the restroom to remove the smell of cigarettes, in the classroom Kaya was already sitting on the chair next to me.

Next subject is philosophy with Mr. Evans, he's usually absent since his mother needs some assistance and he can't find anyone that she likes. That old woman is really picky as if they can find any one else who can do the job in this s**t hole of a town.

We just sat there awkardly waiting for thirty minutes before we can confirm that she's not coming. Everybody including me is holding their breath.

No one in the right mind is in the mood for boring discussion from sleepy-and-always-tired Mr. Evans.

Thirty minutes past and the crowd rejoice. Even the dumbass beside me is cheering.

Some of our classmates already disappear from the classroom some are chatting loudly and I thought...

Hey this is a great opportunity for me to ask Kaya some questions, good idea. I turned to her and smiles, everybody falls for my smile since thet can't see it that often. But she didn't even flinch, I said Hi and she just looked at me.

Wow, even with my megawatt smile, I always thought that girls would always fall for it. I have proven that so many time buy maybe I wad just delusional.

I can feel Chuck laughing behind me, I know this is a first. I need another approach maybe she's used to guys doing this dumb s**t just for her attention, that's not surprising she's gorgeous even with her resting face.

Let me try again...

"If you need anything or if you have any questions just talk to me", I offered.

Damn! I sound thirsty, what the f**k am I thinking I should really get myself checked.

"Okay." She replied. I can hear Chuck laughing louder and crazier that a while ago. I have this urge to punch him but I don't want Kaya to think that I'm dangerous or something.

I feel like heaven and earth conspired just to punch me in the gut. I can feel the humiliation pumping through my veins and making my face heat. Never in my life would I imagine approaching a girl like this and all I got? Was technically rejection.

I convince myself to calm down and just forget about asking her about that stupid dream, it's just a dream anyways I don't see any reason why would Kaya listen or even give me an answer the whole idea it dumb even in my head. Plus I don't want her to think that I'm crazy saying such things about seeing someone or her in my dream.

After a while I was stunned when she leaned in and whisper something I can't comprehend at first. I asked her to repeat what she just said and she says to meet her in the forest after school. I was dumbfounded, I can't move. What after responding coldly to me a while ago?

But, a part of me was happy that she proactively spoke to me and what else? She asked me to meet her later, just the two of us. Finally, this is my chance I need to think of the right questions to make it sound as normal as possible.

Suddenly I wish that this day will be over so I can speak with Kaya in the forest already.

I thought about Einsteins' relativity theory, time sure is slow when you're excited about something to happen.

Last period was biology, Im sitting next to Chuck and Jordan and I can't still focus.

We were suppose to cut open a frog and find its organs, while most of the girls are ttying to suppress their gagging my friends are here trying to look for the frogs p***s. I spot Kaya cutting her frog swiftly, looks like she's not affected by our conversation a while ago.

After the period ends I ran to my locker and as usual there's a lot of letters just lying there. I quickly shoves my books and look at the mirror to see if I'm presentable, I sprayed a few perfume and I'm ready. I ran in the forest ignoring Jordan ane Miguel calling out my name.

When I arrived Kaya was sitting in a fallen tree, I wanted to sit beside ger but she git up and stare at me. After a while she say

"So, when are we getting married?"

What?