The Quadruplet Alpha’s Broken Mate

The Kiss

{Lilith’s POV}

I was awoken by the sound of birds chirping outside my window. It was so loud I and I was still so tired. I reached over with my eyes closed and found the closest thing to me, launching it at the window. I heard a loud bang, then the sound of wings flying away. I leaned back in my bed and snuggled up under the covers.

I heard a deep throaty chuckle beside me and turned to see Silas sitting in the chair next to my bed. “You must really hate birds..” he said. I shook my head then looked around for me phone. I couldn’t find it, so I turned to Silas and made phone gestures. “You threw it at the window.” He chuckled out as he stood, walking to the window, bending down and grabbing my phone. He brought it to me and sat down on the bed beside me.

I quickly typed out. “Where is everyone?”

“They went to go get some breakfast and bring it back. They’ll be a little bit, they went to our Nana’s house to get some breakfast. Said they’d bring something for the two of us too.” He said smiling softly.

“Why didn’t you go?” I typed.

“I didn’t want to leave you alone..” he said rubbing the back of his neck.

I smiled and blushed slightly, that may have been the sweetest thing he’s said to me. I began to type then suddenly felt a wave of pain crash over me. I jumped up, slumping over and gripping my stomach. Along with the pain came something I didn’t expect, desire..

“Lilith, are you alright?” He asked leaning in closer and placing his hands on my sides. I looked up into his eyes, they were filled with worry.

I looked up at him, nodding my head and turning away. I was confused, and h**** for no reason. I felt my underwear growing more wet by the second.

“Lilith, you need to stop that..” he said.

My face was as red as a tomato and I couldn’t bear to look at him. I closed my eyes and looked down gripping my blanket roughly. Once the wave passed I reached down and grabbed my phone, I quickly typed. “Maybe you should go.. y-you’re making it worse..” I typed out still refusing to look at him.

“Making it worse? How?” He asked in an offended tone.

“I can’t even look at you right now.. I just want to..” I stopped typing and sat the phone down covering my face with my hands.

He picked up the phone, reading the screen. “Want to what?” He asked setting it down and leaning closer to me. He grabbed my hands softly and moved them away. My face was blood red and I couldn’t look him in the eye. I kept staring at his lips, I really wanted to kiss him. He watched my eyes and I saw the expression on his face change to one of understanding. “Ohh..” he said understand and sat back. He began moving away, releasing my hands. “I’m sorry..” he turned away, standing up and I quickly jumped up grabbing his face with my hands. They looked so tiny on him, I pulled him back towards me making him stumble and fall on top of me.

I felt my face heat up, so I knew I was red, it was too late now, I had him where I wanted him. I pulled him down closer and pressed my lips to his. He tried to pull away but I wrapped my arms around his neck deepening the kiss.

He m***** softly as I ran my tongue against his bottom lip. I felt his tongue graze across mine and I opened my mouth. He dove his tongue in, exploring every inch of my mouth. I pressed my body up against his and he pulled back quickly standing up and backing away. “No.. we shouldn’t..” he said walking towards the door. “I’ll go get Raph to give you your medicine..” he finished, opening the door and leaving the room.

He.. he rejected my advances.. I covered my mouth and the feeling of embarrassment washed over me. I stood up making my way to the bathroom, as soon as I was in there I locked the door and slid down the side of it. I sat for a while before I felt something drip on my arm. I reached up touching my face, and felt the tears that were streaming down my cheek. I hadn’t even realized I was crying.

I stood walking to the shower and turning it on, I stripped out of the hospital gown, and tossed my underwear. I stepped into the shower and allowed myself to savor the warm water beating against my skin. My mate didn’t want to kiss me.. I should have known better. Carson always did say that no one but him would want me. Maybe he was right, maybe I really was unlovable. I sat down on the shower floor pulling my knees to my chest and cried as the water fell onto me. Soon I heard a knock on the door. “Lilith, it’s me, I have your meds.” Silas said softly on the other side of the door.

I slowly stood and washed my hair, then my body quickly. I wasn’t trying to ignore him, I just couldn’t talk to him. After about ten minutes Silas knocked again. “Lilith are you angry with me?” He asked. I don’t know what he was expecting, he knows I can’t talk. “Alright I’m coming in!” He said, barging in the door. There I was, completely exposed, rinsing off my body. I looked at him calmly and just went back to rinsing off. “Why are you acting that way?” He asked, I turned my back to him and continued my shower. “Lilith!” He said loudly, making me turn my attention to him.

At this point I was embarrassed, and irritated so I pointed to my throat and threw up my arms. He walked out and brought me my phone. He handed it to me, I shook my head and gently tossed it away. “Lilith, please just answer me.” I shook my head once more, I refuse to do this with him. If he is really so stupid that he can’t tell what upset me, then he has problems! I turned back around, facing away from him and just let the water run over my body. The feeling of the water breading off my skin was overwhelming. It felt amazing, and I wanted nothing more than to just stand in the water all day. That was, until Silas stripped down and hopped in the shower with me. I turned, seeing him completely nude and my mind just froze. I know my face was red, and it was burning up. I couldn’t believe that he was in here n**** with me. I blushed turning away and running my face under the water. What was he thinking?