27 Xiera's POV "We're here." Dylan said. I know what he said and I know what that means but I can't seem to process it. Ginusto ko ito, hindi ba? I asked for it. So why am I having second thoughts? Kinakabahan ako pero ayaw ko namang umurong. Hindi ko hinayaan si Dylan na dalhin ako dito at hindi ako sumama sa kanya para lang maglaro ng poker. This is it. This is the day. I kept my hands on my lap. Nangangati kase ako na hawakan siya but I am also afraid of touching him. Baka mamaya, madisgrasya pa kami, kasalanan ko pa. "Xiera," He grabbed my hands and put it on top of his pants. Napasinghap ako. I wanted to remove my hands but his firm grip kept me from removing my hands. "It's painful." I bit my lower lip. Feeling ko nga namamaga na yon dahil kaninang-kanina ko pa siya kinakagat.