True Love never Dies

Two years later

Sam left that night and I never heard back from him. I was happy to let him slip out of my mind yet seeing my son daily reminded me of him and it hurt so deeply when that happened.

Two years later in 2016 while preparing to take my kids and three friends to Suva for a field trip, I received another message from their eldest sister asking to meet Ronnie. I had agreed to meet with her but then my husband realized this as he read the messages one day. This day I thought my husband was going to leave me. “MJ are you still in love with Sam,” “No, why,”I answered him. He shouted in my face saying “I read your massages with Sam’s Sister and you was pretty much still in love with him.” I was shocked at his tone and all I did was weep. I cried and cried and then I got to a point where I eventually gave up so I replied, “Toby you’ve been in love before and you know how hard it is to be in love with someone and then get hurt. Well in my case I loved the man and he loved me and our love was killed by the distance between us and the fact that we didn’t have any phone contact. Toby, I've created a whole new world for you and our children and that is our little haven, as for Sam I loved him for the father of my child and for being the first man that showed what love is all about. We’re both adults and both destined to separate lives yet there is still a common factor in our lives and that is Ronnie,” I assured him. “If anything ever happens I am not leaving you for him, I said.

Two days after that conversation, the trip to the Capital City happened and I was off with my four children for their field trip. Our schedule was pretty tight from the day we arrived and before we knew it we were on to our last day again. After the kids had their dinner on the last evening, one of my cousins Luis invited a few of us mothers to his house for dinner but instead he had bought wine. We drank wine had dinner and then at 9pm he took us all out to a night club. We were all seating around a table and he had bought jugs of rum of cola and all of us were enjoying our dancing and drinking and just having fun when one of the ladies and I went to the washroom. On our way I was shocked when someone pulled my hand and as I looked back I was in more shock when I saw who it was. It was Sam, he had been drinking with one of his buddies. He pulled me over hugged and kissed my forehead. “What are you doing here,”I asked him. “I should be asking you the same question,” he said. “I came with my cousins and some friends,” I said. “Well I came to look for you at the place where you all were boarding and the Security told me that you had gone out with some other ladies and so I figured you all would hit the clubs so I was looking for you,” he replied. “MJ please come love me tonight, I just cannot get you out of my mind, and as soon as I saw pictures being posted on f*******: I knew that I had a chance so I travelled from the Burning West on the afternoon bus just to try to be with you,” he added.

“Sam I really don’t know what to say to that, but I am a married woman I keep telling you over and over again. And my being here is because my cousin invited us for a lady’s night out, and I can not just leave my friends and cousin to go with you to wherever. I brought my children and right now as we speak, they are sleeping at the school where we are boarding for the week,” I told him.

It was at that instance that my cousin Luis started noticing that I had not returned from the washroom, so on his way to buy us more drinks he came looking for me and saw me talking with Sam. “I got a hell of a fright when he touched my shoulder and whispered in my ear, “are you ok Cous?”. “I am good I told him, meet Sam he is Ronnie’s father,” I told him over the deafening loud music. “Oh hello Sam, I am Lius, MJ’s cousin, would you like to join us,”? he asked Sam. Sam agreed and a few seconds after that we were headed to our corner with Sam and his friend. The introductions were made and all my lady friends were excited to see my handsome Sam, who braced himself beside me as if he was still my man. Two of the ladies pulled me to them and told me how handsome the man was. “Yes he is handsome but he has a wife and I have a husband because he betrayed me,” I told them. Sam never left my side, he just wanted to stand next to me, just pulling me closer to him every time we stood up to dance in a circle. After some time one the ladies picked him to dance and he went but as soon as he came back he came to stand beside me again. When he had gone to dance, Luis came to my side and asked me “Cous are you two seeing each other again,?” “No we are not, he’s been trying to seduce me to leave Toby for him, but I cannot do such a thing,” I replied.

At 12 midnight Sam asked if he and I could go outside of the club to talk so I told Luis and my friends that I was going with Sam and would meet them back at our base. We walked outside and walked over to the park where we bought some Barbecue and hot dogs and walked over to an empty seat where we sat and ate.

We talked and were still arguing about getting back together. After we finished our meal, Sam asked me if I wanted to go spend the night with him at his hotel because it was late to find a taxi to go back to our base. I agreed on the condition that we were not sleeping on the same bed. We walked up a few blocks to the City Hotel and took the elevator up to his room. While in the elevator, Sam started kissing me again this time more hungrily and passionately. It didn’t feel so wrong because after all I too still had feelings for him. As the elevator stopped, he stopped and we walked out to go to the room.

As we walked into the room I told him that I needed to have a shower because I was all hot and sweaty from the dancing and from the walk-up. I found the bathroom and took my clothes off to have a shower and there he was, he came too to have a shower with me. “MJ this is like old times, please let me shower with you just this once,” he said. We walked into the big bathroom and as the water touched our bodies Sam was right there soaping my neck and back and as his hand moved around my body, my body shivered at his touch. He rinsed off the soap from my body and with the water splashing on my back he turned me to him and started kissing me passionately with his hands roaming my body and before I knew it he was sucking my breasts and his mouth moved down my abdomen and his hands parted my legs and moved further down to where it found my c******s and his magic fingers again started massaging it so tenderly, I let out a loud moan. His mouth moved down and before long he was crouched on the floor lifting one of the legs up against the wall and he was licking my p***y so tenderly I swear I didn’t want him to stop. As I moaned he kept working his tongue up and down my p***y I was soon feeling my orgasm coming and before long I felt it splash out onto his face I guess but I felt him suck my p***y so hard I moaned louder again. Still, with the water on my back I put my leg down, knelt before him, and started sucking his d**k which was now increasing in size as I licked it and sucked it more.

I turned off the tap grabbed the towel and we both walked into the bedroom where I pushed him onto the bed and bended over to suck his big d**k some more. It was such a feeling for him because all I could hear was his moans and groans and the sound of him calling out my name begging for more. Just as I knew he was hard enough I climbed on top of him and up and down I began sitting on his d**k with so much passion, slower at first and then I started going fast and faster. He was still not ready yet so he stopped me and as I got off he pulled me to kneel on the lounge chair nearby then he took me from behind and started thrusting me harder and harder and oh how I loved every bit of it. It was so hard and I thought I wasn’t going to stop and help to thrust in and out of me. His d**k felt so hard and big and so good I felt my climax rising again a second time. “Harder please Sam harder,” I called out over my shoulder. That’s exactly what he did, harder and harder until we both climaxed together and his seamen were all over my virgina. We puffed and panted from such good s*x and as we lay on the bed without any regrets because this is something we had both wanted to do over the years. After 20 minutes I regained my strength and walked into the bathroom for a nice long warm bath. As I came out of the shower Sam walked in had his shower too. When he came out I was in a bathrobe with the door open I was smoking a cigarette, it was 3 am. He opened his bag and pulled out two sarongs and T-shirts that he had bought a gift for me. I dressed in a sarong and T-shirt and we both climbed into bed got under the cover to sleep. We fell asleep in each others arms.

At 6 am the alarm went off from his phone and we both woke up and got ourselves ready for the day. It was a short but sweet meet. At 6.30 am we walked down to the Hotel restaurant where breakfast was ready. I sat down and Sam quickly poured me a cup of coffee and one for himself too. We had our coffee and fruits and eggs on toast and talked further. “Sam, at 7.30 please I should be out of here, can you please promise me that you will not contact me again.” He promised me that so our arrangement was that if ever I was on their island I would contact him and we will meet, otherwise there was no messages or phone calls.

At 7.30 am, we caught a cab and he dropped me a few feet away from the gate of our base. As I walked in a few of the mothers were just waking up while most of the children were still fast asleep. I walked in and woke everyone up so we could have our morning devotion. My friends from the previous night had just walked in at 6 am I heard. Ronnie my eldest never asked me anything, only Geraldine my daughter asked me where I had been. “I spent the night at Uncle Luis’s place because there were no taxis in the night,” I lied.