Lycan’s Mate

Kol & Lourdes

Kol Pov

I have been feeling uneasy for a while now, but I can’t put my finger on It; 's all during, my Lycan is berserk. Could it be?

‘I can feel our mate… she is here.. Finish with this kid and find our mate.’ Kiba, my hybrid, tells me.

He is over noted to know she is finally here, yet It's been 50 years since the souls of my aunt and Uncle was united with their wolves by using the crystal.

We have lost track of where they could be, but I know they are alive; at least Uncle is, and he is here too. We lost track of Aunt Celeste a while ago, and we are still searching for her.

Having to stay with my parents and sister was my only choice during this entire drama, how could I? When I haven't found my mate at least. At least till now from what Kiba is shouting at me. Now I’m going nuts with these feelings of being rejected.

As these things keep taking my mind, the boy with “his dream” is starting to be suspicious. He acts weird for a boy. His clothes also seem to be a bit odd; in all, his physique appears like a weird kid.

Speaking of my sister, as usual Elin has no importance to these things, always in her head, I stopped as soon as the boy is by my side, that smell of coconut creamer candy is intoxicating my nose and senses, not long from having this scent fill my nostrils I hear the most s****l voice, my eyes dart everywhere looming for the source when I see her, and oh my gods.

“Copa I’m innocent!“ shouts the boy next to me when we both shout.

“MATE!”

The boy looks at us in shock and Elin is annoyed at my blessing. As if my sister will ever see reason. I ignore her ignorance as I direct myself to my mate. Oh how I want her. ‘You mean we want her! Go to our mate! I want my mate!’ Kiba is running around, my head doing anything to impress her wolf thru in my head, down boy!

“Jonathan was it right?” Asks Elin quickly, with anger in her tone.

Jonathan looks at her a bit timid. “Yea?”

“Seeing as my brother is suddenly occupied, come with me, I’m sure KOL! Will join us sooner rather than later.” She states as she takes off with Jonathan. I don’t let my sight leave my mate.

I dont let my eyes off my mate for a second as I reply her. “Be there soon Elin” it's hard to even focus on anything that's not her.

My answer must have gotten on Elin’s last nerves as I hear her stop or walking back to me, I'm not sure but she speaks again. “We need you in here Kol. Snap out of it!” She taps hard on the floor and I feel it shake a bit, she is mad and I don't care.

Trying to get to my mate I'm stopped by a man who comes and taps on my mates shoulder, making me growl at him, he doesn’t look surprised at my actions.

‘Remember I can't show myself with these wolf's present.’ Kiba reminds me, then my chances to show dominance is lower. Will this affect being with our mate? Or is he the chosen mate?

‘I hope not... I want my mate.’ Kiba whimpers in my head and I feel his pain. Please let him be just another wolf.

‘We will figure it out.’ He nods in agreement. Yet that doesn't last long as I hear ‘Get mate!’ again.

The man looks straight at me then places his hand out to shake mine, “Hello, I’m Jose, Delta of Cotorra Pack and this is the School Co-Director of the same pack Lourdes.”

Looking at his hand, I take it and shake, he shakes firmly, feeling him trying to make a point I let loose my strength making the Delta twitch a bit, good.

“It's a pleasure to meet you, my name is Kol Williams, my father is the Main Governor, the representative of both countries from the gates.” I'm done with each cockblock I'm being thrown with, it became a bit more difficult as I hear her purr, I need to have a bit more control or I willlose my s**t.

“So you're the only son, do you help your father?” He asks me after returning his hand and messaging it.

“No, I have my job, babysitting those who leave this island to then return back here.” I cross my arms done with this introduction, he gets my indirect.

He chuckles at hearing me. “I see, well I'm glad to have you on board... But I’m pretty sure Lou is more on board to you the-” he is cut off by my mate.

“PRIETO!” She smacks his shoulder, he chuckles as she blushes of embarrassment and I smile in aw to her.

“Too easy Lou. I’ll leave you both and let daddy know you will be babysitting our Lou.” he adds looking at me while he laughs full hearty and I blush at his assumption, I stiffen my laugh from his complete burn to my current state, he is good.

“Don't say it like that, gods why am I still friends with you, oh wait it’s when Mary decided to ruin her life all those years ago.” one of her hands is crossed in her chest and the other one is rubbing her temples.

Jose starts walking away towards the room where the kids are and then turns for a second to look at us both. “It's too good to pass Lourdes!!!”

He turns from the other kids to Elin and the boy, behind him the rest of the kids follow close. I look back at my mate, Lourdes. My Lourdes. I straighten myself as best as I can.

I want to show her that I’m in full attention towards her, she seems to be nervous as if I’m going to do something towards her.

“Hello, my name is Lourdes Martez Martines; I'm the co-director of the Cotorra School District. Before we continue, I will straighten with you from my part because I know you are my Superior; I will not apologize for Delta's behavior. However I hope his reckless behavior doesn't tarnish our packs reputation to you.” I can’t help my smile after hearing her voice, her soft raspy voice, she doesn't have to apologize at all for that mut, I extend my hand to shake her’s.

“Hello, it's a pleasure to meet you, Lourdes. I will handle him latter, there's a much urgent matter at hand. Would you accompany me to a more private room?” I need to make sure she is as reserved as I want my mate to be, if she is my mate she is only mine, I hear her gulp hard during our shake her palms are getting wet.

‘If mate gets scared I'm going to bite your hand off Kol.’ Kiba warns me and I want to be joking but he can and has harmed my body before.

“Of course, after you.” I start to walk us to a small guest room, I’m not going to mate her and mark her until I know about this.

Even though Kiba is being a beast with me, he is putting me through a hell of a battle to keep my cool. All because I can’t get her out of my head, which is so stupid because she is following me as I think of her.

Her blonde iron straight hair that reaches just a bit under her shoulders but above her chest, her caramel skin, her brown chocolate eyes, a juicy girl for sure bigger on her chest and a bit less on the rear, short in height.

I can't get her round chubby cheeks, with natural lips, out of my head she is simple simple yet elegant office imag, I want to turn around to see her small eyes with full thick eyelashes, and kept eyebrows.

I wonder what she looks like, under that simple makeup, she must look cute. From a small laugh, she had from the Delta she has dimples and then most pearly white teeth, granted she has braces but is still cute, in her light blue button blouse, office jacket, office pants, and closed short buckle heels.

’I wonder who her wolf is.. She must be a real looker, I will be annoyed if you get all the juicy and all I get is fur’ I bite my cheek to not laugh at his words.

‘Seems someone is touchy about meeting his mate’ I start to chuckle a little at him huffing in my head.

’I will hurt you if I don't get my mate, just a full warning, I can perform too.’ He puts his head high in my head signaling his pride while I'm holding my laughter at my hybrids display of self esteem.

‘Touchy little wolf are we.’ I keep teasing while chuckling at the conversation I am having with Kiba, I'm not aware of Lourdes's curious face at my reaction, as I open the door and wait for her to enter.

Her face has me concerned, she seems hurt and depressed about something. If she is no virgin, it will practice my breathing and such, it’s not an easy idea to know I have not been active for a mate who has been.

I close the door as she sits in a single chair, that got me a bit nervous, when I finally sit I mind link my father and mother to let them know what’s happening, then I take a big breath so that can we talk.

“I can't begin to tell you how emotional I am, I hate how I have to be self controlled but I assure you, you are not the reason why I need to be like this.” She smiles at my words and I can feel Kiba getting irritated for not getting to the point.

‘Yea I know, blame the dog.’ Kiba barks at me.

“I'm the same, I do want to take this moment to finally be safe, either it being mates or rejected.” that I wasn't expecting to hear from her, Kiba starts to whine in my head as I see her take a deep breath I brace myself.

“I will just go on and say it. Both my wolf Monica and I suffer from MRKH syndrome.” her lips are placed in a line as if she just declared the end of her life with her words, my eyebrows unit in worry and confusion.

“MRKH syndrome what is that if you could please tell me?” she looks down at the floor, I can sense this is the reason she thinks I will reject her. I will never reject her but I might not accept her either, it all will depend.

“I was born with an absent v****a and uterus. Neither Monica nor I can have pups.” She answers her last words softly almost like a whisper.

That was not expected, wait so I can’t have pups with her. ‘My mate can't have pups but she can still be loved. I want my mate Kol!’ I agree Kiba, but it is a hit to me.

I have had things prepared for pups of my own, now I know I can’t have them. I need to think about this. I look at her to make sure she is not overreacting on this but I see no change in her behavior and I see no reason for her to lie.

“Do you want pups?” I ask her. She swallows hard and her eyes look watery, I know these questions are important, I need to know to work with my choices.

“I honestly never gave it much on the idea. I’m biased towards the subject. Do you?” Her voice is shaky and I hate having to hear her be afraid of me, but this is a conversation I need to have with her.

“Yes, I do. But I also know that I'm no moon goddess. This is a hit to me, I don't know what to do, but I want you to tell me. Are you willing to go other ways to have pups if given the chance?” Her eyes shifted probably to speak with her wolf and Kiba wiggled his tail in my head.

‘I love the sound of that name... MONICA. MMMMM’ He sends me so many images of things I want to do to her but I push him and the images back.

“Well depends, I don't want my mate to be with another she wolf that's not me I-” I take her hand in mine and squeeze it a bit to reassure her that I'm with her, only our sparks shoot thru our bodies, and holding Kiba back is proving near impossible.

“I agree. What if we adopt a pup, that is not wanted by anyone other than us, that needs a real family?” I move my thumb on her hand as she fights the tears from her eyes.

“We?” she asks us as I feel Kiba is wiggling his tail. ‘Mate is listening to us! Keep talking!’

“From what I'm discussion with you. Yes. Us.” Lourdes smiles brightly, oh gods that face is adorable.

“If that is one the solutions at hand for the moment, I'm on board.” I haven't felt my heart rate skip a beat till this moment from feeling all her sparks run thru me, I breath a bit more to calm, this isn't over.

“Alright well that just leaves one more really hard conversation between us. There are things you must know of me.” I take out a small patch from my boot, it has a concealing of the fabric so the metal knife I have in it doesn’t harm me, I pull the fabric down as I hold it while I finish my conversation.

“This is the only thing that will finalize our choice, if you accept to do this blood bound. I can't tell you what it contains because then you might reject me in the spot but know that this is the only final thing I ask to fully accept one another.” Many things will change latter but right now I need her to accept this.

She looks a bit taken back but considering her options with her wolf. “If I do you will be my mate but if I don't-” I cut her off to save her trouble.

“If you don't I won't mark you. I can't reject you. But I can leave you unmarked.” If I even consider that an option I will be killed by Kiba.

“Then what of me? Do I have a say on this choice? It seems to be more on your favor than mine. What will I gain from this blood bond to you other then us?” Her words cut a bit but draw me to realize what she is saying.

“I cant tell you more then what I already told you. You will have us fully. I will be everything you want, need and desire. That goes double with Kiba.” I finish an her eyebrow shoot up.

“Who is Kiba? Your wolf?” she is left speechless when Kiba decides to talk thru our mate bond.

‘I’m the best version of Kol my muffin’ I close my eyes and breath out a bit more heavy.

“That would be Kiba and I assure you as long as your my mate, he won’t kill me. But I now need you to join me in my blood bond.” I s***h my hand and then she gives her hand we shake our hands as I chant, the chant makes her say the words that will stay till I choose to break it.

“Kol, Lourdes, Kiba, and Monica have united our desires to hold against all others our true identity of being the twins blessed to be the gates of the gods, of being the hybrid children. Until Kol is to break the blood bound on us all.” As soon as it was said, a gold spark tied us, solidifying our bond, as soon as it takes place my father mind links me.

‘Kol, did you made a bond just now?’

‘I found my mate, she agreed to hold our secret as long as she is my mate’

‘Your- you're what?!’

‘My mate, the co-director of the cotorra pack school district.’

‘Congratulations son! I know it's a big step for you. I know this might get in between your plans but, we need you two here. We can't discuss anything else until you get here. Be here in five minutes.’

I look at a shocked and confused Lourdes, she takes her hand away fast. I’m a bit down as to why she did that, but then again I told her in the chanting. As she rubs her hand, she fidgets and I can see she is scared.

Kiba starts growling in my head. ‘You better have not made her regret our choice you stupid human of mine.’ he warns me, but I have a feeling my mate understands more then he does, she looks at her hand one more time before she directs her focus to me.

“ You-you're a hybrid?” she finally says out loud.

“Yes, to be exact I'm a werewolf, Lycan and Wizard. But you won't ever be able to say it to anyone unless I break the bond.” my smile reaches my ears from the joy I'm feeling at having her now the truth safe and sound.

“Hold on, then why are we here? Are you in danger or running short on leads?” her nervous and doubt of why this is happening is consuming her.

“No my family has been in desperate need of this help. You will know what we will be doing soon, we are needed with the others my love.” gods that felt so good to say.

She stands up and hugs me, giving me all the sparks on a hole another level, I hug her back as she looks up at me a bit more worried then she did before.

“So your not in any danger?” she repeats to me, I smile with love in my eyes at her worry, I bend a little to nuzzle my nose to hers, she blushes and blinks fast at my action.

“We all are, but this progress will end that. Now let's be on our way my muffin, as long as we are together we will be more then alright together.” I tangle my fingers with hers and go out to where everyone else is waiting for us.

I hold her hand, the same one I took to seal our bond, I kiss it with so much love and kiss to help her calm down. She is shaking a little because of how I’m kissing her hand alone, wait till we are alone my muffin.

“You seem to be more, different then you where before the blood bond was done.” she holds our hand with her other hand as we keep on walking.

‘Tonight you will get to meet a much more different wolf too me honeysuckle’ Kiba declares and I know he means it, seems it's going to be an interesting night.

“I have never laid with any woman. You are my first everything. As I hope to be the same to you. I have saved my entire self for you. No man or woman has had me in any way.” She starts blushing at my words, I only hope she sees that I am truthful to my words, but she also must know one more thing about me.

“I will be the only one you will ever have. If you ever have another while I'm still alive. I will kill them.” she stops walking and I direct my attention to her shocked face.

“I would never consider being unfaithful. I'd rather die” her words break my jealousy and leave me feeling proud of knowing more who my mate is.

“Even if you do. That whom your having will die Lourdes. I have zero tolerance to sharing what belongs to me. Ask Elin my twin. She can tell you my obsession with anything that is mine.” She walks a little but now I smell her arousal and I almost pin her to the wall and have her right here right now. ‘Down boy!’ Kiba mimics and if I could smack him I would.

Her giggle throws my attention back to her “You sound like a psychopath. It's kinda sexy.” I kiss her forehead helping her arousal lessen as we kept walking to the room we are expected to be.

“Glad you are now aware of who I am. If there's anything you don't like about me we can discuss it and we can make things work my love. I'm no monster to you. Oh and I know I am psychotic jerk.” Her eyes grow in size as we walk.

“Well about the being with others... Why are you assuming that of me?” She asks with determination even tho her hand is shaking.

“Have you been with another?” I feel Kiba move side to side with my question.

“I had one boyfriend. I broke up with him because he was always doing things I did not agree with. I ended it because he wanted more from me in bed and I didn't. Jose, when I told him what he tried to do he thanked me for trusting him and the next day my best friend who is his mate texted me saying my ex was in intensive care and asked to let me know he was sorry. Never heard from him after that. No we never went as far as first base.” She looked down at our hands and I took her to look at me straight at my face.

“Thank you for being honest with me, I won't take it easy on the Delta but I will keep it in mind, know that I will never do that to you and neither will Kiba.” I declare to her the truth as she looks at me a bit unsure, so I give control to Kiba.

“Hey my honeysuckle, Kol is right, id rip thru Kol, get my paw in a bear trap then to go against your beautiful wishes.” Kiba gives me back control and she just blushes brightly.

“Can I please give you a kiss?” She moves her feet up to try and reach me and I bend down to kiss her, as soon as I felt her lips Kiba started purring in my head, all our sparks and warmth grew billion times over.

After that wonderful kiss I nuzzled her nose ones more. We keep walking to the end of the hall going through the big double doors were the others are, these double doors have the center of a stone placed in them, the color of this it’s of copper, the shape of the wood area is of an oak tree.

One's we are within the doors, we go to everyone else in a general greeting, I ask for a moment to take my mate to a near room, ones we are in the clear we leave and arrive to the new room and focus on getting the windows locked, the shades are down on their own.

Lourdes POV

I cannot believe this god-like wolf, well a hybrid. Is my mate, we are in this room to add more to what we have agreed to. My entire fear of being rejected was thrown out the window when he told me about that blood bond, I wonder if he would mind wanting a pup recently born, I always left those ideas out of my mind since my life never gave me the opportunity and I never fitted the bill to others.

Well not like Marisol, she had it easy growing up together but she was and still is a hard girl to get close to. Just like Jose, truth be told he has always been the it guy. Always having a lady one day and the next day another one, the guy even dated teachers from the school board.

It took a hit to Mary when they learned who they were to one another. Originally Marisol wanted to end it, she refused to be with a guy who had done it to almost every girl in the pack. I still can't believe my mom is one of those girls, but I will never tell that to my students, specifically her kids.

That is for their parents to share, taking my mind off the god like men in front of me is harder than I thought. I mean how can someone who looks older than me look so good, or is it just me, maybe I need another one's point of view. I mean yes he could be mistaken for my shadow but hey ones you go bl*** you never go back, at least

“Would it be alright if I could call a friend of mine? I need to be sure of something.” I ask him nervously because I don't want to provoke him even tho it's hot when he is pissed.

“As long as it's not another man. I'm still debating in the Delta.” his answer got me thinking that it won't be a good idea to have them against each other.

“Jose is my best friend. He is my best friends mate and I would like it if you could respect him. You don't have to understand it if you don't want to.” I dail Marisol's number after I respond to him on that, I put my Bluetooth on so he can't hear or at least I hope he doesn't hear.

‘Hey, Lou! What's up? Did my boys do anything ?” I chuckle.

“No, not yet but I do want to warn you I met my mate and he is not okay with Jose’s behavior.” I clarify her and she laughs outloud.

‘I'm not that surprised but I am excited about you! Welcome to the prison! Whatever we say is between us till death.’ I giggle at her enthusiasm and I feel super happy to have her support now if she can get the video I can go back to googling like a lovesick puppy to my mate.

‘Ou I get it, the number and model of the last conversation right? Okay, let's see this year's lucky number.” She picked up the video and I waved at her ones I did I switched the video am right on time he took his shirt off and Marisol whistles.

’I got backup plans already after reviewing your number he is an excellent candidate in my books.” I blush and switched my video to me I jumped a little being like a little girl in high school again.

“You never told me of the backup?” I asked because for a split second I believed she had a backup plan.

‘I do now. Ufff I think Jose needs to update poor boy is becoming more like my dad.” Now that made me laugh, it is true Jose started getting angry at almost anything that wasn't Marisol.

As Marisol keeps ranting about him, I look at how my mate flexes his shoulders, his back mussels lift in that dark chocolate skin of his, for a tall man I'm already head over heels for him, he turns and I see all of the mussels that he has been working on from the front when we hugged I felt he was fit, I could see he is a man in his prime but this view is screaming to me to take him on the spot.

‘For ones can we please do what I want to do to this chocolate bar of a hunk?’ Monica howls.

I'm not paying any attention to Marisol, as he walks to me. He ends my call and kisses me with need. I would never fight this in my entire life. He starts to squeeze my buns, places pepper kisses all over my face and a small whimper leaves me when he smacks my buns. Earning me a growl from him, I smell this room getting filled with our arousals.

“I want to do this with you but in a more romantic environment my muffin. I can smell you don't agree with me but it will be worth it.” I feel stupid for thinking he would do more but in a way, I'm glad he is honest with me.