Xavier's POV (on the day that the incident happened. before the incident happened.) I sighed for the billionth time. I have no idea what I am supposed to do. She is scared of me. My mate is scared of me. I wouldn't blame her as she saw me that day tearing the wolf into two. I cringed at the thought. Before I met her, I would not have cared about what others thought of me. In fact it made me feel good that the people feared me. It showed me the authority I had on people. But the thought of my mate being scared of me made both my wolf and me want to crawl to one corner and cry our eyes out. My wolf has been quiet for the past 5 days. He completely shut me out as he was hurt by what had happened 5 days ago. I had waited for her my entire life. Bella and I were supposed to be cuddling and