*Alina POV*
After telling Phoenix all that, my head feels lighter but my heart feels heavier. I hurt him, I saw it is his eyes, I cut him deep. But it was the truth and he probably needed to hear it but I still feel like a b***h for being so straight forward. I did nothing to soften the blow.
I head down to the gym because I don't know what else to do, I need to somehow make this feeling go away.
The gym is empty again. I notice Phoenix sparring with Tobey. They literally never do that. Phoenix is walking all over Tobey. Without putting in any effort. He has his shirt off and has his muscly chest all exposed. He really is very attractive. I walk into the gym and set up on the bag. I start hitting and kicking. Every hit making me feel better. My vision is starting to blur. I sit do
