Everleigh
"Oh, for f**k's sake. Stop crying already. It's okay to enjoy s*x, you know?" I heard Aleks's annoyed voice talking to me as I sobbed in my pillow.
"Yeah, but not with you!" I croaked out.
After coming down from my high, I realized what I had done. I had completely submitted myself to Aleks and even moaned in pleasure a few times.
Ugh! I'm disgusting. I'm a w***e!
I felt his hand on the back of my head, and warmth spread through my body. "There there, you will be just fine, Red. It's okay to want it, even if it's with someone like me."
Why did he just sound so sad when he said that? Does he feel guilty?
Pfft...yeah, right.
It wasn't just about having s*x with Aleks. I enjoyed it. I enjoyed it way more than I should have. I feel like I lost my dignity in the process.
"How
