Bella’s P.O.V
“You have slapped your Alpha…From now on I vow to make your life a living hell. You are my pet, my slave, my everything. You are under my mercy.” Asher Informed me, I was terrified hearing this from him. His pet, slave and everything. What does he mean? Am I not his mate? My wolf had told me he would love me and accept me, so why did he sound like my master?
“And one more thing….” Asher hesitated and came closer to my lips.
“Don’t tell anyone that you are my mate. It's a shame for me to have a lone wolf as a mate.” Asher whispered. As soon as I heard him I remembered the words of my mom, the stories she used to tell me about mates, how over protective, loving, caring, and possessive they were towards their mate.
I used to think that the day I would find my mate. That it would be the best day of my life and my life would change. But after hearing him; all the fairy tales, the wishful dreams of a little girl about mates in my mind went away. All the things about mates up until that very day had proven to be a vicious lie. One thing had proven to be true, never trust an Alpha....
My soul was experiencing no small amount of torment not only from his cruel words but also the callousness in his eyes as he gazed upon me. I was thinking about our kiss in the store room, now that might have been the only somewhat happy moment of my life with my mate. Tears gathered in my eyes.
“Don’t worry, I won’t tell anyone that your mate is a lone wolf. Just to let you know, I haven’t even thought about telling that information to anyone. Even if you had asked me to, I wouldn’t have told anyone.” I replied. I tried to move his hand so that I could go, but he looked angry when he heard me say that and pushed me back against the wall.
“Why? Why weren’t you going to tell anyone?” He asked, decreasing the small distance between us even further. I lifted my gaze up to his eyes. My eyes were full of tears, but I refused to let a single one of them drop from my eyes.
“Because I hate Alphas,” I replied. I saw the change in his chocolatey brown eyes, like he was not expecting something like that. I pushed him away trying to go to the door, to no avail as his arm wrapped around my waist and he pulled me back against his chest. He spun me around so that I was now facing him.
“You can’t hate Alphas because your mate is an Alpha!” He yelled, I saw an angry smirk on his face.
“Your luck has f****d with you that I am your Alpha.” He said, making me outraged.
“You are not my Alpha!” I shrieked, I watched as his eyes turned black. All too quickly he had clutched my cheeks and tightened his hold on my waist.
“I AM YOUR ALPHA AND YOU CAN NOT DENY IT.” He shouted, causing my tears to finally escape out of my eyes.
“Didn’t you say you do not want a lone wolf as your mate, that you feel shame?” I quipped, he smirked at seeing my tears. His thumb rubbed against my cheeks.
“Yes, it is a shame. I do not even want to see your face. You only disgust me.” He admitted with emotionless eyes. I wiggled in his hold finally succeeding in pushing him away from me. I wiped my tears and took my steps across the room to put some distance between him and I.
“Then, let’s reject each other. You do not want a lone wolf and I do not want an Alpha. Reject me and I will accept it.” I claimed, as fresh tears rolled down my cheeks. Only the word reject, and all it’s silent connotations, was killing me. My wolf was trying to stop me, I was remembering our first kiss again. His eyes when I first saw him, his hold, touch and his heartbeat.
“I… Bella Davis…” I started to say. I could not believe I was going to reject my mate. After all, my fate had brought me to the same place where I would reject my mate and would become alone again.
”Reject…you….” I said, realising I will be alone… forever…
“Alpha Ashe…” I was about to complete my words, but before I could, I was pushed against the near wall. My mouth was sealed and I could not even breathe for a few seconds. When I opened my eyes I saw him. He was kissing me. He had not let me complete my words. I used both of my hands so that I could push him away, but he grabbed my hands, pinning them above my head.
“What are you doing? Let me…” I started, but he again blocked my mouth with his own. I could not understand anything. My body was getting weak because of his kiss. My tears were continuously flowing.
“Do you think rejection would make you free of me? Never!” He rumbled. Between his kisses, words, and close proximity I was finding it hard to breathe. It seemed that he had succeeded in making me completely breathless.
“What do you mean?” I asked, he smirked at me.
“I reject your rejection!” He sneered as he was again getting closer to my lips.
“But why?” I questioned, he was gazing deep into my eyes.
“Didn’t I tell you what you are to me? My pet, my slave and my everything. After slapping me did you think you could escape from me? You need to bear your doings… Bella.” Asher reiterated. Just hearing my name on his lips was enough to make my heart beat faster. His hold on my body was authoritative and possessive, he had no plans of letting me go. He was not letting me reject him, rather he wanted to rule over me.
“No… I will not accept this…” I said, he again gave me a blank look.
“It’s not a choice, it's an order. You are under my mercy now. If you want to continue with school then you will have to accept it. Whatever I give you, do to you, say to you, everything…” He whispered, I shook my head. I understood that I was trapped now. This bad boy Alpha had trapped me in his clutches.
I felt his chest against my body. He wrapped his arm around my waist, while his hand went to the back of my head. I saw him leaning towards my lips, I closed my eyes as our lips touched again.
I found myself in a new and completely different world than I have ever been before. I never knew my life was going to take this type of turn where I would have become the slave of my own mate. Slapping him was the biggest mistake of my life. If I had not done it, then maybe the situation would have been something completely different. Now I can not even regret it because now I am in the arms of bad boy Alpha.