Never Again

The beautiful start or horrific end

Emily was unsure about her feelings herself what was she supposed to tell Rach . And finally things were going right between Rach and Jack , she didn't wanted to make her sad by shooting her problems on her . So she tried to change the topic ; " Oh I am also keeping you wait . Have you forgotten that we have a project to look into so for the time being lets focus on that and we will worry about other things later . "

" Come on Emily , I know what you are trying to do here so it is better that you tell me what is making you upset . "

" Fine . . . . so yesterday Matt came at my house late night . He said that he was very sorry . I wanted to be angry but he was all very sweet and convincing . We talked and then . . . . . . . "

" And then ? "

" And then . . . . . you know , he made love to me . "

" What you too slept together ? Were you ever planning to tell me this ? I can't believe you call to tell me that your neighbor's dog pooped in front of your door but you didn't bothered to tell me that you finally lost your virginity . Oh my God I can't believe my girl grew up . Oh so that explains why you were with Matt this morning . I am so happy for you . But wait a minute why does it makes you sad . Was he not good enough like you imagined him to be ? "

" It is not like that . He was very good . In fact we were up all night . "

" Ooh ! . . . . . . so what is the problem . "

" I just heard him talking to Jessica . Jessica cheated on him , this is his side of the story and according to Jessica they were never back together . He was angry and he wanted a rebound to get over her . So I am just a rebound to him . I can sense that he still wants to get back with her and he is using me as a prey . "

Matt was in a place where he was constantly looking for the love that he has given to come back from Jessica . He was totally in love with someone was no longer there to love him back and he went out looking for it from someone else . He was trying to create an illusion that he has moved on . But was it really any good . He chose Emily because in some way he thought that she was alike to Jessica . Nothing temporarily numbs the sting of a breakup quite like a rebound relationship .

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There was a silence between Rachel and Emily for a while . Until Rach broke the silence ;

" He was vulnerable . He got betrayed and the first person he thought of was you . "

" What does that mean ? "

" You have wanted him all your life and now you have him so don't let him go . See you also know that you are the type of girl that he don't date normally , despite that he went for you . This clearly shows that he is trying to change himself . May be it could lead to something real . "

" But what if some day he wakes up and realize ' Oh what am I doing with Emily ? I don't want her . I should go back to Jessica . ' , What will I do then . "

" Show him that you are a better match for him . You have a powerful tool , your s*x , use it as a weapon and shoot it directly into his heart so that he will never be able to get over it even if he wanted . He has tasted Jess now it is your turn give him a taste that he will never forget . Wrap him around your fingers and never let him go because a guy like Matt is very hard to find . "

" I don't think that I totally agree with you but still I am going to do it . "

The science project went very well . The judges were so impressed by Emily and Rachel . They got a scholarship ! Emily worked very hard for it . She wanted to get into Harvard but she knew that her dad didn't had enough money . Her step mom did but of course her money was not for Emily . Mark used to be a very good writer . He had a great reputation in the literary society but after Emily's mother died he kind a got lost . Now he was struggling . As Emily's step mother managed the finances of the house she used Mark as a puppet . Finally Emily could get into the college she want . She wanted to give the good news to Matt but where was he ?

She was searching for him when she caught a sight of him in the music room . He was singing . She never knew that Matt was into music . It was strange because she has been stalking him for years now .He had the voice of an angel .

" I may not be your first date , kiss or love . . . but I want to be your last everything ,

Come back to me , come back to me baby . . . . I will still be waiting ,