Ava’s P.O.V
“Are you sure I will look on in this?” I asked nervous
“You will look incredible in Ava. Babe if you aint 100% ready for this right now then that is OK…Dylan will understand that.” Alannah said
“I am ready. Dylan has been patient with me, so sweet, loving and caring. I am nervous about how I will look in this, what if I look fat.” I whimpered out
I hate when my demons come back to haunt me. I don’t wanna be thinking this way. I want to be able to make love with Dylan without worrying about how I look. I know to him I am beautiful, he makes sure to tell me that a hundred times a day and I wish I could believe him but sadly self-hating is what comes with an eating disorder and everything else.
“Ava you are not fat OK? I wish you would stop thinking that. You are beautif
