I don't know what to feel. That sight made me scared... so scared. I wondered if I'm gonna end up like that too... I wonder if I'll die in his hands too. Would I even hate him if that happens? Hindi ko na alam. Natatakot ako... pero hindi para sa buhay ko... Natatakot akong kamuhian ni Lorden.
Hindi ko alam kung bakit ganito ang nararamdaman ko. Bakit hindi ko magawang matakot para sa sarili ko? Bakit sa sitwasyong 'to... mas naiisip ko pa ang iisipin ni Lorden tungkol sa akin... ang mararamdaman niya tungkol sa akin.
"Kate..."
I flinched when I heard Lorden's voice. I gulped and stopped painting. I glanced at him and forced a smile... I hated myself for giving him a fake smile... for deceiving him like this... but I didn't have a choice. I was never free. I would never be free.
"You'r
