I don't know if I can risk it yet. Wala pa akong lakas ng loob na pakasalan siya... Ni hindi ko alam kung kailan ako magkakaroon ng lakas ng loob. Kung magpapakasal kami, kinakailangan niyang malaman ang buong pangalan ko... ang susunod, ang lahat tungkol sa akin.
The thought of hurting and disappointing him pains me too... He would probably doubt me... my actions, my words, and my love for him during the times we were together. That was the last thing I wanted. I didn't want him doubting my sincerity. The thought of that was a torture.
"Kate?"
Napapitlag ako at napalingon kay Lorden nang tawagin niya ako. Tipid na ngumiti na lang ako sa kaniya saka inilapag ang paintbrush na hawak ko. "Hmm?"
"I've been calling you for a while now... Your mind seems preoccupied," he said with a hint of
