Ripped Away And Apart

Kafli 6.

“More shots!” I scream at the bar man. 

He has lined up about ten shots again and I start to take them. When I am on my fourth or fourteenth, I feel someone grab my arm.

“We are leaving” 

I rip my arm from him and I feel I am a little tipsy. 

“No I just got here! Go be with the guys like you said you would and I just be here doing my thing” I say not looking at him. 

Max starts to breath heavily and I feel the hold on my arm tighten, I then look at him. 

“You can huff and puff how ever much you want but if you force me out of this place I will scream and shout and someone will call the cops. So just let me f*****g drink” 

He narrows his eyes at me, he is wondering what to do, I just take a shot while he thinks but then he finally lets go of my arm. I sit back down next to the bar and drink my shots but then after a few moments I feel like I need to dance. I jump out of my seat and I feel the alcohol flow through my empty body since I didn't eat anything all day. Again I feel him grip my arm.

“Where are you f*****g going?” 

“Alright I know you are my kidnapper but will you please” I look at him and I see that the girl is standing next to him with her hands on his shoulder.

“Stop acting like my dad or worse my boyfriend! I am going dancing so f**k off” I say and rip my arm from his hold but I know it will leave a mark. 

I walk to the dance floor, I start dancing, swaying my hips to the sides and then I lift my hands up and I close my eyes. I open my eyes and see some people looking at me and smiling so I dance over to them and we all dance together. We start to do some moves and I laugh, I like this just letting go a little and just dancing. One of the girl start to grind against me and I just follow the flow, then she turns around and puts her hands on my face. She does not make any signs that she is going to kiss me or anything so I just keep dancing. Then I feel someone taller than me behind me and starting to grind against me. I am in a sandwich between the girl and the guy but I just laugh and keep dancing. I am so drunk, those shots just went straight to my head. I am really feeling into this song, there are hands all over me and I am just dancing with the two. Then all of a sudden they leave me and I alone, I open my eyes and see Max standing an inch away from me. He smells like strong alcohol but probably so do I. I look at him and he just grabs my arm and starts to pull me out of the club, I fight him, I scratch his hand with my nails and I punch his hand but he does not let me go! I don't want to leave! I want to dance with my new friends! He throws me into the car and then the girl gets in next to me and the men get in the front but he is not driving. 

“f*****g s**t heads” I curse while leaning into the door. 

We drive back to the house and the girl tries to go to Max's side but he just pushes her away. I stand there in the back just looking at the three of them. Why can't I just run away right now? They would not get me and the wolves are probably inside right now in the middle of the night. 

“Get in or I will drag you by your hair Anabella” I hear Max threaten. 

I look at him and I see now that he is very drunk and I know if I run he will catch me and he will drag me by my hair like he said. My hand goes up to my lip and I start walking after them inside. 

“I will wait in your room” The girl says and then goes another way. 

I just ignore her because I am still drunk and I am not going to start this fight because even though I wish I didn't hear that I have to admit that I am jealous. The guy leaves as well and it is just me and Max walking to my room. He puts me in my room and then he leaves right away, he does not say anything or do nothing he just leaves. I sigh and go into the bathroom, I look at myself in the mirror for a little while thinking that Max is now f*****g that girl…. I walk back to my room and change again into my sleeping clothes but as I am pulling my shirt down over my stomach the lock unlocks on my door. What the f**k? Is Max done already and is here to watch me sleep like he does sometimes? I smile a little because I might tease him however my smile disappears when I see the man walking in. 

“I have been waiting for this since I saw you but he has you under lock and key and all to himself all the time but now I could take the key away from him” the sick voice of his father says while he walks into my room with this glint in his eyes. 

I feel a chill down my spine, I take a step back from him. He quickly jumps to me and grips my face in his palm like he did when I first met him. I could smell the alcohol on his breath so close to my skin. 

“You really are a pretty one” his eyes travel down to my lips. 

“I see my son learn something from his old man…” he says while rubbing his thumb on my busted lip. 

I feel tears come to my eyes but I will not let them fall. He then punched me in my stomach and I fall to the ground. He is quick to pull me up by my hair and slap me so I fall on the wall behind me. Then I feel him press all of himself on me and I press against the wall, he goes to the crook of my neck and sniffs me. 

“I can smell another man on you” 

He sniffs again. 

“Is he really sharing you? Did he not learn anything from me. We don't share” 

He puts his hand on my throat and lifts me up a little, I stand on my tippy toes, I feel my throat close and I start to see stars but that is when he drops me. 

“You are just here to f**k him or for him to punch around if he wants. You are nothing so be nothing” 

I cough and cough holding my neck but then he kicks me so I hit against the wall again and I hear a c***k. He broke my rip! I lay down on the floor because I felt so much pain but I will not cry in front of him. He laughs but then he just walks away from me, he opens the door but before he closes it he spits at me. 

“You are nothing little slut so be happy that someone want you for your body” 

Then he shuts the door and locks it. 

I just lay on the ground because I can not move, then before I know it I am losing consciousness. When I wake up the next day it is bright out and the room is bright, I try to move but it hurts like hell. I then just bite down and sit up, then I get up from the floor and I walk slowly to the bathroom. I start to undress and my eyes widen up seeing myself in the mirror. I have a huge black, blue and purple mark in my left ribs and I am sure one of them is broken. Then I see the hand print on my neck… I could almost see his finger prints in my bruise on my neck. Then I see my busted lip but I know that the old man did not do that, no that was the work of his son and it hurt the most. I also have a blue hand print on my arm after Max griping me and then dragging me out of that club. I get into the shower and just sit in it for such a long time that I think I finished the hot water in the whole town. When I get out of the shower and I put on some long loose pants and a turtleneck sweater I don't know why though. I lay in bed all day just watching the ceiling trying not to move more than I have to because of my rib. No one comes today with food for me… I am starving but I guess this is his way of punishing me for leaving my room. I sure am getting numb here, I miss my family and I miss friends but most of all I miss my freedom. 

I cry a soft cry because I can't full on cry because of my injuries but I just want to leave. Why did this have to happen to me? What did I do too karma to deserve this? I am hurting so much on the inside as much as I am hurting on the outside. 

“What did I do to deserve this?” I ask in Icelandic out loud. 

I cry some more and I fall into sleep after just laying in bed all day and not eating. I woke up a lot in the night because my ribs were hurting me but I could never see him there. I am happy that he was not there because I am scared of him and I am scared of this place now. 

I wake up to the door opening and I start to over breath but then I see that it is an older woman. 

“Here you go Luna, some breakfast and then I will bring you lunch later today” she says with her back to me but then she looks at me. 

She gasps and puts her hand over her mouth, she looks horrified and I see tears form in her eyes. She stares at me for a little while but then she pulls herself together and leaves the room. I move slowly and carefully on the bed to the food, I eat everything on the tray but then I see under my plate is a note book. I take the book and open it, just empty pages and I smile on the inside. A little light in my dark existence here.

“NO ALPHA PLEASE LEAVE HER ALONE!” 

I hear screaming outside of my door, my eyes widen up and I start to panic. The door is unlocked and inside walks Max with the woman behind him. I am having a full on blown panic attack right now! s**t, f**k, hell and all that! Max looks at me and just stare at him wide eyed, he looks worried now looking at me. 

“Leave!” he orders the woman. 

She looks at me but then she leaves, I shake my head and move a little on the bed to get more away from him but then I flinch from the pain. 

“What is wrong with you!” he snaps and I close my eyes holding my ears. 

I feel the bed shift and I start to breath more short and loud, then I feel my arm being pulled and I am pulled over the bed. I bite down against the pain in my ribs, he makes me stand in front of him and I just look down. He puts one finger under my chin and makes me look at him but I just anywhere else. I feel him look at me or my lip but then I hear him start breathing rapidly and then all of a sudden is my turtleneck pulled down.

“WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?!!” He shouts at me and I back up away from him until I hit the wall. 

“WHO DID THAT!” HE THUNDERS AGAIN!

I just grab my ears and go down but I forget about my ribs and I cry out a little while putting my hand on them. I see him walk towards me and he grabs my arm again and pulls me up then he pulls my shirt up reliving my huge ass bruise. I see his whole face change and it has this murderous look. 

“Who did this?” he asks in a low murderous voice.