10 – Losing Control (SPG)
Damian’s Point of View
Ilang beses ko nang itinatak sa isipan ko na kalimutan na ang nararamdaman ko para kay Arabella. I should act as her guardian and I should start seeing her as something I shouldn’t touch; something I shouldn’t desire. That’s why I directed my attention to dating Charlotte. But I couldn’t do it. I can’t. Hindi ko pa rin siya magawang alisin sa isipan ko.
I want her. I want her so badly.
But I am scared she might hate me if I start to treat her more than how an uncle should treat his niece. She might even try to run away from me. Even the thought of her hating me is already killing me. It’s something I will never wish to happen.
But now...
Seeing her sitting on my lap and caressing my face with a flirtatious smile, I feel like all of my
