(Owen's POV)
"Hey bro, here have a drink."
Simon was shoving drinks down my throat, this was my therapy, according to him. After my fight with Melissa, I really felt like I had really lost her, I really don't know if she knows or really cares, but I have loved her for a very long time. I knew she had fears, and I didn't really blame her, after all my father never stopped emphasizing how important, a good social status was and how, we as men needed a woman that could make us look good, I know Melissa could make me look good, she was strong, smart, and beautiful. But my parents would stop at nothing to see us apart, sense they knew who she was.
I would leave all of this and take Melissa far away, but then she would feel awful that she took me away from my family, even then she had a good heart. These past few weeks had been the happiest of my life, just the two of us alone, enjoying each others company, the smell of her perfume, and that beautiful smile that made my heart race, knowing she was smiling because of me.
Then Roxanne just had to come and ruin everything. Roxanne has never had a difficulty finding men, to date her and it's just been in resent time that she ahs become very interested in me, after our date in te summer, she tried to seduce me, but I just coming bring myself to touch her, I just wasn't interested in her, it might sound sick or obsessive, but I only had eyes for Melissa. From the moment I meet her I knew she was the right one for me, but if only I could prove that to my parents. Ever sense I rejected her , Roxanne has made it into a goal to have me sleep with her, and she wasn't in love with me, just the fact I was the one that got away, and she wants the whole world to know she's been with me. I thought only guys thought like that, but I guess girls did too.
So here I was at my brother's party drinking to numb my pain.
"kay, dude, that's enough." I slurred my words a little that was a sign for me to stop, but he wouldn't have it he kept them coming, until the whole room was really spinning, soon people started to arrive and Jenny helped me up to my room. It was weird if it hadn't been for Jen, Simon, wouldn't of had this party but she insisted on doing it, we all needed to have fun. Who would've thought she had it in her. She dropped me off in my room and I laid in the bed, just ready to sleep the night away.
(Melissa's POV)
We got to the party and it was awesome, the lights, the music, and according to Shay the free booze, seeing I might be the designated driver later today, I drank only juice, or non alcoholic drinks, but I was still getting buzzed, soon it got to the point I felt the room spin, I didn't want to spoil Shay's night, so I just sat in a corner, with my forehead on the table. Soon I had someone tapping my shoulder, and when I looked I found Jenny.
"Hey, Jenny, what's going on?!" I said a little too cheerfully indicating I was clearly tipsy.
"Hey, Mel, did you want to lay down for a while?"
"No, I'm fine, just..."
I fell out of my chair, and on my butt. Laughing the whole time... what the hell was wrong with me?
"Come on, you can lay down in one of the spare bedrooms."
Everything in me was screaming not to trust her, but I really didn't have the head to fight, so I let her guide me up stairs and to one of the spare rooms. Once I plopped on the bed, I turned to look at Jenny.
"Hey tell Shay where I'm at kay."
"Yeah, not a problem."
She was gone, and I laid back on the bed, which smelled like Owen's cologne. My mind became abuzz with thoughts of him, from his sexy dark eyes to his kissable lips, I had always liked him...or more like loved him, but we would never be happy, or that's what I keep telling myself to keep him away. There were nights, when my mind wondered what it would be like if...his hands touched me, and caressed me. His lips kissed me like he would die without me, and to have him be my first...?
The door suddenly opened and in came...
"Owen?" I asked then laughed, he stopped frozen at the door.
"Melissa, what are you doing here?"
For some stupid reason I laid back on the bed and arching my back a little, and called him over.
"Don't you want me?"
I have no idea what we were on, but it was like we had no stop and think button, his eyes became inflamed with lust, and desire, and even if I felt a little scared, I couldn't find it in me to care.
He closed the door behind him, while still looking at me. Then came closer to me, I sat up slowly and looked up at him, he didn't say anything, as his hand came up to touch my face gently. Our eyes were locked on each other, then he slowly and very carefully kissed me. I closed my eyes swearing I was dreaming, as the butterflies spread through out my whole body, and I suddenly felt really hot, my skin very sensitive to the touch.
His hands were at my waist, and slowly ran up my back, and I could hear my zipper to my dress, then his hands on my skin, I moaned softly as his fingertips ran along my skin. He took my dress off completely, then he let it pool down around me, and I was left standing in front of him in my panties and bra. Which he got off very easily. I soon found myself helping him out of his clothes too, and touching and running my hands over his body. Until I reached his pants, and was surprised to feel him. The bulge in his jeans, made me gulp in awareness. We kissed more and more, as we fell onto the bed, his caresses had me in a puddle and burning with desire. He teased me into a frenzy, his mouth on my breasts, and his hands slowly taking my panties off, as his fingers teased my bud, and before I could stop myself I pulled open his jeans, and pushed them off his hips. My mind barely registering what I was seeing, but being impressed all the same.I couldn't stop the words that came from my mouth.
"I want you, and only you, Owen, I want you to be the first, take me."
Between the moans and kissing he heard me, and I heard something else I don't really know what, but then I felt him, he was so thick, as he slowly slid inside me, the pain was sharp, as if something was ripping inside me, but soon it was pleasure as he moved, slowly, in out, in out.
We were gasping and moaning in enjoyment as he moved faster and faster, while the enjoyment pooled in my center. Then something just burst but before I could scream, he kissed me silencing my release of pleasure as he groaned softly. We were both breathless, and coming down from our high. Soon we both seemed to be happy for the moment, and we fell asleep.
THe next morning I felt warm and comfortable, I could feel someone hugging me. Shay was like that sometimes.....Wait..I suddenly jolted awake and sat up. The room was still blurry but I could see, who was next to me, Owen. Realization hit me like being smacked, last night had been real, we...we had...I suddenly felt a little sore, between my legs. Everything felt so dream like last night, but I had really gone all the way with Owen, I really had no idea how I felt about that..He moved away from me. I couldn't help watch him for a minute he looked so handsome in while he slept, I smiled to myself, but I needed to find Shay and head home, I was just looking for my dress when a phone rang, on the night stand. Owen groggly turned and his eyes landed on me.
"Melissa?"
I grabbed the top comforter off the bed to cover myself, he was just as shocked as he started to put two and two together, the phone stopped ringing. He looked at me again, witha very serious expression.
"Please say something, or leave so I can get dressed." I said he shook his head, and sat up.
"Last night really happened?"
I suddenly had to laugh at him, like he had never done this kind of thing.
"Yes, captain obvious, it did."
He went quite again, he was really thinking hard about this. Did he regret it?
"What do we do?"
"What do you mean Owen?"
"I...I just..."
He stumbled all over himself, I have never seen him like this, he's always so confident and all knowing. I placed my hand over his, and he looked at me.
"Let's leave it as it is, Owen, for now I need to get home, before my grandma worries, we can talk later give it time."
I quickly grabbed my dress and my bra, and headed to the bathroom. To get dressed before he had a chance to say he regretted what happened, I headed out, he was probably in his closet, I didn't see him. I ran out and soon looked at them time it was only Seven in the morning, but when I looked around I found Shay on the couch fast asleep along with a handful more, everyone else was gone. I quickly ran toward her, she mumbled and slapped me away.
"Shay!"
"Mom, stop!"
"Shay it's me, wake up we need to leave."
She wasn't budging so I pulled her on to my back and helped her to the car, I put her in the back. I gave myself a moment to evaluate myself I was fine, just really thirsty and hungry. I drove us to Shay's house, and helped her out and up to her room. As soon as I put her down, she went under her covers, I plopped on a fancy chair she had in her room and soon found myself dozing off again.
(Owen's POV)
I sat looking at the bed, not being able to believe what had happened. After Jenny dropped me off in the other room, I realized it wasn't mine, and thought maybe she was just being stupid, but to walk in here and find Melissa here, I realized some how that Simon or Jenny had given me something, and I was seeing things, but even if had been, I wanted to enjoy my hallucination only to wake up and really see her here naked in my room. The thoughts of last night kept playing over and over in my head, we had really...I had been her first....why wasn't she freaking out like I was?
She had walked out of here like nothing, this moment had played in my mind so many times, but not like this. We'd still be in bed in each others arms and just loving each other. So many things were running through my mind, what did this mean for us now, where did we go from here? For a second I thought she could be pregnant, but I found the condom while she was in the bathroom.
I really had no idea how to feel about all of this, if it had been any other woman, I wouldn't give a second thought, but this was Melissa. I really wish she had stayed to talk about this, but her grandmother would get worried. So maybe later.
I was already dressed and ready to head down and check how bad the damage was, when I looked and found her panties among the sheets. I picked them up and could myself start to get hard again, the thoughts of her were just too fresh in my mind. I put the panties in a drawer and headed down stairs.