Ain't Meant For LOVE..!

Taking A Step Closer

Tasha’s P.O.V

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He then took the pendants and slid mine around my neck as I smiled touching it. He wore his and then kissed me passionately.

“I am so sorry I had you worried. I thought I would surprise you and make it up for the lost time.” He spoke between the kiss as it turned into a full blown heated session.

He grabbed my ass as he lifted me up making me clung to him wrapping my legs around him. He started walking upstairs and stopped inside my bedroom. Once we reached there he let me stand on my feet as he started undressing himself. Kissing my neck; licking and nibbling on my sweet spot, he pulled me closer to his body. My hands automatically sneaked around his neck and then one hand grabbed his hair, lifting his face a little as I kissed his chiseled jaw-line slowly and softly. My other hand ran over his body. The finger tips touched his neck, collar bone and trailing downwards to his chest and his natural abs. He let out a groan as he pulled me a little apart and sneaked his hands under my shirt while kissing my lips passionately.

The next moment, I lay on my bed with only my undergarments. I was panting as he stared at me with unknown emotions. I felt shy as I tried to cover my body with my hands but he beat me to it and hovered over me pinning my hands to either sides.

“Ah-ha, No babe... U needn’t be shy in front me.” He whispered in my ear as I shuddered at the closeness. He started leaving kisses all over my body going downwards as I needed something to hold onto. I seized the bed-sheet tightly as I felt warm breath and kiss near my thighs. I opened my eyes to look at him and saw him in between my legs looking at my face with a smirk on his face.

“What ar-are y-you doing?” I whispered with a terrified expression.

“I wanna pleasure you darling. I want to taste the forbidden fruit; this p***y of yours.” He spoke with darkness in his eyes.

I blushed and was a little scared because I felt... odd? I mean it was a disgusting thought of him going down there from where we excrete!! For god sake! What if he finds it unpleasing?? Oh god no!

Involuntarily, I pressed my thighs together as I sit up and shook my head frantically. “No. No. No. No. I... I... don’t think... that’s...—“

He cut me off “—This is what I want Tay. I have always imagined what would you taste here.” Simultaneously pulling my legs apart as he regained his position and looked at me, “I want you to look into my eyes. Can you please?” He said with a yearning that brought excitement into my stomach.

I nodded a little as I saw him going down without breaking eye contact. He brought his tongue out and then licked it. The warm and wet sensation brought a different unfamiliar feeling to me as my head tilted back and my body arched up. My eyes closed as I was lost in this new sensation. He went on licking and nibbling it. I jerked up as I felt his teeth grazing on my clit bringing me over the edge. I dunno how long it went but I was weakening with every second as he murmured something that sounded like, “f**k! You taste delicious babe... I want to have it all for me. c*m for me sweetheart, I can feel you near.”

I was already clouded with the new feelings as I felt my stomach churned. The throbbing in my p***y increased and everything around me seemed to be lost. I felt myself shivering as my body wanted to hold onto something. The wet and warm sensation on my clit triggering it and I couldn’t help but grab his hair pushing on him. I wriggled under his touch and it wasn’t long before I moaned loud and felt myself rising above. I realized this is what we call toe-curling o****m.

Phew! That was awesome. I tried to relax. I opened my eyes breathing through my mouth as I saw Damien lifting his head up and gazing intently at me. He then licked his lips as I could see his mouth moistened, “That is my current fav. I could eat that p***y forever.” It looked disgusting but I will admit... it was Hot!!

I blushed as I covered my eyes with my hands. He chuckled lying beside me as he started stroking my cheeks and removed hair from my forehead and eyes. “You are looking so f*****g beautiful right now. Your face is glowing!” He kissed my forehead and kept touching my body and messaging my breasts as I started getting drowned in that weird feeling again.

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Damien’s P.O.V

I had been grinning like an i***t since the morning. I was so frustrated until last night. Last night was something different. I wouldn’t deny that I feel a strong connection with Tasha. Even though I have my trust issues but I still couldn’t resist her. There’s always a tug at my heart to follow her; to claim her mind, body and soul. I was smiling inwardly as the memory flashed across my mind.

She was moaning loudly when I was pleasuring her, the moans filled the room and I swear any passerby would have thought that someone was being f****d hard. My touch can melt her and I know this. It’s amusing to see the once poker faced woman could be turned into such a sensitive one with just a touch.

(Chuckling)

“What’s so funny?” Tasha whispered to me as I came back to my sense. I looked at her as she gestured nervously around the room. I followed her gaze and realized I was in between a board meeting and here I was lost in my own thoughts.

“Ahm... Um... Nothing. Carry on.” I straightened myself and tried to focus but the mulberry and camellia smell beside me didn’t help me.

I zoned out again when I felt a nudge at my side. I saw a glaring Tasha and my eyebrows crunched.

‘-What’s wrong now?-‘

“They are waiting for your opinion.” Tasha whisper-yelled to me, if not for her tone I wouldn’t have known whether she was pissed or not because she had that poker face on. I just chuckled again as she stared at me disbelievingly.

“(Clearing her throat) Sorry gentlemen! Mr. Williams isn’t well today so he asked me to agree to the presented approach but with two modifications. (Turning to face me) Right sir?” She glared at me as I nodded not knowing what she is doing.

“I have jotted it down and I will pass it to the board team for reviewing it and if required another discussion could be held. Now, you can disperse. Just wait for my email for further proceedings.” She stated boldly and everyone said something and started dispersing.

I was checking her out shamelessly as she turned to face me with a stern look.

“What’s going on?” she raised her eyebrow in question.

I shrugged and stood up then kissing her forehead, taking her for surprise. “I trust you more than I thought I did.” I left her behind then laughing at her shocked reaction.

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Rachel’s P.O.V

I could hear my colleagues talking excitedly as I huffed to turn to stand up when I caught someone saying “Boss” and “PA”. I shifted closer to them to hear what they were talking about.

“It’s like a miracle to see him smiling. Words had that he seems to be in good mood nowadays.” One of them said.

“If I wouldn’t have seen that with my own eyes, I wouldn’t have believed it. I accidently bumped into him and if it was that old boss then I wouldn’t have been sitting here with my whole body unharmed.” Another said.

“Oh and guess what happened in the meeting today? They said he was chuckling to self and kept staring at Miss Sharma.” Another one said amusingly.

“Whaaaaatttt?” Some other said in unison and I was among them.

“Of course! It’s true.” He answered confidently as they discussed in hushed voices and left me in my own thoughts.

-‘Does it mean they are sleeping together? He never acted this way with me! Argghhh! I should execute my plan soon.’-

I stood up and rushed towards the IT dept.

“Mr. Menon! Can I have a word with you?” I smiled politely at him.

“Of course.” He came outside his office and ushered me to one of the corners to discuss.

“Did you look at the files?” I asked him anxiously.

“I thought you had them, if that’s so easy you could have managed to see it yourself.” He seethed at me.

“Keep your attitude in check bastard. We are only helping each other for selfish motives. I am none of your friend to take that s**t from you.” I glared at him.

“You... (keeping his voice in check and pointing a finger at me) You listen to me well. I am not here to put up with your bullshit, the file has loads content and it will take a little time. So, don’t show me your face until I ask you to.” He turned to leave.

-‘That bastard! I would teach him a lesson of his life for being this reckless with me.’-

As for Damien, I was furious to see him moving on but I think he ought to listen to me once and then decide whether he still wanted Tasha or me.

I fished out my phone and texted him asking if we could meet today and after waiting for almost an hour I got his reply.

Damien: Sure. Meet me in my office in the next 15.

I smiled and rushed to the elevators, fixing my hair and make-up. I pulled the shirt down to get more of the cleavage as I smiled at my reflection in the elevator’s mirror. I know his sweet spots and if I play the cards right, he could be mine.

Ding!

I exhaled and walked towards the front- CEO Office. I hoped that I don’t face that b***h now. They seem to be attached by the hip but as I knocked on the door I heard Damien calling, “Come in.”

I pushed the doors and headed in. Thankfully she wasn’t here so now, I can talk to him the way I want. I smiled genuinely at him.

He has become mature since the last time I saw him. He looks handsome than ever with the glowing skin that definitely is because of his new relationship.

I shook my head to remove those negative thoughts from my mind. “Hey...” I walked to his table and let regret show on my face.

“What do you wanna say before going out of my life for good?” he asked coldly without even looking at me.

-‘Okay that’s it’-

“I am sorry Damien, to have betrayed you to deceive you but I am sure you knew that the thing between us was real and no faking. I wanted to find an opportunity to tell you the truth but couldn’t bring myself to face you after what I did to you.” I placed my hand on his as he went stiff.

I smiled inwardly knowing my touch still works on him. Thank God! I thought I lost him.

“I thought it would be fair to tell you the truth, but now when I look at you all happy—“ I paused taking time to stare at his face as he nervously glanced at the surrounding. “—I think it’s best to keep it the way it has been.” I sighed deeply, tears dripping from my eyes as I wiped them away.

“Truth? What truth? It better be something or I wouldn’t think before kicking you out of my building.” He asked coldly.

-‘How I wish to see your face sooner babe.’- I smirked inwardly.

Tasha’s P.O.V

Last night was the best for me. I never knew such feelings do exist and now going through it I was feeling shy; blushing at its memory but yet a little bold. But I realized that I was too sensitive to his touches. Even if he is few meters away from me, I feel my heart raced up and those butterflies flying in my stomach and getting excited.

We were in the board meeting when I heard him chuckle as I snapped my head to see him day dreaming. If we were in different situation I would have laughed at his state but not now. I controlled hard to glare at him, to bring him out of his daze. God knows what he was thinking about. The look apparently made me happy as it was so obvious that he had a happy feeling or maybe a sensual one because I could feel heat rising from his body.

He was sitting too close to me while others had a certain gap within their chairs but not ours. The close proximity was making me difficult to concentrate on the meeting as the memories crossed my mind. His fingers brushed my arm many times making me gulp my desires down. It was like a switch, my feelings were turned on just with the touch of his breath.

I was feeling like a horny teenager near him and I constantly remind myself to stay in control.

When it was evident that he is still in his LaLa Land, I decided to bring the meeting to the end and give him my piece of mind. He on the other hand had different plans. He kissed me after everyone dispersed and said he trusted me more than he thought he did.

I was shocked at both his actions and confession. I mean I love it when he kisses my temple because it makes me feel worth but the confession shook me to the core as I know I had been deceiving him unintentionally. I decided to tell him the truth to set myself free from this guilt.

After he was gone, I went through the idea presented in the meeting and decided to ponder over it, making the meeting minutes and filing it along with the modifications that I wanted to recommend. When I was done sending the emails, I made up my mind to approach Damien.

So, here I was outside his office but before I could have pushed the door, I heard voices inside. I stopped there debating what I should do next but was stupefied to hear Rachel’s voice.

-‘What is she doing here? Why is Damien talking to him?’-

Then I decided to listen before I think of doing something else because for sure I didn’t trust her. I opened the door a little and stood there eavesdropping.

“I thought it would be fair to tell you the truth, but now when I look at you all happy—(paused) —I think it’s best to keep it the way it has been.” She sighed deeply.

“Truth? What truth? It better be something or I wouldn’t think before kicking you out of my building.” He asked coldly.

There was a silence before she spoke again. “I don’t know how to say this, I am so embarrassed because of me but it was all because of Lachlan. He had my intimate pictures. (I heard her sob) I am so sorry Damien. I was young and got carried away but never thought he would use them against me. He threatened to popularize them among the kids in high school back then. I was frightened and had the only option left.”

‘-Lachlan... is she talking about Edward?-‘

“That bastard!” He cursed. “But I thought you said he was the one.” Damien asked softly.

‘-Oh no, no, no, no... I could sense him melting.-‘

“It was because he kept close watch on me. I’ve always loved you and that is why when I was pregnant with your child I wanted to rush back to you but he stopped me and forced me to abort.” She sobbed harder.

“What are you saying? You were pre-pregnant with mah-my child?” I could hear the hurt and hope in his voice.

“Yes Damien and am terribly sorry that I couldn’t protect him. I was so afraid of being exposed and defamed at that time, I couldn’t fight him alone.” She cried uncontrollably.

To say I was shocked at this revelation was an understatement. I felt pain. I felt hurt to hear that he would have been a dad of Rachel’s son. The hope and pain of his voice told me how hurt he was hearing this and that meant he wanted that to happen more than anything. I knew he might be having a hard time digesting it.

But seeing that he was wavering with her revelation, hearing his pained voice knotted my heart and I started to feel out of breath. I wanted to soothe the growing pain in my heart but wasn’t able to.

‘-Is that true? Damien could have been dad if this Lachlan wasn’t there in their life. But wasn’t it Edward as the third wheel? He never told me this.-‘

-Nooo... she is lying. I can guarantee that. With the renaming of CEO she is toying with his feelings. Oh god, let him know the reality of her greediness.-

I waited him to say something but when I didn’t hear anything, I peeped inside only to see him kneeling down beside her as she held his shoulders with his hands.

“My... My child?” he whispered under breath. Looking at her face with longing he seemed lost. “We could have been parents. I could have been dad and my child, my son would have been playing with me now.” Tears streamed down his cheeks as I saw Rachel kneeling down and cupping his face.

She wiped his tears and hugged him tightly as he closed his eyes not pushing her away. “I am sorry Damien, I was unable to fulfill your dream. But I want another chance if you can give that to me, we can achieve it together.” She sobbed hugging him.

I was torn to pieces seeing them into each other’s embrace. Although he wasn’t hugging her but he didn’t push her away. The tears, the pain and the vulnerable look on his face had my heart piercing as it dawned on me that he was still affected by her like she said. I was anxious and terrified by what he would say. I was wrecking down praying he would say no to her.

-‘Shut up! Don’t be pessimistic. The way he pleasured you last night and the looks he worn, he definitely loves you. There’s no way he would go back to her so relax!’- An inner voice consoled me.

There still was a part of me that feared of the opposite. I was fidgeting at the door when suddenly I heard him say, “Are you willing to?”

The world stopped around me as I felt the earth slipping under my feet. I gaped at him in horror. Not knowing whether I heard it correct or am hallucinating it. If only I would have missed Rachel pulling him back and laughing a little again embracing him, I would have definitely thought I was dreaming.

*c***k* I could literally hear my heart breaking and worried maybe they might have heard it too.