Sydney I have had a bit of a rough night. Everything has just been hitting me at once, and it doesn’t help matter that my damn ex has been texting and calling me all day. I haven’t answered him. I am glad he has no idea where I am because he would show up in the same way Justin did, but probably for different reasons. I have been trying to sleep for the last couple of hours, but I am too frustrated, stressed and angry. I am feeling too many emotions at once, and I am not used to it. I am drained, and I wish sleep would take over. I came to bed at nine, which was a stupid idea. I sigh and sit up, running my fingers through my hair. My day hasn’t been all bad. I won’t admit to him, but I enjoyed my coffee with Justin. It took a little time, but I relaxed around him, and I was fine sitt