The King's Queen

All I know, I woke up without remembering anything, as it seems like my mind's empty, but my heart's shouting for recognition, especially to the guy I just met.   The Head General of the army of the palace. . .   I do not know why I don't remember anything. Still, I know in myself that I will not stop seeking for those memories. . . those memories that I know that have a significant impact in my life today until I remember everything, and as long as my questions in my mind are not yet answered. Until I’m satisfied with the pieces of information I’m going to learn.   Just like who am I really? And what happened. . . the reason why I’ve lost all my memories?   And why do those things affect me in a way that I shouldn’t have been caring about? Just like his effects in me, even though I was so sure at myself that I won’t let those royalties, not even a part of an army of our kingdom, to have connections with me.   I pledged with myself that I won’t let those royalties touch the families who raised me even though they don’t really know me in person. The family who let me live under their roof even we’re not blood-related.  I owe my life to them as I promised myself that I won’t let the harm touch these families.   But it seemed as if destiny is playing with me. I witnessed how fate made fun of me, by bringing me close to those monarchies, to the head of the army, the one who has stormy silver eyes that always make me shivers with his stares. . . as it seemed as if those have effects as my body keeps on responding to his actions.   And. . . why is my heart beating like this every time I see someone who is not familiar with me?