Chapter 62 - I'm in denial and I know it.
"You know what it meant when you sent that text, right?" I ask him, looking into his eyes which he drops immediately with a crestfallen look.
But that's it.
The look on his face.
He's probably going to apologize next, but I know he doesn't know how I feel.
Not even close.
He doesn't understand how much that hurt me.
Theoretically , he would knows but the understanding is not there.
I know him.
I know Rolland.
I know how he'd react because he's Rolland.
I've stalked him and crushed on him and known him for three straight consecutive years.
And as much as that hurt, I don't care.
I don't care that I'm in denial either.
I'm healing better that way, whether I am or not.
"Yes, and I'm sorry, I should have been there for you
