Chapter 30 - living for passion alone, the end of emotions. Olivia's POV Knowing that I have nobody and nothing left to fall back on is heartbreaking. What's even more painful is the fact that those who I called my friends are the reason why I do not have anyone now. They are the reason why I feel like my world is blank and black. The friend I've known since we were very little and the one I grew to have a very huge crush on and the one who decided to use me to win his bet. Grace, Rolland and Austine gave me hope and dashed it. And now, all I can do is cuddle under my blanket with my bowl of chips and over a hundred folded papers. I thought writing will help me get over things, but no, I just couldn't bring myself to focus. I could bring myself to develop a character or a s