Chapter 59 - an experience of everything yet nothing Olivia's POV That was one crazy walk back home, and now I don't feel like writing anymore. I should have known better than to try to prolong the conversation with Austine. I felt that way, yet I wanted to prove something. Something I don't even know. I can't place my hand on what I was trying to prove by bringing my face so close to his and but here I am, unable to get over what I felt. I can't seem to remember clearly how I almost fell and my heroe saved me, but I have every detail of that aggressive encounter with Austine carved in my memories. I mean despite how dramatic and desperate the situation was, it's not the scene that's repeating in my head. Rather, it's the one with Austine. The way he'd look at me then star