Chapter 50 - damn emotions, this will be fun. I shouldn't be emotional or weak. Yet I am this expressive with my emotions and sniffling and my heart too. My heart is racing just because he's here. Just because "Here." His deep voice that had me in all of this mess in the first place sounds in my ears and I don't know what to do. I swear, I don't want to look up. I don't want to see him or see myself affected by him. I don't want to tell myself that I haven't gotten over him because of those special eyes sitting perfectly like rare orbs in his head. But I do. I look up with my teary eyes and into his and in there I see something. An emotion, an expression that I never ever want to entertain anymore. Pity. Why is he looking so empathetic when it's his fault or at lea