I open my laptop and start to continue writing on one of my unfinished works which just like coding is a secret from my friends because of the main characters in it. I figured that if I couldn't have him in real life, I could at least own him as my sub in this b**m novel I'm writing. The mere thought of it makes me feel better. I try to keep my hands to the keyboard so I don't get exhausted from touching myself and I manage until I'm unable to, before passing out from the exhaustion of it. I didn't realise that I managed to rest until I wake up from my nightmare. Grace found out about my crush for Rolland and… "Are you in there? Open the door." "Grace?" I ask as I drop the feet to the ground. "I've been knocking since forever, open the door." She says again and I do as she sa