Chapter 80 - it can only get worse
My health, my friendship, my financial statements, everything can only get worse.
My mood can only get worse
It feels like I have been cursed to damnation and this feeling is not a good feeling at all, it doesn't even feel one percent close to a good feeling.
I just feel worse and bad and the though doesn't even make anything better.
My mind travels back to the day mom left with my two sisters, leaving me alone because I wasn't worth it.
My mom didn't think me as obedient enough, she didn't think I shared her views, and her punishment for that was abandonment.
To abandon the child that she had before marriage by mistake.
She never stopped talking about it.
How she missed three better proposals because she was pregnant and thought she was
