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Why do I suddenly feel like this awful brat? 'Possibly because your acting like one?' My wonderful inside voice decided to just blurt out in my head. When Kane came up and asked me to come down to dinner, I didn't want to go, it's just so much easier sitting up here alone or just with Kane, so I didn't even have to think about this situation. But in the end, I know Kane is right. I can't just walk away because it makes me uncomfortable. I have to deal with it head on. What if something happened and one of them died? How awful would I feel because I decided to just ignore everything? I know the answer to that, I would feel like a huge piece of s**t. So it's time I stopped acting like this and pulled up my big girl panties.
Heading down the steps, I couldn't help but be nervous. It doe
