My bad boy

Chapter 19

Jungkook POV

Jimin smiles sadly at me and 20 minutes later we arrive at my apartment.. Jimin has carried me the whole way and places me on my bed so carefully that I almost don't feel pain.. Almost. Gureum joins us and Jimin breaks apart.. Okay he tries to cause I still have a tight grib on him, feel afraid of being alone. My store body aches, screams in pain by every move.

'Hey baby you're safe!' He looks with his deep dark eyes into mine

'I.. I don't want to be alone.' I confess with this cold fear inside my chest. I feel safe in your arms!

'You're not alone anymore. I'll always come to get you. You're with me.' He tells and leans slowly in. I close the gab and lose myself into the softness of his lips. The fear begins to leave my body slowly. He makes me forget it.

I move my lips on his and wrap my arms around his neck to pull him closer but try not to move too much cause my rips hurt badly. He replaces the fear I feel with love I want to be lost in.

He leans apart and strokes over my cheek. His lips are swollen and my body feels heavy and exhausted like never before.

'You should sleep baby bun.' Jimin speaks and adds 'And you'll eat as soon as you wake up.' He places a feather light kiss on my sore cheek.

'He shouldn't touched you.' I hear him mumbling to himself and my heart clenches. I hate this self-hate inside his voice. I'm not mad at him for what happened to me. He wants to go but I sit up and hold his arm, groan by the sudden movement. Tears fill me by the huge amount of stinging pain.

'Don't let me alone. Sleep with me please!' I beg and he swallows.

'Okay... Of course baby I'll be with you.' Jimin says and lies beside me. His body is so warm and I place my head on his muscular chest. His arms are around me, hold me close and I love the safety he gives me. I hear his loud heartbeat. Does it beat like this because of me?

'I love you Jimin.... Please don't give yourself the fault on what h..happened.' I tell him to make sure he knows that I don't hate him. He kisses my hair and I feel a smile of him

'I love you too... I will always.' He says and the tiredness inside my body becomes too much. All the events make me close my eyes so I fall into sleep.

-4 hours later-

Jimin POV

Jungkook is wrapped impossibly close to me, his hands grabs the hem of my shirt tightly but I can't let him go. I don't even move a muscle of mine cause I don't want to wake him up accidentally. I've watched him the whole time cause I couldn't sleep. A part of me is afraid of him getting hurt again. I can't take this, it's too much to see the person you love in pain. Hopefully we both can start a new life together. I have an idea for something.. Okay maybe a couple of things and I'm excited of my cute boyfriends reaction. We'll see in the future.

'N...no...' Jungkook suddenly moves in my arms. His eyes are still close but his eyebrows furrow like he's in pain. Does he have a nightmare?

'Please no.. Jimin.. Help me. Please.' He whimpers and jumps lightly and a painful gasp leaves his lips.

'J..Jimin' he whimpers my name and my heart clenches. He dreams of it.. Of what happened. I have to wake him up and so I shake him

'Jungkook! Baby wake up, it's a dream!' Suddenly his teary eyes jerk open, his breath fast and he holds tightly on me.

'Jimin?!' He sounds so lost and fragile.

'I'm here! I'm here baby! It was just a nightmare!' I tell him and hold him tight.

'Don't let me go.' He sobs on my chest and I nod

'Never baby.' I tell him and stroke over his back. Letting him know that I give him what he needs. He needs food and something to drink.

I still hold him tight and get up with him. He looks confused at me and I place him on the kitchen counter. He looks with cute, confused eyes at me

'You need food baby and a drink and I won't let you go so.' A blush covers his pale cheeks and a smile on his lips. This is the first time he gets some color.

'Thank you.' I kiss him softly and listen to his soft giggle. God, I missed this sound and view so much.

'Everything for you.' I tell him and grab him something to drink.

'Ohh and don't forgot your pill. I'm sure it hurts much.' He bites his lower lip and nods. I turn around and catch the pills on the table in the living room. I grab Jungkook once again and walk the both of us to the living room to bring him his pills, walk back to the kitchen and place him on the counter.

'Take it.' I tell him and he swallows the pill with the water I gave him. I then begin to cook him something. The classic, ramen but his eyes widen in excitement.

'This is really delicious.' He says and I chuckle. He thanks me this often.. He doesn't have to. We both finish the food and Jungkooks eyes travel to Gureum wh sits on the floor and looks between front door and Jungkook.

'Oh my god.' His eyes widen and he looks out of the window. It's dark and late after 9pm.

'What's wrong?' I ask and he gets up and tries not to make a sound by his pain

'I have to go out with him.' He tells and bites his lip while he looks out once again. He doesn't want to hear this but his heart is too good to let Guruem not to.

'I'll go with him. You can stay here.' I tell him but he shakes his head as panic fills him.

'No! I uhh mean c..can we both can g..go? I don't want to be alone!' He is so cute. Such a good and wonderful heart.

'But your rips..' I mention and think about Jin's words.

'Just not long please!' Jungkook pouts and makes it so hard to say no.

'Fine but really not long!' tell him and like the shy smile on his lips and once again he thanks me

--30 minutes later--

Jungkook POV

Gureum is so happy to go out and to walk freely with his cute little legs. My small baby. We enter the apartment complex and Jimin turns to me

'I just grab some things of mine. You want to come in or?' He asks and I shake my head. He thinks on me and I love it but I don't want to disturb him even more.

'We go into my apartment. I wait for you.' I say shyly and he smirks.

I yawn tiredly and sit on the comfy bed. I hope the wounds on my body will heal fast. They hurt really bad but the painkillers help a little. I grab my phone and headphones and turn on the music, >Just one day-next morning-

Jimin POV

I spend almost the whole night with preparing my surprise for Jungkook. Okay not the whole but at least the half of it. My heart swelled as he told me that I should sleep too. He always takes care of me too, thinks to whole time about me. I like it. This boy's mine and should always think on me.

I searched long on the internet but after hours and hours of searching I finally found what I wanted. It looks really good, better than I imagined. The photos look good and I just have to take a look on it in reality. I wrote an email to the man but I think he hasn't responded yet so I have to wait.

I check the time and it's half past 9 in the morning. The sun shines through the curtains and Jungkook cuddles closer to my body. I am still tired but I'm too excited for what I'm planning to do. I'm glad he didn't have any nightmares. He deserves a long and good sleep after all what happend.

I look at the sleeping beauty in my arms and stroke through his dark brown bangs. I lean down and kiss his forehead, his nose and both of his soft cheeks. His eyes flutter open softly and I kiss his lips. First he's surprised but he kisses me back and melts into me. I can't get enough of him and his taste. It's addicting. That's way more better than a cigarette.

'Good morning.' I grin after breaking apart. His lips are swollen and his face flushed but I didn't further it. He's still sore and has wounds so I have to wait but it's okay. Everything for his safety.

'Come, get up baby.' I tell him and he nods. We brush our teeth, then he tries to wash his hair but the pain in his rips doesn't let him so I do it for him with the help of the shower. I also dry them after. He then walks back to the bedroom and takes the sweater with the shirt and the bandages off slowly. I lean against the frame and widen my eyes as pure hot anger rushes through my veins. His ribs are dark purple, blue and green. The cuts on his hip and belly button are covered in blood and cream which Jin took on but his skin also looks painful and very colorful. I'm sure it will leave scars on his beautiful tanned skin. I watch him traveling over the abused skin with his long fingers and he whimpers quietly. I don't know why but seeing this wants me to grab Suga and V and beat the hell and life out of them. Jungkook seems to finally notice me cause he turns around and meets my angry and intense eyes. He grabs his, well my shirt and covers his bruises, this makes him gasp painfully cause he moved too fast. I step to him and stroke over his trembling arms which clutch on the shirt tightly.

'J..Jimin.' His voice is small but I have to see it

'Let me see it clearly.' I speak and he does as he's told and places the shirt back on the bed. His chest is still red of the whips but not as much as before. His rips and hips makes me worried so much. I see the pain in his eyes which the wounds give him but he doesn't tell me. And his swollen wrists... My poor precious baby.

'Why don't you say that it hurts? Why do you do this alone?' I ask and don't stroke over the wounds cause it will hurt him only more.

'I don't want to make you feel even worse than you are... I know you give yourself the fault on it and don't want you to hate yourself.' My baby is too precious for the world. I feel like the most bad person in the world and hate myself for what he's gone through but he says this

'I love you too much for this.. You are a good person, my good man.' He confesses shyly and I love his personality so much.

'I love you too baby bun. God, what did I do to deserve you?!' I call out and he buries his head in the grub of my neck. I inhale the shampoo scent of his freshly washed hair, vanilla.

'I don't know.. But I don't know why I deserve you.' He says and I raise my eyebrow. How could he say something like this?

'Jungkook you are the most beautiful and caring man in the whole universe. You always think of other people and not yourself. You're so gorgeous and cute, like an angel and I'm the opposite of you. I don't know why you're still here with me or not afraid of me. But I'm glad for it, glad for you cause you are the best thing what happened to me. And I'm too weak to leave you alone." I tell him and watch his eyes getting teary. He opens his mouth but nothing comes out and this makes me chuckle in amusement. I made him speechless.

'And now..' I grab his hand and walk to the bathroom 'I'm gonna take new bandages on your wounds.' He nods and stares at me while I take care of him.

'You're not alone. Believe me I'm always here and take care of you.' I tell him and he's the first person I ever told something like that. He really makes me cheesy. But I think a person who loves you changes you and brings out the best of you. He does this to me.

--- 1 hour later --- After breakfast ---

'Oh my god, Yuki!' Jungkook suddenly breaks out and stares at me.

'Yuki?' I raise my eyebrow. What's with her?

'I.. My work... I. Have to go to work.. I totally forgot.' He says with half panicked half worried eyes. My body and mind react and I grab him softly by his arm. He can't go to work. His wounds need to heal first.

'Baby no, you can't go' I tell him and his pupils widen

'B..but my work and Yuki..' He tells but I place my finger on his lips to stop him

'It's okay. You can call and tell you're sick and I'm sure Yuki wants you to take care of yourself too. You always take care of her right? *he nods* And now it's time to take care of yourself...' I tell and he looks so adorable while thinking hard like a rock. I feel he doesn't like it but I want it. I raise my eyebrow at him and he breaths out

'Okay.. I'll call.' I nod and he calls his work.

'I told them I was sick and wouldn't come in the next 5 days.'

'Just 5 days?' I raise my eyebrow and he nods shyly

'Isn't it enough? I hope Yuki won't miss me..' He says and sits on the sofa.

'I'm sure she will be fine and if something bad happens then they will call you like the last time..' I tell him and kiss his shoulder to let him relax. He really likes this small girl. She has to be amazing when Jungkook likes her that much but his friend Hoseok was not this amazing... Okay he was worried for his best friend and that was good. He was just protective around Jungkook what I didn't like but at the other side it was good. But Yuki sounds nice.

My laptop jumps back into my mind and I walk to the bedroom. I hope the man wrote me back. I open it and to my surprise is a new message already on it. I grin while reading it. I can check it today in the afternoon. This will be so exciting and I hope it's like I saw it in the picture.

I close the laptop and go back to Jungkook who suddenly wears glasses and holds a book inside his hands. My breath and heart stop by the cute and sexy view and the blood rushes down. How can someone look so hot with spectacles on?!

Jungkook is so deep into the book that he doesn't notice me coming closer to him like a hunter. God.. I don't want to hurt him and he's still in pain but with him looking so innocent and cute with this glasses I don't know how to control my hormones. I grab the book and throw it to the corner of the sofa. His eyes widen by the sudden action and he looks up at me. How can I stay away from him when he looks like this?!

'Why did you d--' he stops by the intense gaze and his adam Apple moves while swallowing hard

'You look so f*****g cute with these glasses on... Didn't know you have some.' I say with deep voice and make my way between his legs and move closer to his head.

'I uhm don't wear them often.. Actually I uhh only wear them for reading..' He stutters and blushes

'And why?' I ask and my nose touches his his. His sweet breath hits my lips

'I Uhhm I don't think they look good on m..me.' I think I have to show him how good and hot he looks with them

'You will wear them way more often baby bun..' I say and stroke over his thigh, smirk by the feeling of him breaking out in goosebumps

'W..Why?' His voice is small

'Cause you look so damn innocent and hot with them on.' I smash my lips against his and swallow his shameless moans. I grab his meaty thighs and walk to the bedroom, place him on the soft bed softly and don't add pressure on his rips. I know I should stop but it seems so hard. We never break the kiss, it only becomes more dirty and that makes me hardening more. He moans sinful into my mouth and my hand goes under his shirt. He mewls painfully and I froze. f**k Jimin, he's still in pain. I'm such an asshole. I lean apart

'I'm so sorry baby.' But his eyes are clouded with lust and need

'N..no, please don't stop. I.. please don't stop!' He begs and his eyes get teary.. Panic and lust fill them...

'But you're still hurt baby. I don't want to hurt you more.'

'No please, please take me! Make love to me please!' He begs and my c**k twitches by his needy voice.

'Touch me please.. I only want your touch. I want to make sure that you're the only one who can touch me..' A tear falls down his eye and runs down his cheek. Why is he saying this? Did Suga and V touch him?

'Did they touch you?' His eyes shows me much and he doesn't need to answer but he mumbles a small but ashamed

'Y..yes..........' My heart aches by the normal word.. But Jin told me he wasn't raped.. They did something else... The actions only I should do, who's allowed to do so. I grab the sheets tightly next to me so I won't grab him.

'W...will you still touch me? I *hiccup* I can understand if you d.. d..don't... I.. Feel so dirty and didn't want any of what s..Suga d..did *hiccup*.. I feel so d..disgusting cause you're t..the *sob* only one who should touch me!' He hiccups and breaks my heart. How can he say something like that

'Hey baby bun, I will always touch you.. I won't stop with that cause you're still my innocent, pretty and ravishing baby bun.. I'll show you that you don't have to feel like this my precious baby.' I explain and wipe his tears away.

'But tell me when it hurts too much.' I say and his pupils widen with love and lust

After a nod I kiss him again, his soft and swollen lips are only mine to claim. I want that he forgets the events, the whole yesterday. I let his shirt and glasses on but he grabs after them so I pin his hands next to his head

'Let them on... You look so hot with them.. So innocent and hot.' I tell and smirk by his red blush over his sweaty cheeks. I take off his pants and boxer and mine with the shirt and stare at the beauty under me.

'You are the most beautiful and gorgeous person in the world. I don't deserve such an angel.' I tell and lean down to kiss every single part of his still covered body but careful not to hurt him. His breath fastens as I kiss his n****e through the shirt, let my tongue play with it and pleasure him.

'Ahh d..daddy..' He moans and gasps as I bite the hard nump softly. His gasp turns me on and I have to prep him now. I grab his thighs and spread them apart. The view is unforgettable and so hot. I catch him licking over his lower lip and his glistening eyes look at me needily

'Please.' He begs and I smirk.

'JIMIN!' He moans through the room as I lick on his rim, getting it wet and then suck on it. He tastes so delicious. He arches his body, moans painfully for a second but never begs me to stop. So I open his rim and thrust my tongue into him. He spreads his legs wider for me and ram in and out. I groan by his sweet taste.

'Ahh Jim..Jimin ahhh' he moans with breath fast and I smirk, enter a finger into him. After thrusting it in a couple of times I enter finger two and three. Now I pleasure him with fingers and tongue and he seems to love it by the sinful sounds he makes. Pain fills his voice but he doesn't tell me to stop.

I think I can come by just this but the urge to fill what's mine makes me pull out. He pouts and his sweaty body and hole screams for my attention.

'So gorgeous.' I say and enter him. He closes his eyes and I go deeper. His parted, swollen lips calls for me and I lean down to taste them once again. I place my hands beside his head so I won't grab his bruised hips.

'Baby..' I breathe into his mouth and suck on his tongue. His tight and warm walls feel so good around me, too good to explain fully.

'You don't know how much I love you.' I say, pull out only to thrust back into him deep. The pace isn't fast but it is deep. So deep like never before and so, so intimate. My body feels more sensitive and he opens his eyes through his cute glasses.

'I ahh love you nngh too.' He says and moans louder. Hehe, I just hit his prostate. I kiss him again and he wraps his hands around my neck, pulls me closer. His thighs make their way around my hips and I don't like the pain in his moans but he adjusted to it. The room is so hot, filled with soft skin slapping, or loud breaths and moans. To make love to the person you love feels special, so intimate and good. It will never get boring. It will always be spectacular.

'I won't ever let you go..' I tell and try to deepen my thrust, his walls clench around me harder in response.

'You're always mine.' I breathe into his air and groan by the sudden tightness

'Only y..yours ahh' he moans the feelings overcome me. The love and the pleasure.

'Come with me baby bun.' I order cause I am so close. He makes me feel too good.

'D..daddy!' He moans and comes between us. His tight, clenching walls make my c**k swell and twitch and so I spurt my seeds deep into him.

I collect my breath and pull out, hug him gentle.

'So beautiful' I say once again and feel his heart pounding faster under my hand. I love this sound when I'm the reason.

---5 hours later ---

Now is the time where I have to meet the man who sent me the email. But I have to go alone. Will Jungkook be mad if I go? I feel bad for it but it's for him.

I open the fridge and grab a water bottle for him and see that he doesn't have many groceries left. I can tell him that I go buy some.

'Here baby.' I say and give him it. He thanks me with a blush and I kiss his hair

'You don't have much groceries left. I go and buy some. Will it be okay if you stay here??' I ask and he thinks

'Y..yes... I would love to go with you but I feel sore.' His cheek reddens and I smirk

'Really?'

He nods and his reaction is so adorable.

'I'll be back soon. I promise.' I say and kiss him so he doesn't think on what happened.

'Have fun!' He smiles softly

--- 40 minutes later ---

'So... How is it sir? Are you still interested?' The man asks and I look around once again. The furniture looks really great, I like it and smirk.

'Yes... I'll buy it.' I say and the man in the grey suit raises his eyebrows while looking with suspect up and down on me.

'You know the price? A..are you sure you can pay sir?' He asks with curiosity that pisses me off. He thinks it's too much for me it's nothing, just a peanut.

'Yes, 475.000$. I can give you cash right now when it's impossible for you to believe.' I say and smirk as his eyes widen

'O..Ohhh. I apologize sir.' He says and I grab my check book. I give him it with the money and he shakes my hand

'Congratulations sir... This is now your house. Here.' He explains and I grab the paper he gives me and the keys.

'This shows that this is yours.' He explains and I grin

'When can I move in?' I ask and he looks at the sheets of paper inside his trembling hands. I make him nervous.

'E..every time sir. It's yours now.'

Now we can move together, start our life in peace.

Our house.