My bad boy

Chapter 18

Jimin POV

I run as fast as I can. f**k, Jungkook has to be safe. He just has too but it's dumb to think like this because I know he isn't. I know Suga. He and his damn anger issues. Damn, why did I let Jungkook into my life? Why did I lose control?!He could be safe without me but I was too weak to let him go.

He's the first person I love. This can't be the same just like with my mother. NO. I can't be late this time. I can't forgive myself if Jungkook will die.

I just need 15 minutes to arrive at the shabby factory. I don't care about my f*****g breath. Jungkook is the oxygen I need to survive.. Adrenaline pumps through my body and mind and heart screams for Jungkook.. Where's my baby bunny?

I enter the big factory but see nothing. Now I have to find him.

'Jungkook! Jungkook baby! Where are you!' I call and search every little corner till my ears catch something.

'Min! Owww JIMIN!' I turn to the direction of Jungkooks painful voice and look at a room 8 meters away from me.

'Jungkook!' I yell and run to it, kick the door open fast. My breath hitches by the sight and my heart shatters into pieces. My poor baby is tied and naked?! Blood and red spots cover his beautiful body. He looks in pain but his eyes are closed... He just called me so he can't be dead. He must be unconscious. A small part relaxes as I see his chest going up and down but very slowly make me tensed again. This is my fault! f**k did I come too late? Please no!

'f**k, I told you it's him!' I catch V and Suga standing in the room. V holds a whip inside his hand and I grab my pistol, fix it on him without to blink. I need to look after Jungkook but I have to do this first. The f**k, he slapped him with a whip??! What crazy s**t is this?!

'What the f**k did you do to him?!' I storm to them and kick V the whip away. He grabs my hand but the adrenaline mixes with my anger and I rip away, kick him into his rips and shoot Suga into his thigh. He has to feel his pain just like V. Suga screams and let's his knife fall to the ground. Such weak and pathetic people and they hurt my baby bun. V grabs me from behind and punches into my side as well, makes me cough but I grab his hand and throw him over my body.

'You f*****g s**t!' I jump at V and punch him across his face. He tries to wiggle away, to move his hips and wants to kick me but I don't allow him.

'FEEL *punch* WHAT HE *punch* FELT!' I yell as I punch the hell out of him. I just stop as he passes out but I feel he's still alive. I turn to Suga who shakes badly.dark blood covers his whole leg and a bit of the ground. The bullet must have ran into his vein. He looks paler than usual.

'You f*****g disgust me! I told you I would kill you!' I fix my gun at him and step closer, kick his injured leg and grin as he cries out.

'I *coughing* knew I should have brought my gun with me..' Suga coughs, makes my anger boil.

'You f*****g hurt him.' I spit out and place my finger on the trigger. I will kill him. I begin to pull on the trigger slowly..

Just another move and this will end..

'JIMIN WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!' I turn to the loud shouting voice to see Jin. He looks at me with wide eyes, then V on the ground, Suga and Jungkook is the last... I catch something in them.. Is it pity.

'Jimin..' He steps closer and I stare intensely at him and then at back to Suga

'I'll kill him.' I growl but Jin grabs my hand with the gun.

'Jimin... You have every right for it but you won't feel happy with it later.. You will regret this.. Look after your boy..' He says and everything crashes down inside me. The adrenaline leaves my body.. Jungkook. It's like someone pushed a button inside me as my gun falls to the ground and I rush to Jungkook. f**k, I have to check on him. Why didn't I do this first?

'JUNGKOOK!' I breathe out and feel it and my heart stop by the view of his abused body. His hands are tied so I take my knife and cut it. He falls limply and unconscious into my arms... I lean down to check if he still breathes. It is so painfully slow...

'Jungkook! Please baby, Jungkook!' My heart shatters and I place him on the ground softly. I take off my jacket and place it on him.

'Jungkook I'm so sorry baby, please wake up!' I don't know how to live without him.

'Jungkook!' I shake him and look at my hand which is covered in his blood. I need bandages...

'Jimin...' Jin breathes beside me but I don't look up. I take my shirt and rip a piece off it to use it as a bandage. His wounds have to stop bleeding.

'Baby please, you can't leave me... This is all my fault, damn!' Something wet falls down my cheek.. Will this end just like with my mom?

'Jimin, let me bring him to our center. You know the hospital will call the police so let me. I look after him. Jimin you know I can help him!' Jins loud voice makes me look at him.. What? I would bring him to the hospital

'I can help him so let me! You want him to live!' He is right... Jungkook needs the best and Jin is good. He always takes care of us when we got shot. He studied medicine..

'Help him..' I breathe out, full of fear of losing him.

'Okay.' Jin says and grabs Jungkook but I do it instead. Nobody should touch him but me. I take him softly with my jacket and we both leave this shabby place to save his life.

--- 15 minutes later (they took Jins car)

I place Jungkook on the white table and Jin grabs all the things he needs. Which are many.

'He's in a bad condition... You really want to st---

'I won't leave him!' I interrupt him and he nods. Jungkook is still unconscious but has never stopped breathing.. He's strong.. He will make this. He has to

The following hour is one of the most painful in my life. I watch Jin taking off my jacket of him and taking care of all his wounds. He even cleaned him of the sweat and dirt. 3 deep cuts by a knife are on his left hip. 4 next to his belly button. They look deep and so painful. His whole upper bruised body is painted in red stripes where the two assholes whipped him. Why is he even naked? Did they rape him? The urge to kill Suga and V gets so strong I think I will explode but I can't leave Jungkook.... I hate myself for being too late. This is all my fault just like 7 years ago.

'J..Jin.' My voice is weak and quiet... My cheek is wet and the tears don't stop falling.

'What?' He asks and puts a bandage around Jungkooks hip. All this blue, green marks rips my insides more and more apart.

'D..did they rape him?' I pray to everyone for no.. Please no... Not my poor innocent small Jungkook.. Please not this...

'You really want to know?'

'I have to!' I growl and he nods

'I will check but don't do something to me because of the way how I have to do it.' He says and I nod.

Jin walks to Jungkooks lower part and spreads his legs and then his lower cheeks. My breath, my heart, my pulse stop while I pray for a no.. Jin looks 3 long seconds and looks at me. My heart stops

'No he isn't..' He says

'Again...'

'He hasn't been raped.' He repeats and I breathe in.... My heart stops beating again and feels like a rock crashes down my chest in huge relief.

'I'm so sorry for this Jimin.. I see you really love him.. They didn't have a right to do this.. He really seems like a nice young man.' Jin says and places his hand on my shoulder..

'He is.. The most precious guy in the world. I really do love him. This is all my fault... He.. He--' I cry and Jin hugs me for the first time.

'Ssssh he's alive.. Okay Jimin, he's alive! Not dead. You saved him. He just needs time now, needs to heal.' Jin says but I feel like shit

'He wanted to be with you Jimin! And he still knew what you do...' He tells and adds

'It was his decision not yours.' I close my eyes and wrap my arms around him. Even as Suga attacked him Jungkook still wanted to be with me. He is always worried about me and not himself... My strong, adorable bunny. I am too selfish and weak to leave him. He put a spell on me.

Jin grabs a syringe and then Jungkooks arm

'What are you doing?' I ask him alarmed.

'I take his blood. Only a bit don't worry. I make some tests to check if he has any diseases.' He explains and it worries me. Jungkook went through so much. Is this really needed? But Jin seems to know what's good so I let him.

'And now?' I break apart after Jin's finish and look my still unconscious baby.

'You have to wait. Like I said he's in a bad condition.. 2 of his rips are broken and the cuts on his hips are deep. The bruises on his wrists are swollen and blue... The pain was too much for his body so he passed out. He will be in pain as soon as he wakes up. I have painkillers but I'm not sure if they will help much. You should sleep Jimin. You honestly look terrible.' Jin explains and I shake my head.

'I won't leave him.' I wait for him to wake up. I have to.

'Okay..' He answers and I stare at Jungkook who's covered in a blanket. He will be in pain when he wakes up so I should take clothes on him now. I don't want to put him into more pain. He already has too much. I'm sure I still have spare clothes here.

'Jin could you please go to the bathroom? I have spare clothes in them. Jungkook needs something.' I tell and his eyes widen

'O..of course.. This is the first time you said "please"' he mumbles the last part and leaves the room.. After a minute he comes back and gives me the black boxer, a black shirt and a black sweater.

'Should I help you?' Jin asks but I shake my head

'Okay... Tell me when he wakes up. I go back to the factory to look after Suga and V.' Jin tells and leaves the white room. I can't understand why he looks after them but he's our doctor. He always takes care of everyone in Bangtan... Even when I'm not a part of them anymore. My insides want that Jin will let them die.

Carefully I reach out and dress him into the clothes. I am afraid of hurting him more... I want him to open his brown eyes.... Does he still want to be with me after all? I know he told me that he wouldn't leave me but after this... Maybe this changes everything.

I sit next to him and listen to his steady breath. I look at his hand.. I want so bad to hold it but I'm afraid. But f**k it!

I grab it softly and speak

'Jungkook baby..... My sweet baby bun please wake up! Open your eyes.. I'm so sorry, so sorry for all of this f****d up s**t! I wanted to protect you but I was too late just like in my past... This can't be the same, not again.. You're the first person I feel like this with.. Like someone knocked me out of breath the whole time but then you came and you're the oxygen I need, you're everything I need baby.. I want to live with you, to f*****g change this life but then this s**t happened! Don't hate me... Please I can't live when I know you would hate me!'

Suddenly his cold hand begins to move lightly inside mine. I blink couple of times to realize it but he did.. It moves more and he groans painfully after he whimpers.. His eyes flutter open slowly

'Jungkook?! Baby!' My heart pounds fast... So fast I think it will explode. It thumbs in my ears.

Suddenly with one fast move he sits up straight, rips his hand out of mine and cries out in pain loudly. His dark-brown eyes are filled with tears and fear, fear and pain like I have never seen it before. They widen as he sees me and he backs away but his body bends in itself by the pain. My heart aches by his traumatic state.

'Jungkook!' I call out and grab him cause he is close to fall from the table. He hits my chest as tears run down his cheek.

'W..where am I? N..not anymore.. Please l..let me g..go' His whole body trembles in fear.. My beautiful fragile bunny

'Ssssh Jungkook, baby, calm down! You're safe!' I place my hands on his wet cheeks and make him look at me

'Ssssh it's me Jungkook. Baby! You're safe now.' I repeat and he stops hitting my chest.. He breathes fast and his lips trembles as his eyes look intensely at me

'J..Jimin?' His voice is full of fear and so small. It seems like he just noticed it's me.

'Yes it's me!' I answer and wipe his tears away. Suddenly he wraps his arms around me and clings on me like a koala.

'Jimin! I-- *hiccup*!' He cries on my shoulder and I sit on the table with him on my lab.

'You're safe now. I'm here.' A tear of mine runs down my cheek as well and my heart hurts to see him like this. This should be my pain.

'A..are you just a d..dream? Owww.' Jungkook hiccups in panic and fear, grabs me tighter.

'No baby I'm not.. This is real.' I grab him softly by his shoulder and make him look at me

'I'm so sorry this happened to you.. This is all my fault baby. You don't deserve this.' I stroke over his red cheeks and he whimpers.. I pull my hand away by his painful noise

'I'm sorry baby!' I repeat and he shakes his head

'It.. It wasn't your fault..' His small voice says and my eyes widen

'It is baby, don't say something else.'

'B..but you didn't want it.. You didn't want it.. You wanted to protect me.. And you came.' He widens his eyes which are fill with questions.

'Y..you were the one who saved me or not? Or d..did I just dream of you? I don't k..know what's real.' He asks and looks around the white room. Panic fills his eyes and his body once again so I pull him close against my chest so he doesn't move. I don't want him to fall.

'Yeah I was the one who saved you... But I came too late.' I swallow hard

'But you *hiccup* came.. You really came for me even when you know they could have killed you'

'I will always come to get you baby bun.' I kiss his hair softly and his tears stops just like his panic

'Always and forever..' I add and he breaks away only to look at my eyes as he suddenly whimpers loudly. I think that was the shock, the adrenaline and now the pain appears

'It hurts so bad.' Jungkook whimpers and holds his rips and hips.

'Lay back down! I wish I could help you. This is supposed to be my pain.. Suga and V only did it because of me!' I growl and his breath hitches by their mention.

'W..what happened to them?' He stutters and I stroke over his arm softly as Jin enters the room. Jungkook jumps up again and grabs me tight. He moans painfully at his action and I hold him, rub over his back to comfort him. The adrenaline he feels must be strong when he can hold me like this.

'That's only Jin baby.. Don't worry, he took care of your wounds..' I breathe into his ear

'You don't have to be afraid anymore...' Jungkook doesn't let me go, it's the opposite, he grabs me tighter and I don't loose my hold on him. He wants my touch, my attention and I want to give him what he needs.

'Suga's in prison....' Jin claims my attention and I feel Jungkooks body trembling.

'Prison?' I ask and Jin nods

'Yes... He lost much blood cause of your shot. He almost died but they saved him.' Jungkooks body freezes by this and I don't know if it's good or not... I definitely don't like it just like Jins words. This asshole saved this motherfucker.

'And V?' I stroke cycles onto the back of Jungkook and feel his head in the grub of my neck. He cuddles me.

'The police came and arrested him too... They will not get out of it soon.. Like never.' He explains with a grin and I raise my eyebrow. How could this happen? Rap mon payed the police so this wouldn't happen. I mean I don't complain but it's confusing.

'Rap mon changed the deal with them... I told him what they did to your boyfriend and you.. Suga has changed since he began to take this damn heroin and Rap monster saw it. He talked with Suga about it but he hasn't listened. And V... He helped Suga and I think Rap monster has a weak spot for you.. He didn't want to kill them after the long years of Bangtan so he gave them to the police. He said it was their punishment. You will never see them again. We're not Bangtan anymore. It's over.' Jin explains and I am speechless. Suga and V at the police. And Rap monster, I don't know why he did this. It confuses me but I also feel relief.

'Jungkook... I know you don't want me to but I need to make sure you're good. Please lay down on your back... Could you please tell me how you feel?' Jin asks with soft voice and I stroke through his soft dark hair. How is he even feeling? He's so quiet.

'It's okay.. He won't harm you. Trust me.' I say ans hope he will let him.

Jungkook slowly begins to lean apart from me and turns his head to look at Jin.

'Jungkook would you let me take a look on you? I won't hurt you for sure. I'm a doctor.' He explains...

'It's really important for your health that you will let me check on you.' Jin adds with pleading voice and Jungkook thinks for a minute before he slowly nods. He never leaves my side. I wish I could read his thoughts.

Jungkook POV

I look at the blonde man in front of me who begs me to check on me. My thoughts are into a war. I don't know what to think about all of this.. My body screams in pain, doesn't want me to sit up but I don't want to go away from Jimin. I just want Jimin. He's with me, he really came for me, I knew it. My heart flutters by that, in love. I look at Jimin unsure who nods at me and I breathe in deeply

'O..okay.' I breathe out and Jin smiles. He reaches out for my hand but I step back and hit Jimin with my back against his chest. I don't want that someone touches me who isn't Jimin. Suga and V did enough and I feel so weak and exhausted, so dirty

'I won't hurt you please.. You have to trust me. I promise.' Jin says and Jimin grabs my hand gently, try not to make pressure on the bruises on my wrists and kisses my knuckles.

'Trust me baby, I won't let someone hurt you ever again. I promise. He's here to check on you. He already did but he has to do it again.' My black haired boyfriend explains and my wild heart calms down. Do it for him. You can do it. You survived Suga and V.

'S..sorry.' I breathe out and reach out for Jin. My hand shakes but I do it anyways. Jin takes my hand gently and points me to lie back down.

'Does it hurt bad? How are you feeling?' He asks after I listened. A painful gasp leaves me by all the moves

'I..it really hurts.. every move I make.' I lick over my dry lips. I really need something to drink. Everything's so dry from the crying and sweating.

'I understand. 2 of your ribs are broken. I took a bandage around them. You should try not to move too much and don't do sudden movements. It could only hurt you more.' He explains and handles me something, a can with pills

'This are painkillers.. You can take 2 every single day but not more. And this won't affect the b---' he stops speaking and his eyes widen. A pink blush covers his cheek. I blink confused and look at Jimin.

'Jin? What's up?' He asks and Jin comes back to his senses.

'I uhh ........... Ahh, nevermind. Like I said just 2 and no more.' He looks intensely at me, like he wants to tell more and I just nod. What does he hide?

'You must be tired aren't you? Hungry or thirsty?' He asks and just now I realize I'm very very hungry...

'Y..yes' I confess and Jimin jumps up suddenly, makes me jerk in fear.

'I should have already brought you something I'm sorry. I'll be back soon.' He says and wants to leave. My eyes widen in panic so I jump of the seat. The pain in my abused body is forgotten as I grab his hand and turn him to me.

'N..no please.. Don't leave me alone..' I beg, feel my eyes getting teary again and guilt flashes in his eyes. I don't want to see it in them. I want to be with him

'You...' He looks at me, changes a glance with Jin and strokes over my knuckles.

'I will take you home and make you something to eat. You need to rest.' He says and adds

'I won't leave you!' I nod and whimper as I feel the pain again. Jimins eyes darken & sadden and he suddenly grabs me bridal style.

'I'll take you home.. Thank you Jin for everything.' Jimin smiles and Jin does it do

'You're welcome Jimin.. I want to see him in 1 week again to check on the wounds. Don't add too much pressure. Ohhh and congratulations!' Jin says and makes me confused. Does he say this because I'm safe? Because of Suga and V?

'Yes.. Bye.' Jimin says with furrowed eyebrows and we both leave.

'W..what did he mean with congratulations?' I ask Jimin but he shrugs his shoulder

'I don't know. I think cause of Bangtan, you and me.'