Sage P.O.V
Dammit, why did that slut Becca have to come? I wish I’d told my mate that I knew
where her best friend was. I should have told her when I had the chance, and we
wouldn’t be in this mess.
This has got to be a nightmare, it has to be. Why did I not mention Becca to my wife?
Yes, my wife. Man, I screwed up so bad. I need some help, but who would I get to help
me? Xavier? Arica? Melissa? Yes, definitely, I’ll ask her. Hey, I’ve never done anything
with either Arica or Melissa; they feel like friends to me rather than lovers. Yes, I had a
a lot of lovely girls, but I have changed. I only want my wife, my Mandy. I don’t want to
wake up from this horrible life without my wife. I want her back. I look out the window; it
has been raining for a week. I am sad and angry with myself. I wish I wasn’t a
manwhore, and then she would be here with me, but I needed to sow my oats before I
settled down. I am an Alpha, for f**k sakes.
I text her: miss you please talk to me, I swear I have changed. I wish I never was with
Becca, she means nothing to me. Only you and our babies. Please come back home.
That was a week ago, and now I am doing the waiting game. She told me she needed
some time, so I gave her that.
Now it has been a long time since I have talked or seen my wife, my mate, my girl. I
i love her so much. I tried to look for her, but she told me to not look for her, and she will
come to me when she wants to talk, but I can’t wait any longer. It's been a month since I
have touched, tasted, and felt my beloved wife. I miss her so much. So I respect her
wishes. I have been waiting and waiting and waiting.
Now it’s been 4 weeks since the last time I have seen my wife and what a f**k up time it
has been. I tried everything I could to get her to talk to me, but f*****g Becca said I
started by coming to her when we were younger. I haven’t had the chance to talk to my
mate before Becca opened her mouth to say that we lovers and that look on Amanda’s
my face broke my heart because now you can see how shattered she is. Becca was so
happy to make her feel like that.
Anyway, I am tracking my wife down. I heard she is staying with Vickie and her mates in
Eddie and Freddie’s Castle down the way from us. They built it so they could all have
part of it together, and moved their people in the area so they could both be Alpha and
King.
“Sage.” I feel her mind-linking me, and I open it up for her. I am so grateful for
this mind link call. I was like oh, Lee it’s her and Anaya, she is talking to you. What is
Is she saying to you?
“She is saying that she has lots of stuff to talk about, and she is driving down here
to talk, just talk nothing else right now.”
“Grrrrr.”
“Sage, don’t do anything that gets her to stay away longer. I can’t or won’t survive
this again. Please don’t do anything that will sabotage our chance, ok.”
“Ok, Lee.”
“Honey, yes I am home, please come here, and yes, we will talk.”
“Ok Sage, I am coming to the front door right now.”
Then I hear the doorbell ring. I walk up to the door and open it, and I wish I didn’t. I’d
changed into something that she loves to see me in. I have a muscle shirt on with
shorts with stains and messy hair and dried teardrops on my cheeks.
She looks up and gasps, then she says Sage and shows a small smile, and I am
glowing. I want to grab her and kiss her and lock her in our bedroom all night until the
the next day. I open up my mouth, but before I can say anything, she is like “Before you
speak, let me say what I need to say, ok”
I nod my head, then I move out of the way for her to come into our cottage.
She walks ahead of me and holds onto her belly. She is glowing and so beautiful with my
babies. Then I shut the door, and I prayed to the Lord to please bring her back to me
today. I miss her so much; I can’t live without her. I am so miserable without her.
As I am about to shut the door, she says, “Sage, I believe you, honey.”
I thought what? She just said she believed me.
My heart just was about to jump out of my chest.
I look at her and quickly stride to where she is sitting on the couch. I bend down in front
of her on the floor and cry in her lap. She just holds my head and strokes my hair. I am
sobbing my heart out.
“ I miss you. Oh, god, I am so miserable without you, baby. I will do what you
I want me to do it, I swear baby, I love you.”
“Shhh, babe, I know, that is why I want to say I am sorry for believing Becca.
She’s such a b***h. I banned her from our land and pack; she can never come back
ever again.”
I was like wow, in my mind, then Anaya says, “You have no idea.”
“Please explain to me baby, I am so proud of you, wifey.”
I let her explain how she found out that Becca was bad news.
I was like what? “No, it couldn’t be her, no freaking way. She made the rumor
about me smelling like a dog. I am so pissed, I had it bad with the bullying from the
older kids in school.”