Katya POV
Love, a word I never thought I would utter again after my parents' death, yet it was an emotion I felt for Falcon super fast. The warmth of his touch, the way his eyes sparkled when he looked at me, and the sound of his laughter brought a sense of joy and comfort I hadn't felt in a long time. Sometimes, just for a second, reality came crashing down on me. I questioned if this happiness would last.
Maybe it was because I had always felt that most happiness was inevitably stripped away from me in the end. Something happened in that car, something I can't explain. There was a dangerous energy that pulsed inside of me. I couldn't shake the feeling that whatever had happened would hurt others, innocent others, or even me.
It's funny how I finally felt at home with someone, finally looking forward to a possible future that I'm willing to fight for, yet also feeling lost at the same time. I lay with my eyes closed, feeling Falcon's hand gently moving up and down my arm in a really soothing way.
Being with Ash last night was a completely different experience. I mean, I know he and Falcon are the same in so many ways, yet Ash was more untamed, taking my body to its limits. And yet, I felt amazing. I couldn't pinpoint exactly when Falcon took control, to be honest. I don't even remember falling asleep. A small amount of embarrassment washed over me. Had I fallen asleep while making love? And was it normal to crave so much intimacy? I mean, I wouldn't mind staying in bed with him for days on end. It was a stark contrast to not too long ago when I feared even having s*x.
When I finally opened my eyes, I realized I had fallen asleep on top of Falcon. I moved to get off him, feeling even more embarrassed, but he wrapped his arms around me, holding me close. "Stay like this just a little bit longer," he requested. His voice, deep and rumbling, sent vibrations through my body.
"It can't be comfortable for you," I said, my cheeks flushing.
"It's very comfortable, Katya," he replied, his voice filled with sincerity.
"I really hope you got some sleep," I said, genuinely concerned.
"I did. I am well rested," he responded, his hands moving against me again.
"I was hopeful your cuts would heal, but it seems they may take time. I will help you apply some ointment. Are you in any pain?" he asked, his concern evident.
"I'm fine," I reassured him, feeling grateful for his care and attentiveness.
He went silent for a moment, the room growing still. Then, he let out a weary sigh and gently helped me off of him. "Is everything okay?" I asked, concern lacing my voice.
"The pack Alpha wants to speak with me," he replied, his voice tinged with resignation. "It's to be expected, but it means leaving the comfort of this bed with you." He let out a soft chuckle, trying to lighten the mood.
"Is there anything I can do to help?" I asked, wanting to be of assistance in any way I could.
"For now, just stick with me or Maeve, Nate, and Tom," he instructed, his voice filled with a mix of protectiveness and reassurance. "I don't want you to feel smothered, but I need to know you're safe."
As he got out of bed, I looked at him, my eyes searching for answers. "Falcon, in the car... do you know what happened?" I asked, hoping he had some insight.
"I'm afraid I really don't," he admitted. "All I know is that somehow, you managed to stun a vampire lord and cause significant damage to the enemy. Do you remember anything from what happened?"
I paused, trying to recall the events. "I just remember feeling this overwhelming need to protect you," I confessed. "It's like that was the only thing on my mind. And then, there was this strange sensation, like something exploding inside me."
Falcon's voice softened. "I know I keep saying it, but I promise we will figure out what happened and what you are capable of," he reassured me. "You are a mystery to me, but one I will keep safe."
He placed our clothes on the bed from a bag on the floor and took my hand, guiding me towards the bathroom. "Come with me, let's get ready for the day," he said, his touch grounding me.
"You want me to shower with you?" I asked, a mixture of surprise and delight in my voice.
"Only if you want to," he replied. "But you are more than welcome to shower alone if you prefer. However, I do want you to come with me to meet the pack Alpha."
"I don't mind showering together," I said, my voice filled with genuine happiness. Being with him brought me a sense of calm I hadn't experienced before. We took a quick shower, the warm water cascading over our bodies, rejuvenating us for the day ahead.
As we got dressed, I felt a slight ache. I had completely lost track of what day it was with everything that had been happening. Even though I took birth control every few months, I still got my period. And it seemed like it was starting soon. I knew it wouldn't be pleasant—I always had severe cramps. I would need to discuss birth control options with Falcon since my shot would wear off soon and make sure I had pads or something.
Falcon noticed my discomfort and gently placed his hand on my lower abdomen. "What's wrong?" he asked, concern evident in his eyes. He always seemed to know exactly where I felt pain.
"It's... my time of the month," I stammered, feeling a bit embarrassed by the topic.
"Time of the month?" he asked, confusion etched on his face.
I was really hoping I wouldn't need to say more. "My period." I then said, yet he still seemed stumped. "It's something women go through," I continued.
"I think I know now. The staff had purchased some things for you at the kingdom. They are in the bag. They are for a human's cycle," he said as he went back to the bag and handed me a box. I was relieved to see it was pads.
I whispered, "thanks."
"Werewolves are different from humans. A she-wolf goes through heat, so I'm afraid I don't know much about... well," he said nervously. The fact he was nervous as well honestly made me feel better.
"I bleed for a few days. It's painful but normal, so don't worry. We just... well, it's best we not have s*x for a few days," I said to him.
"I understand. Just tell me anything you need, and I will help," he responded.
"There is one more thing. I was on birth control, but I was supposed to get a new shot soon, so that means I won't have protection from getting pregnant," I explained.
"I can get you birth control here. We have a potion that works for three months at a time," he explained.
"It's up to you if you want to take it, but it's probably not the best time to bring a pup into this world," he responded.
"Pup?" I asked.
"We call babies pups here," he explained.
"Yeah, I'm not ready for a pup," I responded, and he went silent for a moment.
"Would you want one in the future?" he then asked.
"I guess I've never really thought about having kids, but yes, in the future, starting a family would be nice," I said as a smile formed on his face.
"Good, because I look forward to that future," he responded.
Once I finished dressing and brushing my hair Falcon took my hand.
"You look perfect," Falcon said as we finally left the room.
As we walked, I glanced at my wrist. The tattoo had more color to it. Was it due to what happened in the car, or was it because I asked for time with Ash? I was happy to see the color. I was not going to fail.
Falcon noticed me looking at my wrist, his sharp eyes narrowing as he brushed his finger against the spot. "You get anxious whenever you move your finger on that spot," he observed, his voice tinged with concern. "Yet, that only started happening once you came here. There is something there I can't see, I assume from the deal with the witch. I know even if you wanted to tell me, you can't, as the words won't form. You are blocked from saying if I'm right." I nodded, unable to voice my agreement.
A small frown creased Falcon's forehead, but he quickly replaced it with a reassuring smile. "I just hope whatever price you had to pay is not causing you too much stress," he said softly, his thumb gently caressing my wrist. I tried to speak, but the words remained trapped in my throat. His smile widened. "That right there is enough confirmation. I am right."
His lips pressed against my wrist. The gesture was tender and comforting. "I wish no price had to be paid, but thank you, Katya, for going through whatever is requested of you to be with me," he murmured, his voice filled with gratitude.
Tears welled up in my eyes as I nodded, my heart bursting with love for him. "I don't want a life without you," I admitted honestly, my voice barely a whisper.
We approached a small crowd of people, their murmurs filling the air. Their curious gazes fell upon me, assessing and curious. They bowed their heads in respect as Falcon passed, acknowledging his status.
A woman with a gentle yet firm voice spoke up, "I am here to take you to Alpha Sean's office," she offered, her voice tinged with a hint of nervousness. "I can show your servant to the servant quarters here."
Falcon, let out a low growl, his displeasure evident. "Please do not assume one's position without asking," he explained, his voice filled with authority. "Katya is my mate and the future Luna princess."
Silence enveloped the room, the weight of Falcon's words sinking in. I never expected him to reveal my true identity in such a public manner. The woman trembled slightly, her voice filled with remorse. "My sincere apologies, future Luna Katya. I should not have made assumptions."
Falcon's tone softened as he responded, "I appreciate your apology, but moving forward, please think before speaking."
With that, we were led to Alpha Sean's office. As we entered, my eyes fell upon a young man, even younger than Falcon, seated at a desk. He motioned for us to take a seat. I couldn't help but notice his lack of deference, unlike others who had bowed their heads to Falcon. It gave me an uneasy feeling, as if there was something off about him.
Falcon spoke, addressing Alpha Sean. "I apologize for not being able to speak right upon our arrival, and I want to thank you for your help in getting immediate medical assistance for my mate."
For a brief moment, the Alpha's gaze met mine. I recognized that look, having seen it before in my ex and foster father. But this time, I refused to let fear take hold.
"I assume you have come to investigate the recent attacks on my pack lands," the Alpha spoke, his voice confident. "You will learn quickly that I have it under control now. But you are welcome to stay as long as you need. Humans are not allowed in the pack house, but since she is your mate, I'll make an exception.”
I felt a strange, prickling sense of anger wash over me, its intensity burning through my veins. But as I took a moment to center myself, I realized that this anger did not belong to me. It belonged to Falcon, radiating from his very core. His hand trembled slightly as I reached out and gently rubbed it, hoping to soothe his restless spirit.
"As the reports I have received indicate, it seems that you do not have the situation under control," Falcon spoke with a firmness in his voice, his words laced with authority. "Your pack has suffered heavy losses, not only warriors but also elders, she-wolves unable to fight, and even pups who have gone missing without a trace. It is evident, even upon our arrival, that your pack has significantly decreased in numbers."
"I expect a detailed report on every missing pack member, as well as an account of all recent deaths. Furthermore, provide a log of the patrol on your pack lands and the individuals assigned to each shift during the attacks. I want this information by the end of the day." Falcon ordered the Alpha.
Falcon paused, allowing his words to sink in, before reminding him of his place. "Please remember, Alpha Sean, that this pack is a part of the kingdom. For years, we have provided financial backing to your lands and supplied well-trained warriors. I possess the authority to temporarily strip you of your title and appoint a new Alpha in your stead, should I find reason to believe you are unfit to lead."
"You may have provided assistance last night, but remember to bow your head in respect to me and my mate. We are the ones who ensure the stability and protection of this pack." Falcon demanded.
Falcon's words to Alpha Sean were stern and resolute, a side of him I had never witnessed before. As they conversed, I attempted to establish a mental link with Falcon, seeking to share my concerns. "The Alpha, he is not sincere. I can see it in his eyes, he is hiding something, and it's not good," I warned Falcon silently.
His voice echoed within my mind, assuring me that he shared the same unease. "Keep observing, Katya. Your intuition is invaluable to me. Anything you sense, whether from within here or from the other pack members, let me know."
I would quickly learn the intricacies of this world, so I could protect him and the people who relied on him as their leader. Just as he protected me, I would be his unwavering shield.