"I am the diamond you left in the dust. I am the future you lost in the past. It seems like I never compared, wouldn't notice if I disappear."
- Good enough, Little mix.
Chapter thirty-one: moving on
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It was Monday, and I was finally back at school. I knew I didn't want to come back, but I spent days thinking about being in the same state as Theodore, and I didn't want that at all.
I felt much better than when I was on the airplane with Eddie.
Everything had changed. My life was changing in front of my eyes, and I couldn't do anything to make it stop.
I hardly got out of the room as soon as we arrived. I avoided Daniel, and ignored his calls and texts. I knew it was making me look like I wasn't a good person for doing that, but I couldn't face anyone.
I wanted to be alone, an
