Sara
I felt like I had been in the hospital for months. I felt like I had just been lying down and crying for weeks. But it had only been a few days. I felt tired, weak, and dried out. The dark fog had lifted somewhat and mixed in with a terrifying numbness that I couldn't shake.
My voice felt raw from crying and arguing with Jaxon about leaving the hospital. I knew he was probably right. I knew it was probably too soon to leave, too soon to go to work, but I couldn't help it. It was only making it worse to be alone, wallowing in my grief. I couldn't remain in that much pain. My body and my heart couldn't take it.
I showered and focused on really cleaning everything. It had been a while since I had really showered well. I wasn't sure how Jaxon could stand to stay close to me and slee
