Sara I couldn't believe what was happening. I felt uneasy and uncertain. Nothing felt real. Could this really be happening? Is this real? I couldn't tell if I was asking questions out loud or if it was just in my head. I wanted Jaxon. I kept telling Lauren I needed Jaxon, but she seemed to just be sitting still–like she couldn't hear me. She looked white and sort of sweaty. She had her arms wrapped around her and she was looking at me like I was dead. Was I dead? I didn't feel like it but it certainly felt like some part of me was gone, ripped away from me. I jolted my head toward the door when it burst open. Jaxon was there, looking wild with wide eyes. "Sara! Are you okay?" He was instantly at my side and took my hand in his. His eyes frantically traced over me as if looking for