Griffin
“So, is this how it's going to be every time we have an argument?” I asked my mate while he was sitting in front of me with another woman attempting to suck his d**k. I had been in the dining room to assure the pack that their Alpha and Luna were a united front. But instead, I felt the distinctive pains of infidelity that every wolf had learned about in health class. I could have collapsed to the ground and let myself fall into a crying fit of pity. But I decided to ignore the pain and my devastated wolf and find my mate.
He looked up at me with a slight smirk. “I needed some stress relief,” He mumbled. He looked down at the female, “Did I say you could stop?” He growls.
I noticed the female was Tawny. She glanced at me before trying to pleasure my mate. “So, would it be alright if I go find a pack member to pleasure me when I need stress relief?” I folded my arms and watched Tawny.
Atlas let out a growl. “You are mine!”
I let out a dry laugh. “You say that while another female is sucking your dick.” I stepped towards them. “Seriously, Tawny, how did you become the pack slut if you suck that bad at blow jobs?”
Tawny stopped and looked up at me with shock. “What?”
“You heard me. How long have you been at it? By my calculations, it's been at least twenty minutes since I felt the pain, and he still doesn’t have it up.” I told her.
Tawny went to say something, and Atlas pressed her head onto his d**k again. She gagged and choked before attempting to please him again.
“Tell me, is she better than me?” I asked him while taking another step towards him.
Atlas narrowed his eyes and looked down. Tawny was more drooling all over his genitals than pleasuring him. “Taffy has always gotten the job done.”
“Her name is Tawny,” I knelt beside Tawny. “Come on, Tawny. Suck that d**k correctly. See how flaccid he still is. Take that massive member into your slutty mouth and make him howl.”
“What the hell is wrong with you?” She shrieked while she clawed my mate’s member.
“I’m being a good luna and guiding you. If you are going to give my mate a blow job, do it correctly. I imagine most of the guys are drunk when you service them, so they don’t notice how badly you do,” I explained to her. “So, come on, get in there, girl. Make my mate’s c**k blow its load.” Atlas just sat there staring at me with a confused expression. He was probably waiting for me to roll over and cry from the intense pain in my chest but I am a warrior. Pain means nothing to me. Tawny tried a few more times to pleasure Atlas, but she just spit all over him.
I scoffed loudly and pushed her out of the way. “Oh, for goddess sakes, let me show you how it's done, Tawny.” I wiped down the c**k with his pants and looked up at his blue eyes. I placed a kiss on the tip and then started to bob my head while licking the shaft. He let out a low, pleasured growl while his eyes rolled to the back of his head. He gripped the couch, and almost immediately, his member sprang to life. “See, how much happier d**k looks,” I said to Tawny. I took his entire length into my mouth and even swallowed the tip eliciting more pleasured growls. He ran his hand through my hair. “He likes it when you deep throat,” I smirked at Tawny.
She threw up her hands. “Nuts to this!” She squealed and stomped out of the office.
I looked up at Atlas, who was looking at me with eyes full of lust. “Are you still mad at me?”
“Furious,” He replied in a husky tone.
“Do you want me to stop? I could find someone else to relieve your anger.” I fluttered my eyelashes while taking his entire length into my mouth again.
“f**k no, don’t stop, woman,” He breathed out.
A smirk spread across my face, and I went faster and harder. I was making him howl with pleasure. My wolf was howling along in my head. I could only hope that Hyperion was happy too. I licked down his shaft and then took his balls into my mouth while still stroking his shaft.
“f**k, woman,” He moaned happily while pawing my hair. “Don’t ever stop.”
I licked up his shaft and went back to sucking. He began thrusting into my mouth while holding the sides of my head.
He let go of the sides of my head just as he was nearing his orgasm. I stopped sucking and stood up, and started to walk away from him. I was determined to leave him with blue balls to teach him a lesson.
“What the f**k? You aren’t going to finish?” He growled.
I turned to him with a shrug. “You have two hands,” I replied and continued walking towards the door.
“Griffin,” He said in a small voice. “Please?”
I smirked and turned around, and stepped towards him while unzipping my pantsuit. I kicked off my heels and stepped out of my outfit. There was no door in the office, and I prepared to straddle his hard member. Looking into his eyes, I placed myself on the tip of his c**k and then slid slowly down. I grasped his shoulders and then began to move my hips. He moaned in pleasure and grabbed my hips, and began to meet my hips with his own thrusting. I began to moan as I pushed my breasts towards his mouth. I felt his tongue on my n*****s and moaned when he sucked on them.
We both moaned as I let out screams of pleasure. No doubt the pack could hear us. Not that it slowed either of us down. I rode him hard until I felt my walls clenching as I screamed out my orgasm. He followed suit moments later, and I felt his hot seed explode into me. I rest my head on his shoulder for a few minutes while panting. Then I looked into his blue eyes. It was like both of us were trying to find something in the other. I brushed his lips with my fingers, and I leaned in to kiss him. I paused and took a deep breath, and climbed off him. I bent down and silently picked up my pantsuit, and walked into the office bathroom. I cleaned up the semen running down my legs, put my clothes back on, and walked out of the bathroom. I glanced at Atlas, who was just watching me from the couch. Wordlessly, I walked out of the office, passing Jed on the way.
“Whoa, what the hell happened to the door?” I heard the beta say to Atlas.
I didn’t wait around for my mate’s response. I just continued my walk of shame down the hall. A few pack members were lingering around, and they all watched me with strange expressions. They weren’t sure what to think of me. I got that. I spotted Tawny talking to her friends.
She spied me and narrowed her eyes, and walked towards me. I stopped and watched her. She stalked towards me with a sneer. “You better watch yourself. Atty won't tolerate your disobedience much longer.”
I shrugged. “That would suit me fine. I can always go back to being an elite royal warrior.” I stated and tried walking away from her. She grabbed my arm with her nails. I let out a laugh. “What are you going to do, Tawny?”
“Teach you a lesson,” She replied and slapped me across the face. Pain didn’t even register, and I just laughed at her.
“And what lesson was that, Tawny?” I replied. “If you want to teach me a lesson, then teach me a f*****g lesson. Or are your b***h slapping skills as poor as your d**k-sucking skills?”
She released my arms with a low growl. She reeled back and tried to punch me in the jaw but screamed when her fist connected. She held her injured hand as tears sprang out of her eyes.
“Hmm, if you truly wish to get close to teaching me a lesson, meet me in the women’s gym on Friday,” I told her. Several pack members were gathered around us. Tawny looked around and hung her head in shame.
“At least you remember my name,” She sniffled and walked away from me.
I stood watching her for a moment and ignored the looks from the others. I continued towards the stairs. I wanted to take a long boiling hot bath. Being a demigod, I could tolerate near-boiling temperatures. I noticed a small, timid omega female watching me from a doorway. I stepped towards her, and she shrank away. “What is your name?” I gently asked her.
“M-m-Missy, Luna,” She replied with her eyes downcast.
“Please look at me when you speak,” I ordered her in a soft tone. “Do you have something you would like to say to me? Please don’t be afraid.”
She looked up at me with big brown eyes. She couldn’t be more than sixteen years old though it was hard to tell her actual age with her small stature. “I-I-s self-defense training open to everyone.”
I nodded. “That’s what I said. Anyone over eighteen, including omegas.” I stated to her.
“S-s-so, can I t-t-train?” The poor thing quietly stuttered out her question.
“Are you over eighteen?” I asked her.
“I am twenty, Luna. I am just small for my age. That’s why my parents left me at the orphanage,” She looked down again.
“I am sorry to hear that, Missy. If you wish to learn self-defense, then come to the gym.” I told her.
“The gym isn’t open to omegas.” She sniffled.
I gently touched her shoulder. “Well, it is now.”
She looked up at me with a shock. I offered her a small smile. “Thank you,” She said with a little more confidence. Then she hugged me and pulled away. “I-I-I’m sorry.”
“It’s alright, Missy. I’ll see you on Friday, okay?” I smiled at her, and she nodded her head.
“Goodbye, Luna. Thank you.” She said and then disappeared into the shadows again.
I continued up the stairs towards the alpha floor. When I finally reached the top floor, I was met by a large man in Greek armor. “Dad,” I greeted him.
“This is unhealthy, Griffin,” He said to me.
I rolled my eyes. “And? You told me to learn to get along with Atlas,” I sighed.
“Not like this,” He reached out to stroke my cheek. “You two are going to rip yourselves apart. Your pack needs you to be united.”
I shook my head. “Dad, I honestly don’t see how this will work. We are two hard-headed people with strong personalities. I want to fight my feelings for him and resist his attempts to change me. But-“
“You can’t,” My father finished my thought. “You love him, Griffin.”
I shook my head. “No, i-it’s the mate bond making me feel this way,” Eris whined as I denied my growing feelings for the asshole.
A smirk spread onto his scarred face. “Take it from your old man. Denying your feelings will only hurt more in the end. I lost the one I truly loved because I denied how I felt about her.” He lamented sadly.
“Aphrodite?” I questioned.
He chuckled dryly. “No,” He clasped my arm, “Your mother.”
I c****d my head. “What? I know you cared about her-“
“No, Griffin, I loved Justine. She was not just another random mortal I sought out to scratch an itch. I really and truly loved her. Unfortunately, I didn’t realize that until it was too late,” He explained to me. “She prayed to me for help when the hybrids attacked her. But my father forbade me from helping, so I watched her die. She was the first one that I truly felt love for. Not even the Goddess of Love ever made me feel that way,” He sighed as I saw some semblance of tears in his blood-red eyes.
“I never knew that, Dad,” I touched his arm. “Truly.”
He shrugged. “I tried bargaining with Hades to give me her soul, but my uncle wouldn’t budge.” He sighed sadly. “Anyways, I still have you.”
It was strange to think the God of War to be so sentimental. My father was reviled by his parents and siblings. But he always treated his children with love. Well, most of his children.
“Dad, I have had a long day,” I expressed.
He nodded. “I know. I have to go too,” He said as a boom of thunder shook the packhouse. “Oh, for the love of Zeus. Hold your horses. I’m talking to my kid.” He snarled upwards.
“Look, Dad. I am trying to work things out with Atlas. But I think we are too different.”
He let out a laugh. “You aren’t all that different from each other, Griffin. Maybe try looking for the ways you are alike instead of fighting the differences.”
Another loud boom of thunder shook the packhouse while lightning flashed outside. “You better go before Grandpa levels my home.”
“Bye,” He kissed my forehead and disappeared.
I took a deep breath, walked to the room I shared with Atlas and went straight into the bathroom. I turned on the water for the tub and dumped a bunch of lavender oil and some other flower oil into it. I stripped off my clothes and eased myself into the scalding water. I closed my eyes as my body relaxed.
My mind was awash with various images of my life. I was trying to figure out this mate thing. Was I falling for Atlas, like my father implied, or was it merely the bond? I should have been fighting it, but I kept giving into it. I kept having s*x with my mate despite how angry he made me. ‘Why am I doing this to myself?’
‘Because you are a stubborn b***h,’ Eris replied.
‘Thank,’ I mumbled back.
‘I didn’t mean that as an insult.’ She responded.
I heard the door of the bedroom open and heard heavy footfalls approaching the bathroom. Atlas walked in and spied me in the bathtub. Neither of us said a word as he stripped off his clothes. I sank into the water as I admired his physique. He looked like a god. He was nearly the size of one. It was like his muscles had muscles. He would put even the strongest human on earth to shame.
He caught me staring at him and smirked slightly. Not saying a word, he walked over to the shower and turned it on. He looked right at me as he began to wash. I began to sweat, and it wasn’t from the scalding water I was sitting in. It seemed he was putting on a show for me. My hand wandered down my body to my clit. I began to massage and rub myself.
I closed my eyes and didn’t notice the shower had turned off. I opened my eyes, and he knelt beside the tub. His blue eyes were dark with lust as he dipped his hand into the water.
He hissed and pulled his hand back out. “Holy s**t, that water is hot. How are you not burning up?”
I shrugged casually. “It's another one of my mystical traits.” I lifted my fingers out of the water and held them to his nose. “Do you want to finish what I started?”
He nodded. “The water is too hot, though.”
“Oh, is the big bad Alpha afraid of a little bit of hot water?” I chuckled.
He dipped his hand in again and pulled it out. “No, but that is near boiling. How are you alright in that?” He sounded concerned.
I lifted my arms. “Then how about you cool me off?”
With an amused grunt, he stood up and then lifted me to my feet. We looked into each other's eyes for a moment before he lifted me out of the tub bridal style. “Damn, you are hot.” He said as he carried my wet body out of the bathroom.
“Well, you just lifted me out of scalding water,” I replied, and he chuckled.
Atlas placed me on the bed and hovered over me. “That’s not what I meant,” He whispered in my ear. His lips met with mine, and the passion between us rose the heat. Without warning, he thrust into me. “Oops, it just slipped in there,” He snorted.
“Might as well make it useful then,” I replied, and he began to thrust roughly into me. I wrapped my legs around his hips and scratched my nails down his muscular back. I moaned and screamed out his name as he pressed his lips to my marking spot.
His teeth lightly grazed the skin as the bed rattled under our lovemaking. “My wolf wants to mark you so badly,” He breathed out.
I traced my hand down his cheek. “Mine too,” I smiled at him.
Neither of us moved to mark the other. We just made love for hours in different positions. Finally, he collapsed onto the bed after getting me from behind. I was filled with his seed and grateful for my birth control. We panted for a few seconds before he rolled onto his side to stare at me. He ran his massive hand down my cheek.
“I love you, Griffin.” He nearly whispered.
I clasped his hand and stared into his blue eyes. “I love you too, Atlas.”
He lay on his back and looked at the ceiling. I lay my head on his chest. “I love you, but what are we doing to each other? You make me so angry. You make me want to tear out my hair and bash my fists into walls. But-“ He paused. “But I cannot fathom rejecting you.”
I sighed and traced the muscles on his chest. “We are too different souls, Atlas. But a wise god told me that we need to find what makes us similar and to quit fighting our differences.”
“Who is this wise God that you are speaking of?” He asked me.
I was tempted to tell him that my father is this pack’s patron god. But I still didn’t feel ready to reveal that to him. “He wouldn't say,” I lied.
He seemed to sense it and pressed his lips together. “I will concede and allow you to teach the females self-defense. Just self-defense, though.”
“And I will concede to wear dresses, every once in a while,” I responded to him.
He smiled. “Good, because you look really hot in dresses.” He stroked my arms, and I lay on his chest.
It took little to no time before we both fell asleep. I awoke when my alarm went off. I was lying entirely on top of Atlas while he had me wrapped in his massive arms. He snored away while I tried extracting myself from his hold. He stirred but didn’t wake up. I finally managed to get up and go to the bathroom.
I started my morning routine and found the box for my birth control pills. I opened it, and the color from my face drained. I had missed my last dose. Birth control pills for werewolves work differently than with humans. If we miss just one dose, they will almost immediately lose their effectiveness. Not only had I missed the dose, but it was the last one, and it would take nearly a week before I could get more. I looked through my stuff for my calendar and opened it to this month. I leaned against the counter while I read it. I slid to the ground when I realized it was the most fertile time of the month.