Chapter 23 I can not believe I have just gotten rid of one mate, and now all of a sudden, I now have two mates, and the connection I feel with them is way beyond anything I felt with Shane. I don’t know if that is because I was too young to feel it properly and then it was damaged through the rejection he tried to take back, or because they were always the ones that I was meant to be with. I can tell you they are a hell of a lot hotter than Shane, and there are two of them fu.ck. I haven’t even kissed anyone. What am I supposed to do with these two gods. I seriously wished I watched more porn when Halley and Carrie talked about it, at least they made me join in with practicing with a cucumber those two times so I may not be totally hopeless when it comes down to it. Nyx is pi.ssing her