Raven
Raven
Raven's POV
The pink cup is freezing against my stiff fingers. The coffee has gone cold a long time ago. I've not been able to bring myself to drink it. The blanket underneath me is damp from morning dew, just like the blanket wrapped around my shoulders. My life has become cold, like the air around me. My seemingly small tent stands by itself in a grove, like a white island against all the lush green. What should be an oasis has become a hole of loneliness.
The crystals that formed the shield around the small farm are in a cookie jar inside the tent. My own enchantments are more reliable. But they did work for quite some time. It would be stupid to leave them in the forest for someone else to find. Lucas couldn't have cared less about me when the shield went down. He didn't even spare me a single glance. He left, following the others to storm the 'castle' with all their might. Leaving me in the darkness. The thought of the so-called rescue makes the hairs stand on my body from head to toe. The dim lights inside the weird barn, the loud shouting, and the pounding music vibrated throughout my every cell.
The image of the broken man haunts me. Every day as I close my eyes, I see his beaten body, the sickening shades covering his skin. The mud and blood smeared onto his feet, legs, back, arms, and hands. And the smell. That f*****g smell.
Doggie, or Harry, has been texting me on and off since that day. Totally flirting all the time. Everything seems to be a joke to him. But it isn't, not really.
Doggie is tall like the other wolves, muscular but agile. Not like Lucas, who has broad shoulders and a massive body. Lucas is like a protective wall, impenetrable and incomparable. He should have been mine and would have been! If not for her. 'Little Miss Perfect' appeared like a letter in the mail, and he fell head over heels for a woman he only dreamed of. Bears and their damn mother earth.
Doggie's last text has to be his greatest joke ever, though. The biggest in history. He seriously asked me to the hospital, telling me the broken man had woken up and wanted to meet me. I can't fathom why?
So I have been seated here on the ground, watching the sun move past the sky, ignoring my coffee. Giving myself all the time in the world to contemplate my answer. I have wayed the pros and cons of going, all while questioning why I even bother.
A text appears on the screen as I attempt to stand on stiff legs. *Come on, sweetheart, don't leave me hanging!*
I spill coffee as I joggle the blankest, the phone, and my cup. All while trying to reply as I walk back to my tent.
*Why should I?*
This place is a mess, as usual. I find a pair of black jeans on the floor and sniff them. They seem alright. I pull them on and swiftly pull my hair up in a high ponytail. The oversize t-shirt is clean enough, and I don't bother wearing makeup anymore. There is no use. Lucas doesn't want me anyway.
*U get to see me! ;)* He replies, keeping it cocky as always. He is growing on me!
'f**k me!' I groan in annoyance. I have no idea why I'm even considering it, yet I am.
*Fine, I'll come.*
*What u wearing?*
*f**k u!*
*Yes, pls!*
Scratch that. I think I hate him! I throw my phone in a pile of clothes before flicking my wrist, making everything fly to their places where they'll stay for a couple of days until I make a mess of it again. I throw him a new text ignoring the s****l implications.
*When?*
*Whenever.*
*Fine, let's get it over with. See u at the hospital.*
He sends me a peach and an aubergine, making me inwardly groan. Perhaps I'll take Doggie for a ride. Maybe that will help me forget my bear for a minute or two.
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The foyer is bright and clean, a typical hospital, I guess. There is a reception, a waiting area, and people. I'm not sure why. I mean, haven't wolves rapid healing or something? I guess they need somewhere to give birth and all that. And yeah, the broken man required a lot of medical attention. Maybe that happens more often than one would think?
As I stand lost in thoughts, feeling misplaced, arms wrap around me from behind, hoisting me up in the air.
'Hi there, sexy!' laughed Harry as I scolded him.
'Let me down, you dumb fuck.'
Harry turns me around like I'm a toy and throws me over his shoulder, walking down a hallway, ignoring my statement.
A woman looks our way disapprovingly and huffs something to the man by her side. Before I even know what I'm doing, I flip them off. Then Harry round a corner, and they are out of sight.
I let him carry me down the hall and up a set of stairs. He talks all the way. He tells me about all sorts of things, but I'm not listening. I hear him, but I ain't listening.
The corridor is silent. My heart race, my palms are sweaty, and the blood rushes in my ear. Where are we going?
'He's at physical therapy at the moment. We'll wait for him in here!' Chirps Harry as he opens a door and steps into a room.
'Aren't you the Beta or something? Aren't you supposed to have responsibilities and stuff? Why are you spending your time harassing bitches?' I hiss as he puts me down on my feet.
'Oh sweetheart, that hurts! I'm not harassing bitches, just you!' He winks at me while putting his hands above his heart.
'Suer,' I huff. There isn't much to see as I look around the room. A bed, some chairs, and machines.
'When's he gonna be here so we can get this over with?'
Doggie is standing by the door, observing me as I walk around the room. I peek out the window, noticing we're on the second floor. I check my wand, feeling it in its place.
'You wanna get out of here?' He asks, taking a seat on the chair beside the door.
'Oh Doggie, don't be sad. It's nothing personal!' I tell him, faking as much confidence as possible while licking my lips and winking at him. His hair is messy, and his eyes calmly watch me as I keep moving around. He is handsome! I'll give him that. But wolves and bears alike are known to be beautiful creatures. I still can't make out the color of his eyes, though. Blue, maybe?
The longer we wait, the more cramped up I feel. My heart is still beating fast, and my fingers twitch anxiously.
'Calm down, will you?'
Calme down? Fine, I'll do that!
'Only if you help me?' I hum suggestively, licking my lips again.
I walk up to him, straddling him on the chair. My fingers trail his neck up his hair. I grab it and pull his head back, forcing him to look at me.
'This isn't calming me down!' He smirks.
'Well, that wasn't that goal now, was it, Doggie?'
His hands find my butt, squeezing it through my jeans, making me gasp. I'm pressed against his upper body and about to crash my lips against his when the door opens.
The air is sucked out of my lungs as I look up at a chiseled chest, glistening from sweat, begging me to lick it. A damp towel hangs around a broad neck, guiding my eyes to a strong jaw. Seeing it from underneath makes me wanna trail it with my lips and tongue. A face that must have been sculptured by the gods meets me! Dark blond hair is glued to his forehead, but the most captivating is his baby blue eyes framed with long black lashes. A sharp contrast to his firm exterior. Adonis, the greek god, would have been jealous of this man. I'm stuck staring at him, unable to move or speak. He looks surprised, stunned even, as he's looking down at me from the doorway.
'Welcome back, man!' Harry greets him from under me, breaking me out of my trance.
'Wow!' I gasp, 'you're sexy as f**k!'
'Oye!' Harry pout while slapping my thigh.
'You're handsome, Doggie, don't get me wrong. But Adonis here, wow! I could climb him like a tree!' I exclaim. Mr. sexy bit his jaws together while frowning at me, still standing in the doorway. I feel Harry laugh and shrug under me as if he doesn't care. Which he probably doesn't.
'Tim, Raven. Raven, Tim!' Harry says, gesturing between us with a free hand.
'Hi!' Grumbles Mr. sexy before passing us as he steps into the room.
'I'll take a shower, don't let me interrupt, whatever this is!'
The thought of this man in a hot shower gets my wheels turning and my peach dripping.
'Oh! Can I watch?' I squeal as I scramble to get off Harry's lap and onto my feet. My eyes followed the sexy specimens buttcheeks hiding under his loose shorts. Adonis stops dead in the middle of the floor. His muscles tense up, he takes a deep breath, and then he answers with a short - no! Never even turning his head around to look at me.
'Come on, I saved you! I'll only look! Pretty please!' I'm not sure what's going on in my head. All I know is that I have to see this man.
'Raven, you're being a b***h, and a creep! Let the man shower in peace!' Harry barks at me. I turn and stick my tongue out at him.
'You're not the boss of me!'
'Beta, would you mind?' Adonis said, turning around and looking at Harry. 'I'd like to talk to Raven.'
He speaks my name as a whisper, as if unsure he's saying it right. His voice is sexy with a slight rasp, sending shivers down my spine. Harry gives me a look - as if telling me to behave before stepping outside. Adonis turns his attention to me and parts his perfect lips, c*****g an eyebrow.
'Thank you for saving me. I appreciate it! But that doesn't mean I'll allow you to watch me shower.'
My mind spins a million miles an hour. I know his right. I know I'm not making any sense. Yet I pout at his statement.
'I'm happy to help!' I tell him as I step closer. 'And I'm glad you survived!' I whisper, "Someone this good-looking shouldn't be allowed to die!" I breathe more to myself than to him. His body heat rays against me, making me warm and fuzzy. His eyes look around the room nervously until I place my palms on his moist chest. I feel his skin shiver under my fingertips before his eyes go dark.
I know enough about wolves to recognize the presence of one. Adonis's baby blues have turned into the midnight sky. And I'm stuck in his intense stare, waiting.
Suddenly they turn back to baby blue, then they go dark again. His eyes are flickering back and forward until he shakes his head and softly pushes me away.
'You're not watching me take a shower!'
He then turns and walks into the bathroom, closing the door and locking it behind him. What the f**k happened?
I stand dazed and alone in the bedroom, staring at the closed door. As if a lock could keep me out.
'You done drooling?'
'Huh?'
'Pull yourself together, Raven!' Doggie laughs.
Like Adonis, I shake my head. I then turn towards the door.
'That was who I transferred here?' I question in disbelief.
'His name is Tim, Raven! And yes, you've never met him before? He's been living on the campsite for years.'
Speechless, I shake my head. There is a throbbing between my legs. A fire I need to put out, now!
Swiftly, I jump up, latching my arms and legs around Harry's body, kissing his lips hard. He tastes good, not as I picture Adonis, but still really good!
'f**k me, now!' I groan into his mouth before biting his lower lip.
'Ah, so now I'm good enough for you?' He growls, grabbing me by my butt and holding me in place. His question goes unanswered. I suck his tongue between my lips and grind myself against him. He groans and stumbles through the door out the hall! I'm not sure where he's taking me. I'm not even sure why he is taking me anywhere. We were in a perfectly empty room with a bed and everything. I tug at his t-shirt, attempting to pull it over his head. A sexy growl emerges from his chest, making me moan.
My surroundings become dark as he stumbles into an empty room, locking the door behind him. When my back hit the plastic mattress, I swiftly pull his t-shirt over his head. Then throw it across the room. The fire in my body burns hot and fast. I need relief. Now!
As Doggie's shirt is off, his body heat ray against me. When he attacks my lips and pushes against my dripping peach, I fiddle with my jeans, cursing myself for not wearing a skirt. The button comes undone, and I squirm to get them off when he suddenly stops.
'You remember that I'm not yours, right?'
'Yes, yes, just shut up and f**k me already!'
'Say it, say that I'm not yours." He demands.
'Fine, you're not mine, Doggie!' I pant against his chin. 'You're just gonna make me scream at the top of my lungs, aren't you?'
I feel him grin against my lips before growling darkly. His hands grab the waist of my pants and panties, pulling them down enough to expose me in one go. He uses his body and my pants around my knees to push my legs wide apart. He dips his fingers, wetting himself before rubbing circles over my pearl. There is a low thud from when his pants hit the ground.
'Help yourself for a moment,' He breathes, pulling his hand from me. The absence makes me whimper before my fingers find their way between my legs. I rub my sensitive nub at a furious pace, arching my back as I go. Then I feel it, him by my entrance.
'You're not a virgin, are you?' He teases before slowly pushing his length inside me. My eyes roll to the back of my skull as I gasp for air.
This is what I wanted!
This is what I need!
'Too much for you, little witch?' He chuckles while holding me in place. I keep rubbing my pearl while moaning loudly.
'Don't be so full of yourself, Doggie!'
'Doggy, huh? I can do that!' Harry growls. He removes my hand and flips me over to my stomach. I stand on my tippy toes as he holds me by my hips, taking me from behind. His member pushes in and pulls out of me, massaging my velvet walls. His fingers dig into my hips as he speeds up. My fingers grip the edges of the mattress, holding it hard as his pace increases and my muscles tense. My hair is falling in my face, and my t-shirt is slipping up my body. His hot breath is fanning over my skin, tickling it.
'Harder!' I demand.
A deep chuckle is heard at my request, and he leans down towards my ear. A hand grabs me by my ponytail, pulling my head backward. He licks my neck before groaning in my ear.
'You're not the boss of me! Say, please...'
I want to smack the s**t out of him. Who the f**k does he think he is, telling me to ask nicely? I'll show him!
'Harder, Doggie! Or I'll turn you into a f*****g teacup!'
With roaring laughter, he speeds up. Plunging into my depth. Rough fingers reach my pearl, massaging it firmly.
'Come, little witch!' He tells me as he pinches down on it, making me scream. Waves roll through my body, my walls clench around him, and stars dance before my eyes. The fire inside me is a blazing sea of emotions drowning me from within.
This is what I wanted, what I came here for.
This is what I needed!