I'll Never Be Your Luna

Chapter 4 Reject her!

And as soon as I said that Adam’s face rolled on the floor.

“What did you say?” he asked with a perplexed voice, as if he couldn't believe his ear that I just said that.

Suck it sucker!

I didn’t come back, or better said, I was forced to come back to this horrible world just to be killed again. If the goddess forced me to be here, I need to stay alive and to do that I need to keep that b***h as far away from me as possible.

“You can’t be serious, Natalie!” he says trying to refrain himself from showing me how pissed off he is about my reaction.

“But I am, Adam. I am your Luna and here is my statement.” and squinting my eyes at him I point with my index finger in Lexie’s direction.

“If she stays here, I am out and you will need to explain a lot of things to our pack and to your family about that! It’s me or her.” I say as if it is nothing and turn my back to him ignoring Lexie’s presence and making her boil for sure.

“Babe, look” Adam whispers and I feel his arms wrapped around my waist, but it’s like a burning. After everything I remember that he was able to do for Lexie, after he dared to believe her and not me, after he killed me for nothing…I hate him. I just hate him.

Maybe this is why I feel angry for being forced to come back here. In the same position. I would have preferred to be reborn as an omega in a poor pack or as a rogue instead of being dragged in the middle of this marsh.

“You wouldn't” Kelly says. “I know you, girl. You would have long for a revenge. You are here, strong and knowing things that they don’t know about at this moment. You are at an advantage so act according to your purpose.” Kelly almost commands me.

“I have a purpose here?” I asked myself, being a little bit taken aback by Kelly’s words, to the point that I didn’t even realize when Adam kissed my neck, right on his mark. But what to see?

Kissing his mark is not making me fall for him, but annoys me more.

“Leave me alone, Adam!” and I push him away from me.

“You can’t bring this woman here!” I say and Lexie starts to cry as if I just pushed a button and a soap operas or namby-pamby show started instantly.

“And after you come here with ehr to think that I will just smile and say, oh babe, I am so happy, please let her stay! I am to the moon and back with happiness because you found your fated mate!”

“Are you insecure, Natalie?” Adam asks and looks at me with a stupid grin on his face but he makes me turn around completely and pointing to my face I ask damned seriously.

“Do I look insecure, dear husband?”

“Look, I just want to know that she is safe. If this is about your Luna position I promise you”

And here he starts.

“I promise you that nothing will change. You are my Luna, Natalie. The woman I love and that will never change” and he looks at me with a complex gaze, I already saw this in the past, and I am so angry that out of love for him I believed his s**t.

He comes close to me and I look at him as he is taking my hands between his palms and kissing the tip of my fingers as he watches me.

“Please babe,” he whispers, “I promise that nothing will change. I love you and only you. It doesn't matter that she is my fated mate. I chose you . I will always do it again and again.” and he gives me a smile, but that smile only makes me want to punch him.

“Do you really love me?” I ask him, and I can see with the corner of my eyes how Lexie’s face becomes happy thinking that in the end I will allow her to stay in the Red Blood Pack.

“With everything I have” he tells me and leans in my direction to kiss me , but before he could do it I push him and say.

“Then reject her and terminate the fated mate bond. I want her OUT now. I command you to reject her!”

And I am so furious that he becomes pale.

You don’t like what you see, Adam? Well this is your f*****g work. You killed my spirit , now enjoy it! I know that he is shocked that he is not used to me resisting him. Every time I was submitting to him but that is over now.

“Babe, don’t be like that!” he whispers.

“Unbelievable!” I say and in the next second I command him using all my Luna force.

“Reject her now!” and he is pale. If he is refusing me he knows what that means. That no one will ever believe him that he doesn’t have anything with his mate.

I know how this s**t works. I’ve heard about this. He must feel the attraction for Lexie even if he marked me. The bond mate is there. But also he knows that this omega is not a Luna material. I am more than he could have dreamed to receive in this life. I am strong, smart and from a good family. And his fated mate is an omega? He will be in deep s**t if I make a scandal about this.

He watches me with sad eyes and he knows that there is no way back.

We’ve been together for twenty two years. Since I was two I have my first memory with him. Best friend and then best lovers, loving each other to the point he promised he will never care about his fated mate.

Just as I said. He knows my value in front of the eyes of all werewolves, so even if he is not easy about this he turns around and looks at Lexie he says.

“I am sorry. I didn’t want to be like this, but my mate is right. I need to reject you.” and Lexis’s face just fell on the floor.

“PLease, don’t do it!” she says, looking at him in horror. Well this will be interesting to watch. Is he really going to do it?

“I, Alpha Adam Hawkins, Alpha of the Red Blood Pack, I reject you, Lexie Banks, as my mate!” and giving her a serious look he commands her “Accept my rejection!”

And when he said that a lot of faces turned in our direction, we were already in the middle of the packhouse’s living room, where a lot of werewolves are talking and watching something on TV.

They couldn’t hear what we were talking about for sure, but when Adam commanded Lexie to accept the rejection she collapsed to the ground with a loud noise.

As soon she collapsed Adam flinched but he didn’t dare to help her in my presence.

“PLease!” she begged Adam, crying her heart out. “PLease don’t force me to accept the rejection. I am already weak and I can barely survive in this world. If you would have not found me I would have been dead until now, this is how weak I am. PLease, don’t force me. I will die!” and she looked in Adam’s eyes and pleaded for mercy.

“Don’t you dare!” I commanded using our mindlink and I wrapped my arms under my chest.

Now I am damned curious how this show will end.

But what to see? The b***h has a lot of guts and before I could react she grabbed my leg and knowing way too well that people were watching she started to cry even harder.

“Please Luna! Please, don’t ban me! If you will force me to leave I will die as soon as I step outside of the borders of this pack! PLease Luna Hawkins!”

And now I am outraged.

“Take your f*****g hands off me!” I said and pushed her with disgust and took a step back.

“Don't you ever touch me again!” and she started to cry so hard , that now everyone in this pack must know that their Luna is a heartless woman.

“What had this poor Omega done wrong? “ someone asked.

“I didn’t know that Luna is so cruel!” another one whispered .

Well, I didn’t know either that my own pack would judge me and kill me, and seeing their biased gazes I remember one more time why I am here.

If they only knew Lexie’s real plan!

They wouldn’t judge so hard right now. But you know what? I don’t give a s**t. This time is only about me and about surviving, so f**k you Lexie Banks, Adam Hawkins and Red Blood Pack! I had enough of you!

“Natalie!” Adam calls me, but I just walk away and push everyone in my way.

I didn’t even have time to adapt to this new life that the danger is already above my head.

“Babe!” Adam says coming after me , but I motion to him to stop.

“Just stay there, Adam!” I tell him. “I am sick of you!”

And his eyes became angry hearing me.

“I need to be alone!” and saying that I ran to the forest.

I need to clear my mind!