What to Do?

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Kylie, who was behind the door of her room, immediately held her chest which was beating fast because of Arson who kissed her forehead. This was the first time in her life that she felt a kiss from a man, even if it was only on her forehead. Kylie thought, if only she and Arson had a relationship that was more than just brothers, maybe her happiness would be even greater. Suddenly Kylie realized and remembered that Arson seemed to be doing it as a brotherly affection, suddenly Kylie was stricken with disappointment for her own happiness that was present in a matter of seconds. Kylie also stepped lethargically towards her bed, the girl did not lie down immediately but sat at the end of the bed. Repeatedly the girl sighed heavily and cursed herself for having feelings for Arson, feelings that she should not feel. "Do I have to keep calling myself stupid?" Kylie asked herself with a glare. "You are stupid, Kyl! Very, very stupid!" The girl cursed as she placed her forefinger on her forehead and then, moved her finger repeatedly. "How can you love a man who is none other than your own family? Are you out of your mind? I think you're really out of your mind, Kyl! Don't let your feelings be known to others because it could be embarrassing for you because no one would do this, except you! You fool!" Again Kylie monologued to herself who had made the decision to love Arson from several years ago, thus making her trapped in a situation that made herself confused whether to move forward or backward and away from the man who had succeeded in making her fall in love. Yes, her first love. In the midst of her reverie, Kylie remembered about the old man who approached her when she had not returned to Italy, she almost forgot her plan to find out about the truth spoken by the strange man. Kylie racked her brain for ideas on what she should do to prove the truth. She thought for a long time, and soon the girl was nodding her head. It seemed like she had figured out how to find out what she didn't know all this time. "I have to get it. No matter what!" Kylie monologued with her gaze fixed forward. "If everything that old man said is true, then I will never forgive them! Anyone." Kylie said again. This time, the eyes of the beautiful jeweled girl were sharp, like a dagger that pierced right into the heart of the enemy. Kylie decided to lay down. After traveling from Germany, she had yet to say hello to her soft mattress that she had left behind for years. It was possible that the thing made of soft foam piles was missing her, too. Kylie tried to close her eyes after feeling the pleasure of her body lying on the mattress. Meanwhile, in a different room. Arson smiled happily, at least a few times he got the chance to be close and even touch the woman he loved, even though he knew Kylie's feelings towards him were nothing but family. Arson did not know that the youngest also had different feelings for him, if only the young man knew that what he felt was the same as what Kylie felt, the girl really hoped that she would become the woman in Arson's heart. If that were to happen, then it is certain that Kylie would be the lucky one whose love would not be unrequited. The young Ptia also took out her flat object that was in her pants pocket, her hand moved to slide the rectangular screen and then, entered the gallery application to see some photos that she took while at the night market last night. There was a photo of him and Kylie enjoying ice cream and there were also so many photos of the beautiful girl taken by Arson secretly without the knowledge of Drake's youngest daughter. "Why are you so adorable, Kyl?" asked Arson, smiling as he stared at his cell phone with a picture of a smiling Kylie with her head tilted slightly to look at him, while the beautiful girl was on a merry-go-round horse. Arson swiped her phone screen right across Kylie's face, fantasizing that she was doing it in person. "If I could say what I feel, maybe I wouldn't be your secret admirer like I am right now. It's not that I don't have the courage, but I don't want to ruin the brotherhood between us. I don't want that if you knew how I felt, you would avoid and even stay away from me. I really know how you are," Arson said with a sigh. The man continued to stare at Kylie's photo, he really seemed to be hypnotized by the beautiful girl who had grown up with him for a dozen years. "I don't know how long this feeling will stay in my heart. What I'm afraid of is when you have a girlfriend and then, introduce her in front of all of us. I don't know what's going to happen to me! Will I be ready or will I fight it tooth and nail and take you away?" Arson continued. Sighs continued to be heard from the handsome young man's mouth. If you remember his feelings for Kylie, which seemed very difficult to unite, Arson sometimes wanted to give up, but the heart could not be cooperated so easily. Arson immediately lay down on his body by placing both hands on either side of his head while looking at the ceiling of his room. "God, why did you give me this feeling? I'm so not sure I can have Kylie," said Arson, remembering her relationship with Kylie, which was difficult to be together, even though Kylie also had the same feelings as Arson. "Kylie, I love you so much! I really, really love you! Do you know that, huh?" Arson shouted, still lying on the bed. Fortunately, the young man's room was equipped with a silencer so that no one outside his room could hear his screams. That's what made Arson dare to do it. Arson chose to sit back down and ruffle his hair. He also decided to clean himself up, if necessary take a warm bath to reduce the burden on his mind about the romance problem he was currently feeling. Arson thinks whether this is called first love, where the truth of what people say that it is difficult to forget turns out to be true, even making him confused about what to do with a woman who has succeeded in melting his famously cold heart.
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