Sahri High

Thirty Eight (Unedited)

“Damn it! It’s been seventeen hours! How the f**k you still can’t contact them? Or even tracked her ?! ” f**k it! How did they end up tracking bossing like this? No information is coming out on this building.

Handsome Kris, don't think too much, your handsomeness is reduced, that's right.

"Bossing, calm down first, it can't be solved if I say so, just think about it, go deep." Do you look bad, I might still be hit by the net, it's still a bad trip, just don't, I love my life, heart heart.

Bossing sat down and took a deep breath, I'm really good, I calmed him down, nothing really takes away my charm, hehe.

But even I, was also hooked, when I found out that she was pregnant, so I get why bossing is so worried, it's dangerous, we don't know who took her, we don't even know where she was taken, there is tracker that put bossing in the pregnant woman's ring, and gave it to her, so that the pregnant woman wouldn't notice that she knew where she was.

It's been a long time since Dion went crazy, he's not the stalker like, he seems to be crazy in love like that, love at first I think he's dumbass, he's my childhood, but that's when I saw him like he's going crazy, suddenly smile that you thought there was thrilling words, even if you really look at the emptiness, sometimes suddenly annoyed, sometimes talking to himself, his frequent question, will he like it? So I won't be surprised if he reacts like this.

"Goddamn it!" My partner is angry again, since he became my friend, only now have I seen him how angry you are, halo halo maybe, anger and worry, even maybe I am, but because I'm pogi, I'm not that ugly when I'm angry.

“Where did he stay before you left him? Let's go. ” Cain suggested, yes, that's right.

"We fvcking can't." he said so Cain and I were looking at each other, wait where is his twin? Why not here. "They are one of those people." He handed us the paper he was holding earlier, oh report to the children! That's dangerous! Takte! I get bossing. “Prepare for a meeting, in 5.” That's all he said and left.

"Where are your twins?" always with these two, just now they disappeared without saying a word, they said they need to have a meeting, "Call me, bossing will get angry when someone is absent, you know that terror."

I was talking to the other hand, "I was called earlier, I didn't come home last night, I just saw it, because I received a report and left."

"Maybe you have a date?" I even shouted like a madman, "Aray ha!"

"Because you're crazy, after all, since you were a child, it's really been like that, since our father didn't show up well anymore, that's why the twins grew up, it's unacceptable that he was left like that." awit, kawawa rin si bugok, di na nga pogi, wala pa tatay, de joke, bad yung joke ko.

"Kris, bossing called you, badtrip I guess." Al said, when I came in, our tech support, who probably drank a lot of coffee, was always nervous.

We didn't answer and just went to the meeting lounge, when we arrived, everything was already in place, we were the only ones missing, bossing was at the very end, close to the projector, deep in thought, I'm sure she's pregnant.

He stood up when he saw us, "Faster." It's nasty, let's go into serious mode now, I might get shot. "It came to my knowledge that the black org already know who I am, and my fiancé." It looks like the crazy person is going crazy, "She's missing right now, And I know in no time they will call and ask for something in exchange for her life," he sighed deeply. "But this isn't all about her,"

“The black org already knew about me, and of course, us. And we have to move. ”

Shet, exciting dude!

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“What now, Zain? Are you scared already? I thought you wanted to get inside your dad? Why don't you feel comfortable there? ”

"Shut up Alex, stop." I’m trying hard not to punch these women, "Maybe I'll forget you're a woman."

She just laughed because it made me even angrier, she’s really getting into my nerves, her mouth tastes like mud inside, it’s irritating, when I see her I get irritated right away.

“What? You came to your father, and now you're scared? Just make sure you don't turn around, otherwise, ”he pointed the gun he was holding at me. "I'm going to kill you, remember that." And then he left.

Goddamn it! I did not want to be part of this f*****g plan, but I have no choice, I promised to do anything to got Dad's approval, he's the only family that I have, Cain was far different from what he used to be, I did not want to betray my superiors, they became my friends, Alpha, he saved me, and he treat me as one of his friends, and even trusted Dion in to my hands, now I'm doing this, but it's too late, I can 't even back out, I'm not afraid to die, I'm afraid that even in my last breath, Dad won't be here to at least pat my shoulder, telling that it's gonna be okay, and he is proud of what I became, how did I end up here?

“Dad, please? Don’t leave us, bring me with you, please? ” I'm twelve, but I'm aware, I know that Dad will leave and will not return, I don't want to be here anymore, I want to be with him, I don't want to live with my mom or even with my twin.

He bow and tap my shoulder, “I can’t, I can’t take you with me, if you want to have my approval, then do something that will make me proud.”

“But dad, what can I do? I’m only twelve, I’m doing great at school, I’m a salutatorian, right? I’m a part of a chess club, acting shop, piano club, and even in the newspaper, I’m doing well, dad. ” I did everything to make him proud, I chose to do everything, I love him more than I love my mom, he is the best.

He take cares of me, he treat me outside, we go to bed together, he reads bed time stories to me every time, he loves me, I know that, but why? Why is he leaving right now? Why is he leaving like he doesn’t care about me? Why? I did everything I could for him to stay, but why? What did I do wrong?

“You are just a salutatorian Zain, number two, and you barely win in your competitions, your newspaper? I didn’t cover at least one page, there’s nothing to be proud of about that, and besides, I don’t love your mom anymore, I’m sick of her athics, I can’t leave with that. ”

What he said broke my heart, "But dad."

"Do something that will make me proud."

That was the last thing I heard from him, and I saw him again, and I promised to myself that I'm going to earn his approval, I'm going to earn his love again, I will make him proud, I will help him in any means, I don't know where to start, before Alpha assigned me to do a task, to gather informations about a certain names.

It was okay in the next few people, but when I discovered real people around it and blows my mind, the people I thought was the leader, is just a mere puppet, a decoy, and Dad, Daniel is the leader, he is the perso Alpha bas been looking for years, but the mere fact that he wanted to do a background checking about them I know he already has a clue about it.

I finished it five days after Alpha asked me, but my heart, my mind, I wanted to meet dad, so I did, I wanted to talk to him, and he asked for one thing, if I'm a part of CIA org , and when I answered yes, he asked me to gather infos about the Alpha team, which I am included, and he is not aware of that.

"Are you a part of the CIA org, Zain?" he asked me the moment he saw me entering his room, I was left here alone, with him. I wanted to hug him, he aged, but his face is still nonchalant, dangerous, with two equal faces, and a few, knew about that.

"Yes," I was looking at him, "I am a part of that org."

"Then hand me the information of the Alpha team." He said, he walk towards where I am standing, "I know you can do it, son."

Son, he called me his son, my heart melted, at the same time aches, I have to do something terrible just to get his love, but I'm gonna do it, I'm going to do it, if getting his love means of betraying these people, I will do it.

And now, I'm regretting it, I regret betraying my friends, and I don't know what to do anymore, I told my dad about Alpha and the rest of the team, all their assigned tasks, their real names, their loved ones, even their pictures, I gave them all, and now I realized, I bargained with the devil, I was blinded by the assumptions that dad will love me if I make him proud, but now, I came to realized that my friends, and my workmates, especially Alpha, he helped me in any way possible without asking for anything in return, he looked after me, he made me feel that he is proud of me.

I stood up, I know it's to late to regret it, but it's not too late to help them find this goddamn place, and to save not just the lives of their loved ones, but also save their hearts from the agony of the betrayal I might bring to them.

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I woke up feeling heavy, I was in a room with no window, and only one door. There aren’t any interiors either, where am I?

And the last thing I remember, I took a shower after we ate, then I fell asleep in the room that Alex gave me, and it's not the room I slept in, where am I? Where are they Alex?

The door opened, and an elderly woman entered, she looked like a helper because of the kind of uniform she was wearing, she just bent down and quietly walked towards me, she lowered the tray she was carrying, she was carrying rice, vegetables , strawberries and water, I also saw two bottles of vitamins I was taking.

When he lowered it, he came out without making a noise, he closed the door, did I just hear a click? Like she locked the door? I don’t think so, why would she locked me up here? I got up and went straight to the door to get out, what the heck?

I’m not hallucinating! She just locked me up in this room! What the hell is happening right now? Where are they Alex? Why am I here? Why am I not in my room? Why don't I have my phone?

"Alex!" I called her out, my voice still echoed, I’m in an alley? Why does my voice echo? What the heck is this? I’m confused of what’s happening. "Alex!" I banged the door once again. I heard foot steps, so I moved a little away from the door, so I wouldn't get hit if it opened.

I heard the rattle of the chain, it was really locked, why the fvck did they do that? I stood up immediately when I saw that Alex had entered, she’s smiling, no she’s smirking, she was holding the padlock and a chain.

“Alex? What's happening? Why am I here? Why did they lock me up here? ” he sat on the only sofa in front of me, he closed the door first and lowered the chain and padlock with the key on the floor near the door, he did four more.

"Are you that dumb, Dion?" That's the first thing she told me, that, that's also her voice when I talked to her on the phone, she apologized yes, but what is she doing right now is confusing, "Here." She handed me a picture, "That Leo, my baby." I looked at it very carefully, no matter how many times I looked at it, I knew that he really looked like someone, that I didn't know who he was. "He looks like, Daniel right?"

Daniel? Uncle? I looked at the picture of the baby again, that's when I realized that he was right, Tito really looks like the baby, but how can that happen? I mean is tito cheating with tita? "Alex, what-" she cut me off, she violently pulled the photo from my hand.

"It's because he is the father of my child." It’s like a time bomb that blows up my mind, is she crazy? Our boss is Tito, so what is he saying? She is not that kind of woman. "I am his mistress, for the longest year, and Leo, he is our son, obviously maybe not."

I'm not talking, I don't know how to respond, it feels like all these years that I'm with her is a total lie, I don't know now if the things I thought I knew about her is all true , or it's a total lie. I didn't expect this kind of betrayal from a friend like her, I treated her as my sister, maybe because she's Kim's half sister, and Kim is very dear to me.

“Let me tell you a story,” she started, “Daniel and I knew each other for ten years, I loved him, I really do, I did not know what he already has a wife, and a child, everything is like a fairytale, not until Kim discovers about it. ” She laughed, but her laughed seems to be like a smug laughed, “She is not approving my relationship with Daniel, what does she take me for? Her puppet? What does he think, I will follow him, I will be separated because he doesn't want to? ”

I get it, she's hurt, until now, she was hurting, her voice traces the pain of what happened here, anger and pity is building up in my mind and my heart right now, I don't like the destination of this conversation, I don't feel good here, in the male volume? Why does he still want a wife? And why would he be angry with Kim? Even I, if I find out what my brother is doing, I will stop him too, because I know in myself that it is a sin, and doesn't he know that he is ruining the family because of what he is doing? It would have been okay to love, but I hope he doesn't have a broken relationship or when they come together, they've been together for a few years, Jarred.

“I didn't stop, I continue my relationship with Daniel, everything is perfect, we make money after school, he picks me up, we date, he buys me things, I felt the love I've been looking for since mama left me with my dad. ” She's Kim's half sister, she told me that Alex's mother died, she was still young, but as far as Alex knew, she just left him.

"But Kim loved you and treated you like a real sister." That's what I saw, he didn't just say, he did, I could see how he would take care of Alex, but why did this result for him? Shouldn't he be thankful?

“Treat me? She treats me as her puppet, this is what you wear, this is a good place to go, this is where you study, the ultimate brand of lotion she wants to follow? Am I a fvcking puppet? ” she started to shed tears, "No, I have a life to live, I have my own brain to decide on my own."

I don't think so, she just had a different view of what Kim was doing for her, she wanted to live her life, I get it, but she wasn't forced to do it, she was just given some suggestions that will help her decide.

“And dad, she was getting all the attention, the love, the affection that should have been mine, dad will always compare me to her, imitate your sister, your sister's grades are good, your sister is kind, beautiful your sister, why don't you be like your sister. ” I felt sorry for her, it must be hard for her, she had nothing to talk to, she had nothing to run to, she had nothing to tell, it was all piled up until her emotions asked her to do things that she don’t usually do.

“She was just showing off, she was smiling at me, she acted like she was my standard sister, but I know deep inside her heart, she loathed me, that I'm a daughter from the other women and her father cheated on her mom . ” She’s crying right now, how heart wrecking that can be, I can’t imagine, “Daniel’s wife discovered about us, she rushed us, right in front of the school, I know, I know it’s her doing, she was the only person who knew about us, about my relationship with Daniel. ”

I nodded, “No, she really loves you, I’ve seen it, how she cares, how she was thinking about you, how excited she was when she discovered that she has a sister, even if it’s not from her mom, ”I looked at her, traces of anger, tiredness and fear on her face,“ She is genuinely caring for you, she is looking forward to be with you in the future, but it did not happen, since she left early, and is now unable to fulfill her wishes and plans. ”

"Of course, I let her left early, so that there is no more obstacle in my life, no one will dictate to me, I can now live my own life with Daniel, and with our son."

My forehead furrowed because of what she said, what did she let her left early? What the fvck did she said? And what does she mean with that? Kim commits suicide. Way back in years.

I heard her laughed, “Oh you didn’t know?” didn’t know what? "Daniel was the leader of the group your boyfriend has been looking for, and I'm the one responsible for Kim's death."